(the story of 10 hearts)
NOTE TO THE READER:
These are poems about 10 hearts. 10 different people in a chatroom called ATTIC (Adults Only). What this is is just basically what I’ve witness and I’ve experienced. The poems might now be 100% correct or even 50% correct. So please don’t mistaken as the true feelings of the hearts. Its just my perspective and how I arrange the meaning. The names of the hearts are inspiration as itself. So this is just hearts of the attic that I’ve got to know and got to feel. Thank you for readinging this and enjoy.
“In The Attic: Adults Only” A Preface
A place where strangers meet, where the regulars laugh, smile, and chat
Where people disguise themselve and hide from the life where they’re at
I’m a part of this group, jounery through lines to reach a heart or maybe 2
Where you just be yourself or just hide from someone that is mistreating U
See you tend to let your guard down, tend to just misbehave or play around
You’ll find nice people there, and you’ll find what is known as a playground
Dark secrets lies among the people we chose to forget to make us feel better
Hiding from the reality that you’re better off in the Attic then rainy weather
Some choose to runaway, ignoring the possibities of what’s happening to them
Overwhelm by others sitting there and words that can solve their problem
We here to have fun, and just endure what’s the affect it will have on my heart
Changing names or idenity to show the sides of me is my gentlemanly part
I’ve witness people, the regulars and the newcomers but there’s allot to hide
A Deadly_Bite from dat gentleman will show a nice warm Frisky Prince side
Storing feelings in the Attic you’ll go back, recover what you think was lost
Trying to remember the memory of it, so you sense for the reason it was cost
Pay the price when you open up and listen to the words that you see or read
Trust me, it affect people in ways you wouldn’t believe, so I continue to proceed
Hurting because you let some get to you, and you can’t belive you’re feeling
While you toss and turn on a seat, praying for some guidance at the ceiling
If anyone tells you that you can’t be affected they are not being to true to you
Because if you be yourself and just be who you are then they have no reason to
Not to enjoy a conversation, or to get to know someone or what they live for
Their dreams, their wishes, and things that they want and things they adore
So read the sign, Adults Only is the residence where you meet great true friends
But this story is what I’ve witness and what I notice the good and the bad ends
Take a seat, enjoy what is In This Attic and just be person whos open minded
If you are searching for a time to endulge yourself, here is where you’ll find it
“Quite Troubled” Part 1
I see you are hurting, and you tell how much you can relate to my soul
How you wish that you can’t handle the nights and how days are cold
You tell that me that you are quite trouble about that past and the future
Knowing you read my mind and heart you realize why my heart is torture
Say that you were happy with him and that you weren’t really that sure
You still feel sorrow and your heart burns for love in the deep inner core
You admit that you’re nervous, you tend to just take a the smaller step
You vow to trust yourself but believing other truths are hard to be kept
So you hold a wall surrounding the palace where you hope to dream of
And I know this sound strange my I can break through to earn your love
Of friendship and easily you open like a precious gift on christmas day
You know the boundary line is hard to cross, your heart don’t slip away
You can relate to my feelings and I understand that I can somewhat know
What you are going through, but still two different world that turns slow
Days passes through the sand, and nights guide through the shooting star
Wishing on a star do you remember, hoping that he wasn’t living so far
I tell you just watch your judgement and just be happy for yourself first
You’re quite trouble but you don’t want to show cuz love you just thirst
Quenching with hugs and smile while pain come back with deadly bite
Sneaking and creeping but you’re wall is strong so try not to cry tonight
You’ve trust me and I’ve trusted you, and our lifes are shared in one
Believe me its hard to love but don’t let time and space hurt someone
“Moonpie” Part 2 (Reprised - lost chapter)
You have the biggest heart that I know, and like a cake everyone takes a piece
They take a part of your feelings and realize sharing to the world of your feast
Everyone enjoys your presence knowing that you have something to offer us
I know you’ve been through tough times but with me you can definitely trust
I know how you feel but I try not to overdue it, the flavor you just have to taste
A sample of what I feel for you cuz I wish pain on noone, but you need space
Destiny to overwhelm you to find love that your dreamt, life is a bad way of fate
Confronting you with my words I try to show that your heart isn’t an empy plate
You’re dark like chocolate and I see maybe that the past will be hard to forget
Moonpie keeps black secrets to yourself but soon you’ll open up and just admit
Needing to listen to how you can’t understand how I know what you go through
You’ve haven’t spoken about it or care to mention how you wish it would stop
I understand that you’ll survive cuz your big heart is sweet like a frosting top
Caring and sharing your thoughts and you want to hiding behind your laugh
I know better that you have to admit to yourself that soon theres nothing left
