How are you doing? Grammy sure has been missing you a lot lately. So has mommy. Mommy moved to Columbus on the 2nd and has been very sad and lonesome without you, baby. Do you think you could send her some extra love so her heart will ease a little? Mommy told me she was looking through your pictures the other night and it broke her heart again. Sweetheart, you are missed so much. I want to thank you baby, for being born into this family. I would not trade the time we had with you for anything. I only wish we could have had more time with you. Honey, eleven months and twentyfive days is not much time. But for you my sweet angel, it was a life time. Excuse me sweetie while I wipe the tears from my eyes.
I'm sorry grammy is still crying honey, but you see it still breaks my heart into a million tiny pieces at not being able to hold you in my arms anymore. Why, why couldn't I have kept you safe on that terrible Sunday? Why did those kisses you gave me have to be the last? I know I'm not suppose to question the Lord. But I'm only human. Help me to understand please. I'm sorry baby, grammy can't write anymore right now. I promise to finish this letter tomorrow. Grammy loves you sweetheart. You have not made grammy sad, so don't worry your pretty little head. Grammy is going to be just fine. Broken hearted, but fine. Oh yes, I know you were here the other day. Remember the lamb that sits in your chair? I found it laying in the floor, just like you used to do it when you wanted to sit in the chair. Honey, you forgot to put the lamb back when you were through sitting in the chair. It's ok though, because grammy picked it up for you. I really felt your closness that day sweetheart. You can throw the lamb in the floor anytime you want. It lets me know you are still with me, baby. I'm going to go talk to Jesus now and then go to sleep. I'll talk to you again real soon. Take care and remember to play nice with baby Orion. I love you!!!
Your Loving Grammy
