written by The Scorpion
(FEB 24 1999)
In the beginning, and to a point of no return
Trying to break the hardshell of my concern
The problems I've face in these eyes
Nevertheless, coming to end is other wise
Trying to reach achievement of my goal I have
Holding to hope, and hoping that I'll achieve half
Limitation to succeed, to break through
Ambition to survive in my world, I have to
I see myself ripping through the thick paper
See what lies for me, it'll happen soon or later
No accomplishment yet, I don't understand
Why in the beginning? I'm stranded in this island
Independence is weakened for the struggle of pain
Im getting better each day, but the memories remain
Through everything, I'm still here standing tall
Was at my low point, but not I'm fighting to give all
See the light in the tunnel was a point of no return
Making a comeback and I'm see what thing I've learn
Basically, to win..... you have to fight harder inside
Fight the demons crawling, and walking beside
Don't give in to suicide
Just its so hard to decide
But its a great break through when you know its right
So you think of love ones that help you carry the light
Knowing that you have a fresh new start to begin over
No more wearing costume to hide, don't need a happy cover
Just barely surviving, was my comment saying in younger years
Still true today, but its getting better looking at the mirrors
Of reflection of what the problems are and situation
There's a time for everything, just need inspiration
To want to live and not give in to it, only shows you're weak
But any seconds it could comeback and just hit me at its high peak
It'll break through me, and then I have to suffer the consquences
Knowing that life is always been the same, I just have to use my senses
To wanting to beat the odd, only so much a heart can take
Before it decide that tearing it apart once in for all of the ache
No beating
No breathing
No lies
No cries
No you
No breakthrough
To achieve of what I believe
So the ending is what I recieve