But this is just me and I’m a witness to what your brought no need no baker
Its hard to say but you know that you smile and wonder if you’ll see me later
I’ll be here wondering if you’ll ever need to talk or someone to hear your pain
Though you ignore me, I’ll let you believe you’re happier than you’ve been
“A Windsong” Chapter 3
Soft whispers thats soaring through the night, and I hear that you’re in pain
Silently I’ve witness you tell how you feel but all I’m doing is being a friend
The hand that hurt you and brought many tears that feel from your sad eye
The chorus is the same about why it was raise coming from a different guy
A song that feels like a chill breeze of a wind so that you remember the past
Need to comfort of a warm heart of someone or need to protect it like a cast
Slightly you think that you will be ok until words reminds you, you’re wrong
Its good to realize cuz it means that its there and not forgotten and long gone
Which makes you a better woman to love and to understand and hold onto
Not letting go but looking into tomorrow and shining through dark cloud
Warning others you’re not worth it but its them that should not be allowed
You’re priceless like a love that’s eternity and sooner or later you’ll be safe
From a hand that struck a chord in your heart but you just can’t seem to erase
The fist that was raise must of shooken you off and scared to deal with it again
Flinch when a fast memory goes by so you clinch your fist to hold the pain in
Abuse of the heart, why did he hurt you and you deserve to just be held instead
Can’t guys understand that to love someone you got to listen to what she said
So why does she feel bad about it, realizing that the future just can’t get worse
But the song blows it off like a wind but her life is suffering from the verse
“Hey You” Chapter 4
*s* Hey you, listening to my pain when you don’t need to feel my sorrow
Do you know you’ve won me over and I just know that I can live tomorrow
Thank you with all my heart and I know that you’ll won’t never understand
You’ve made me laugh and smile,when I needed to get over someone I can
I’m almost there and maybe I didn’t lose anything but you’ve were there
Forgot how much I hurt but you just seem to know what to say cuz you care
We barely mention how much I was sad, keeping my mind off of that girl
When that’s what I needed to do, a queen protecting a prince from the world
You aren’t clueless, trust me, you were smart and dealt with the problem right
Again didn’t want to get in the way, but you’ve been poisoned by a deadly bite
You seen that I know that maybe I have hard time sleep sometimes at night
Hey you wide awake to listen to me while outside I could see the daylight
I’m someone you just know, hey you I’m glad that you were there to comfort
Barely spoke of the problem but your smiles and laughs easily erased the hurt
Though I still feel that feeling of not letting go, and I’m not ready to let go
I’m looking through the hourglass wondering if the sand will run out tomorrow
The busy Bee just swarm with her warm embrace and I felt very relax and safe
But you’ll never realize that you’re the reason I’m smiling and a happy face
Though I act sad and heartbroken I just try to get your attention with a sigh
I know that you’re special, and for some reason its so hard to say good bye
I have fun and I laugh my guts out cuz you’ve made me see the lighter side
That its better to laugh it off, so I laugh while the pain is deep down inside
“Who’s Soft Heart” Part 5
Remember he said that you were vulnerable and you heart seems to be weak
While he just notice that name was special but the person inside seem so bleak
A soft treasure that he found in you and that you’re honest and no need to lie
Your smile teases a gentleman’s heart but you’re scared and you know why
You’re afraid that your smile backfired knowing one gentleman might deny
But accept you as a gem precious to hold inside him and just hope to realize
That you’re worth the time spent, but you’re now confuse, and who knows
If a gentleman hold the keys to unlock the mystery that your beauty holds
Who’s soft heart will give in, and notice that its too late to turn back time
Soft as a fur and your heart is music to my ears like the sound of a chime
Musically moving hearts while your smile melts my eyes while it intertwine
Tangling into dust of nothing but reminds inside of you where you shine
Just like tha sun in tha africa serrera, warming with your presence tonight
Seeing the dark is just a past tha hovers the gentleman’s soul but you fight
Make him see that you’re worth every second you spend to make him realize
Here you’ve listen and the genlteman has never ignore but you die to please
Understand his heart, that you afraid the his smile has now become a tease
Wanting to hold him and wanting touch and just feel his arms around you
He knows he’s afraid but in the game you didn’t know that you were tore into
He feels like he’s in your way so he’ll hide in the dark while you be with him
Realizing that you might regret it but for now you will try to avoid the problem
“Cherry” Part 6
A hard seed to plant inside of a heart, that seems to be occupied about her fears
Her smile is a freshly and bright as red that inside her she tries to hide her tears
When I see her smile, I’ve got to admit that its the best one I’ve seen in awhile
Her little grins is warmed and there’s something different that I like her style
Can’t explain what it is but it draws me to care for her when she’s down and out
Don’t want to see her in pain and so I just realize that listening is what I’m about
