"Miss Death (Not You Again)
written by DarkVendetta
*Copyright 1999 Feb 6*
(no i'm not going to kill myself, its just a poem I liked alot and
I wanted to do a special page on it, and so I rewrote it)



Not you again, dark clouds hovers my soul
I close my eyes, and I see her standing in front of me
Laughing at my no desire for control
Wicked smile with the danger of taking my life thats lonely
Glimmering eyes that sparkle
Torturing my heart for she knows I want to just die inside
Her soul burns like hot charcoal
Melting my energy to fight, giving up is just too hard to decide
Well I try to tend to my wounded heart
She approaches with the evil grin, know the end is just near
I have to be strong, is just this sad part
Knowing that in my heart, I know I'm not going to live another year


Its only a matter of time she thinks
That I will take her hand and let her guide me to the light
I stand there, helpless, my head sinks
Shoulder caves in, lower my chin, and Miss Death is here tonight
She sways her dark cape in slow motion
Easily she knows I'm weak, but she comes with no guilt or mercy
Swinging her weapon, crashing like ocean
Slashing with sad notion, knowing how much the pain really hurts me
Her glide is soft, moving in soft silence
Coming closer to my heart, I can hear her evil and desperate laugh
Eyes twinkle of hope that it all make sense
That I would die for a little peace in my heart, and erase the past


Part 2



Sickening to my stomach, I grab my heart
Its hurts that she knows its a matter of time, where I have to just say YES
Gripping with my soul, is just a good start
Her world, is just something she wants me to join and find peace while I rest
I grab my blanket so tight, and a tear fall
Please understand, that death might be the only answer for this life of mine
Cold winds, and her face says it all
Death written all over her, and I know that I can hear my heart sound of flat line
She reaches my hand, she's might win this time again
Seeing I have no hope, no life, and soon I won't have a heart to beat
She knows she won, this has been long over due for a win
But she won't be satisfied with a victory, even after she sees my defeat


Miss Death, stop asking me this ridiculous question
You know the answer, I'm scared and terrified, after my heart stop beating
Don't come here, laughing at my pain, just keeps me stressing
I just think that my soul is tortured, and my strength is too weak to be competing
The hourglass is running out, Days of my life
Time is ticking and my mind is aching for the peace to come soon tonight
Please, Miss, turn around and be out of my sight
Close my eyes tightly, and hoping I'll survive, I'm trying with all my might
She keeps on laughing, and she knows I'm vulnerable
Fight the demons inside, and your world doesn't lure me, for I know its a sin
No such things that exist, this is very much capable
But realize, Death isn't a easy route, but I just know I can't let her win