Hello my angel, how have you been doing? I miss you so much sweetheart. I wanted to get this letter written before geocities closes the geobuilder and I wont be able to write you any more letters. My heart is broken because of them closing me off from you. I know people probably think I've lost my mind honey, but I don't care what they think. It makes me feel close to you to write these letters and some how I will find a way to continue them. You were my whole world and I'll not let your memory die easily. If I thought it would do any good I would stand atop a mountain and shout your name until I lost my voice, just so the world would know how very much you were loved and how badly you are missed. You don't think I'm being silly do you babygirl? You know how much your mommy and grammy loved you so. Well honey, nothing has changed. We still love you with all our heart. And I would still trade my life for yours any day. My perfect flower still blooms in the gardens of heaven. I don't know for sure and can't prove that you still are with me. But I see little things that you used to do that bring you so close I can almost touch you. I know in my heart that it has to be you, because no one else is around to do the little tricks you used to do. Like the glass table. There has be no children around to leave the finger prints. Honey, I cleaned that table! Where did the prints come from if you didn't leave them? I really don't care where they came from. They reminded me of yours being on that table and so they shall stay there until I feel the need to clean it again. My sweet angel, time is running out and I don't know if I will be able to write you a letter next month, but as long as I can get into geobuilder. I will continue your letters. Mommy is doing a little better at the moment. We talk about you all the time, and she's is starting to try and get on with her life. But you don't have to worry babydoll. You will always be a very big part of her life. As you will always be part of mine also. I guess I better close this for now and I'll try to finish it tomorrow. I send you millions of goodnight kisses and 40 million hugs. Keep singing, baby. I'm listening! I love you Vickie!!! I love you Vickie, I love you Vickie....... Grammy

Here is a picture of your mommy when she was a baby and you learning to crawl. I wanted the two of you to be together in this letter.