But all she has to do is to open up and tell me what she thinks, and I just rarely
Want to perist and talk about her feelings that I just choose to slowly pick at Cherry
And so beautiful inside that you witness that why would someone want to hurt her
When he’s just a fool to leave her alone and just to tried to play it off and ignore her
Can’t tell you because I myself don’t know the whole story, the secrets in the Attic
But her charms are so heart felt that you can’t help but to smile when you’re down
An adorable laugh and a voice that so unbelievable attactive when I hear its sound
She’s like a cherry picker lifting up my spirits when I need a good laugh or to chat
She doesn’t know this but blondes are my favs and her smile is a bonus to look at
A good friend that I met and I hope she understand that she’s a great human being
So never change for anyone because its just wouldn’t be you that my eyes are seeing
And maybe times are done and you can’t understand why this is happening to you
Just know that you’re not alone and that the world is just a place where we’re confuse
Just keep faith and the times will be better and he’ll realize that he’s loosing a gift
If he doesn’t he’ll realize its a treasure to be with you, and it won’t get better than this
“Lemonade” Part 7
Just squeezed so many feelings out of her heart, that there’s only dripping of pain
But the truth is that she fears from the past and only knows when it won’t remain
And her lemon-like heart is small but is well rounded that she’s open to suggestion
She’s cool like a glass of lemonade, and that I enjoy all of our decent conversation
Scared to lose something that I feared but I’m willing to accept the conequences
My eyes is wide open and I ain’t missing anything so everytime its nice experiences
A lemon is a slang for an undesirable and inadequate person but this is so untrue
She’s enough for me to make me feel special and realize that she’s some I adore
A distant is great affect of admiration while I listen to her explain her wound sore
I feel close, though the miles are apart, her words reaches and my heart is touched
To show her that she means something to me, I write words to show just how much
She has affected my heart and so that I will understand anything that I’m handed to
And walking in my world like an angel, a dream awaken is what has just been made
You’re very desirable and very adequate, and sweet as the taste of a glass of lemonade
Though the bad times are sour but the good ones are squeeze properly and done right
I understand the condition, the situation, but I’m going for the ride of this expidetion
Just my imagination, or determintion, need to feel like a true friend for a recognition
A small lemon-drop spot in your heart that tells you that its hard to face and swallow
So I understand that its you and not me, so she cries and sleep to feel better tomorrow
Spinning my heart like a disco ball, which drives it crazy and I just start to lose control
So this kat just gets edgey and realize that in due time she’ll realize my heart been sold
“Silver’s Star” Part 8
When you struggle to get where you are, a strong head on your shoulder and then some
Wishing on a star that you’ll be better off, welcoming your arm for the price of freedom
Away from harm that you long for, I know that I’ve said that its a joy in your presence
Can’t do it without her heart feeling free, now she knows her life is now in existence
Where before she was trapped and the star was granting her a wish finally came true
And her thought of being happy is what happen, but I’m happy that you found peace too
Comfort zone where a dark mystery was hidden and to make her feel like her happiness
So you’re now on your own and you seem strong and get over what seem to be loniless
He never thought that you would leave, but there’s so much a woman can take and give
For 3 years of working at it to make a bad moment into a better place where you can live
Makes me wonder why he would emotionally abuse you and think that you’ll just stay
You got the last laugh, and I’m happy that you are better and that he didn’t get his way
Wishing on a star that this would be over and that this is what you really wanted in life
You’re free to choose in what ever you do, but what he lost is a beautiful and caring wife
He is the one that lost this one and maybe both of you were miserable but you’ll still shine
You became a better lady, and for him to replace a sparkling star would be hard to find
A time you’ve moved on, and worked to survive but you took 2 step in the right direction
I wish on a star that you’ll be ok and that you’re not alone, being far away is no exception
Maybe this isn’t actually over but soon he’ll realize that if you mistreat and hurt a woman
That he’ll lose someone special, and you find security on your own has to mean something
“LaCe” Part 9
She’s laces her pain through the nights, her dreams weaving for a better days
Fastening her hope and wishes through her struggle, so her heart can be lace
Sow up the hurt, depresately tries to conquer as she stays awake another night
Tears jaggedly falls from her eyes because the pain is too strong for her to fight
Lies her head on a pillow, praying that she’ll pull through and win herself over
Bring her idenity back to her reality but she’s lost as her hand seems to be colder
The nights dashes and moonlight shines, her heart has been decorated with hope
She lace into the pain, wondering why oh why does she have to feel the sadness
