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(The Letter of Hope)
written by The Scorpion
(Copyright May 1999)


Dear Fair Lady,


I would go through hell and back to be into your loving arms
And to dwell in your showering kindness, smiles, and charms
Would travel many miles at the path of fate to touch your lips
Would drown in many oceans and fight battles just for one kiss
I would go through hell and back to hold you and touch you
Would give up my soul to the devil, so you can touch me too
Would go back and forth, and I give up my heaven tonight
If you just say you'll love me forever, just to be in your sight
If i could steal your heart I'll be the one that would be pleased
Would mean the love of my life and the pain I have would ease
Would crawl on my knees through sands in desert to kiss your toes
Would recite you haiku at night, just so my true feeling would shows
I might be a thief at night but you've already stole my own heart
I would climb the highiest mountian peak if that was a good start
Would dig the world for the lost treasure of that precious gem
Just to realize that my love is true and that I'm better than him
And I would search and seek for the meaning of life just so you'll know
I'll grab a good reason for only you so that you can live for tomorrow
I'll give you incensitive to live for the future you want it to be
And I know it doesn't mean much or anything if you aren't with me
If I could be your only wish and be your only prayer whenever your pray
And if I could be only in your dream, I would be safe and would drift away
If I could be your only answer, and I could just wave that magical wand
Just so you can understand, my Fair Lady, that my honest love is the only one
And I know there is a sad side to all of this but if I'm not mistaken
That you are far away from my reaching hands and you claim to be taken
Just wish you'll realize one thing that deep down inside your heart
That you could heal the sad part of all of this, it'll be a good start
I would love you unconditionally, spiritually, and love all your flaws
Love your undecisive manner and I would go against all the laws
Would it be a vicious crime if I became that theif and stole you
Keep you close to me, slealing that wish that you made a dream come true
I might be perspective with words and I know you from a distance
I know that you would melt my heart tonight, only if I felt your presence
I could fly and soar the skies and go beyond the limits of time
But to steal you from a ball and chain on you, would it be a crime?
I would kneel and pray tightly to the Gods to answer my prayer
To rescue from my all of my nightmare for you are my life saver
And you know I wouldn't hurt you, never but my word is all I have
Intensely paying attention to your letter but just wish you I had
Something you might think I'm foolish for dreaming of a chance
But for me to care for you so much, it has to be some signficance
I feel that I'm here and I'll be waiting until time seals its own fate
But nights without you, days knowing you're away I can't concentrate
I know, the more I know you smile will mean the more I know you'll cry
Feel like you sense a piece of me and that in you I'll be getting barely by
Just the two heart beating with just space on a cold night drift further
And I pray for you for your own safety, and to hold you I would rather
You know I would cherish you like you won't' be here the next day
While I'm writing this now for you I just have so many things to say
You can take my reason for living, and a reason for me to breathe
But as long as you're away from me I could never get some peace
Deepest and the shallowest pit in my lonely heart there's a hole
A empty space that can be filled by you, but I have self control
That I understand the situation, so I'll be patience to your wish
But to say I have to stop missing you would be hard to accomplish
From shorelines to shorelines, and the passion of crashing blue waves coming in
From the bright sun's horizon and crack of yellow dawn that smiles its grin
From the moon's black shadow silhouette dancing upon my dreaming brown eyes
From the bottom of my red empty heart, I just wish you were in my lonely life
From the deepest galaxy far beyong the dark meteors and twinkling stars
From the space between the beating of two bleeding and aching hearts
From the deepest hidden abyss of darkness cave, and the ocean's body
Nothing compares to the your personality, your smile and your beauty
Your heart would be in my helping hands, so fragile and yet delicate
I would care with hugs and kisses and only things can be debate
That you won't realize if I'm worth the chance of your love
But from the bottom of my soul, you are so much worthy of
That I'll fight satan if I'm in hell, Praise the Lord if I'm in heaven
Drown in your eyes for infinite for time with you would be pleasant
I'll fight many soldier and the honor of a fair lady's heart tonight
But I'll destroy any evil demons in my ways with all of my might
I can say many outlandish things and I know the result won't change
Because you didn't know how I feel so the truth inside will remain
That you are so far away, and I'll accept the lonely consquence
I just wish I learn to follow my heart and not my senseless consuies
But to steal you from another man you know it be impossible to win
I know I could battle for your heart but inside I'm just a gentleman
So you know that I just swallow my pride and have to understand your love
I just wish from the bottom my lonely heart that this letter was enough
So I cry endlessly tonight though I wish I could wipe your tears
I could try to sweep you off your feet but I have some deep fears
Like maybe losing you in the end and it'll be the price for me to pay
But to have you in my life, its worth the heartbreak game for me to play
So I collect my thoughts, ideas and try to collect a calm composure
When I close my brown eyes I could picture a vision of you in my future
I could just tell a lie and say that I'm lying to myself and stay away
But denying my heart from true love is hard for me to wish you can say
I knew, I know, I've known, and since your heart from your distance
And your words are enough for my heart and that you have a good chance
You've never experience something that can make you feel so alive
Never witness something that can capture your heart, but I'm deprive
I see you there and waiting for a message from me and wondering
Is this a dream? Am I sleep, or am I in bed and just pondering
This sad dilema of choas of a lady's love but speechless to describe
But from the Golden Gates of Heaven, you are the Sweet Angel by my side
You're confused for you realize a good thing might be to good topass
Is a dream worth giving up? Would I rather live in my own dark past
How long will this last but I feel like giving in and deal the contrast
The problem I face and the situation you're in, nice guys finish last
Take a close look within release the pressure let go of the stress
Things are that confusing and you don't have to be in this sticky mess
For I will clean your soul with my heart and you'll bathe will a shine
Like you've dreamed, for I have dreamt of your heart to be all mine
Come to me in the night where the moon would dance among us
My Fair Lady don't hesistate on this romantic moment and we must
Grab the oppurtunity while its at hand, would you love me tonight
One step in a right direction, the choice is can only be right
For I'll kneel but I might have to beg, but pray for my candle to be lit
The light of my life, don't pass my heart by, a chance you might regret
While you know you on shaken and deadly grounds, trouble in paradise
While you know you feel like you worry about your own heart in life
I know that I do anything and ever will in my power to be with just you
And nights and the days I'll convince that this is the dream to come true
I can say anything to you but in the end its all up to your confused mind
You can erase things that you know and feel like you leave others behind
When you truly find something you'll die for and something you long for
I"ll would welcome you in my open arms, and its you that I have adored
The rapidly beat of my heart, beats to live for you and love you for life
The soul guides me to your dreams, and things have to be sacrificed
But to wake up to you, next to something that for a long time I've dreamt this
While would you go through something that lately feel like it doesn't exist
Just listen to my heart this time, just this time, its all that I have to ask
For gaining your heart, I know in the end would be a very hard task
I can't say enough but writing to you to express how i feel
Just an endless words in this letter for I know inside the love I have is real
But I picture you smiling, and just a lovely sight and beautiful image
I would give you up to the heavens so your heart won't ever be damage
Needless for me to say that my dream would come to its final stage
Admitting that you are intrigue of possibility of a love's in a steel cage
Trapped and you wonder if you can escape but you're confuse
Don't be, I just wanted to write how I feel even though I can lose
Right now I'm just wishing that I could rub my hands upon your cheek
Tell you that you're all I'm living for in my life, even though I'm weak
I know you are swept into a dream of wanting to spread your wing
And hold me and tell me, I'm your dream, and your love you'll bring
For you'll realize that, following your heart is the right decision
So at nights I don't have to pray or for your love I don't keep wishing
I just remember you're like a fresh of breath air that lung consume
And anyone would notice your appearance if you've walked in the room
This Fair Lady, why fight the feeling when you can have my love
My Angel soar with me to endless dreams of honest, caring, and trust
Dream with me until we awake looking into each other dreaming eyes
And feeling humble with these words of mine and I can hear the sad sighs
You're involve with something you desire but please understand
You just haven't gotten a chance to hear me out, but its only my plan
To let you know in this letter that there's still time to feel my heart
Can't compare to anything you feel because I'll set a small spark
That desire would backfire because my flame for you would burn
Don't realize how much I die for your kiss, a lesson for you to learn
This teaching method of love, you have to study of a heart that cross
Would you love me if I promise in the end my love won't be ever lost
For I'm the open book you love to read carefully at many nights
Just wonder if you know the moon's smile on you with much delight
This is about you, and its speak the truth from my heart to yours
I know life is a route but from here to there love will take its course
You know I'm feeling small and tiny but I know you can still see me lately
You know I'm just in your thoughts and mind, Can't you see, Fair Lady
It might hurt alittle because you would start to realize a bit
You could find yourself losing thing you adore but you never thought it
But could gain a miracle that only happen in those biblical stories
But trust me, my love would conquer the hurt and all the worries
You'll cry with anxious because you'll know you're missing something
All I have is a heart that beats for you, but maybe its nothing
Can see me? so why not feel my love for you that long for in the end
Nights might never come again, and days your dream would descend
But in the future what would happen if you just start to look back
Realize that its just a mistake was made and as a matter of fact
You could see that the book you love to read will come to its end
That you feel like you wish you go back and read the pages again
Your sleepy eyes must be shutting and helplessly ready to close
But this love letter was for you and so my passion that burns shows
Just lay your head on your soft white pillow and just dream away
But inside I'm the one that will cry for you, for my dream will stray
I could go through heaven and hell and anywhere you care to share
I'll still sit down and write another letter of how I miss you from anywhere


Sincerely,
The Gentleman