Though I can’t say something to make her feel better then life being compress
While her hands reaches out for a prayer to be answer she lies wondering just why
Why would God let her suffer, hurt, and continue to feel like this is the last cry
Days goes by fast while the night weaves in slow motion when her life is on pause
Just wish she can pull forward and rewinding the memories of what has been lost
She’s attached to being alone, and afraid that to loosen hope she’ll fear her heart
Willing to just feel a little more comfort, but inside the past trembles it all apart
Lacing her heart so that it has some closure, so that for once she’ll feel be ok
Emotionally the pain attack behind her, knowing that the pain won’t go away
She tried to wound her heart and say to herself that I’m better off fighting alone
When she might need a ear to listen instead of fighting a battle just on her own
Crying into the night as this delicate purple flower heart is trying to be lace
Hoping and wishing it will soon in, but another night her head is in her face
“Shy” Part 10
Stuck in a hard place but you seem to be handling your self with the rock
The niche is just comfortable enough to wearing soon the torture will stop
You feel like you’re alone struggling for the memories of it to just end
While I told you that don’t look to far if you ever, ever needed a friend
I can tell you that you’re hurting, and I know that its hard to fight with
Something that yells and put downs you but the result your life is a gift
Remember the times where we laugh of telling jokes, smiling just does
And snow spitting at me face, wasn’t funny then and I know now it was
But keep ya head up, and handle the problem that has now face you dear
So I might pick fun of you, but hey, I just do it out of the kind of sincere
Whether you believe or not, making you laugh is easy like waking up
In the morning, and sleeping when your eyes are tired, or like a hiccup
It just happens, that you smile at the silliest thing that I could possible say
Never very shy, but a little hot tempered flare that just gets your own way
I feel threaten so I just nod my head and you know that I have to agree
Fighting is like tha worse mistake I could do nowing ya get the best of me
At the end of the road, there will be a rainbow, and underneat is a treasure
Finding a Knight to protect you with his Blad, smiling from you is a pleasure
Don’t act shy, when you talk about your feelings cuz you know I’ll understand
That if anyone hurts you, are just coward and that they weren’t any genltemen
“10 Hearts” Part 11
I have just seen and witness 10 hearts that each have affect my life in some way
Just what a woman think and feel, and when listen to what a woman has to say
Guys tend to just want to solve the problem, instead of hearing her cry for themv Just take a seat and relax, you’ll be better off with two good ears that are open
Learn to not mistreat a woman’s heart, treat it with care like postal to an mailman
Its so fragile and delicate that so just hold her hand and listen is being a gentleman
A woman feels pain she needs to try to let it out, instead of guys butting again
All she needs is her time and that she wants someone to understand the pain
God, knows how much I hate to see a woman in pain not be able to give a listen
I might try to give advice but my main focus is to let her know what he’s missing
For breaking her heart, or for what’s he is doing good and avoiding the right thing
Or just listen to her explain how her man is being wonderful, great and but nothing
Can replace the pain on a woman’s heart until the time of sorrow will just disappear
Just act sincere to her, and just let your ear hear all of her worries and all of her fears br> 10 hearts that are somewhat different but yet have each of their in each part of the story
Just take the time to care and let her know you care and the wound that really sore me
But that’s why its my inspiration to do this for me, but to show them that someone care
Somewhat is listening, someone is wondering, and thinking that this someone is aware
That it doesn’t end in one night, the happiness is in reach and is so going to be with you
Don’t give up, or shut people out, but close you eyes and just believe your wish will come true
"The Gal"
She felt lost and confuse and didn't think I remembered her
Though I act like I ignore her she's, I just don't want to bother
I'm just trying to be a person that don't want to get in her way
When I think that she's a gem in a rough, no one see her smile shine away
I can tell she acts all happy and giddy but there's some bad moments
Though she hasn't mentioned them, when it comes to her, its important
She shines her laughter into the day, and brightens the room with her smile
Her golden hair and pretty eyes shows that winning her heart would be worth while
She notices me and I just keep safe and close to the corder of the dark
Don't want her to see the real me, so I keep my feelings close to my heart
She signs the book of love with cautiousness, but little does she know
There's more to recieving things, when giving is the way to help show
How you feel about someone, or how much they mean to you and their world
Keep this on the hush, on the downlow, listen to your own heart bundy girl
I'm just a mere reflection of words that you see, but i know things inside
The fear of opening up to much, can cause a pain that just can't be put aside
So take notice and caution when you ignore someone when they want to be notice
See its hurt just as the same, but the memory of the pain isn't out of focus
THE END