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"Sad Silhouette"
written by DarkVendetta
*Copyright FEB 7 1999*


So time pass, this man upon the shadow of this moon in front of him
Wasting time on memories, of actions and thoughts he just condems
Wether he faces life with love, or faces death with his warm open arms
Crying harder inside, tears of wetness hope, and his heart feel this sad harm
Silhouette of his heart, dancing upon this lake, as his world crumble apart
Lonely sigh against the earth's wind is when his brown eyes just start
To remember his childhood of pain, when peace felt so safe but now a memory
Words of his heart written down on paper, when watching him just bore me
Watch this man grow up, he feel the safest by the lake and watching the moon
Never once felt his true happiness until he falls asleep to a crashing wave tune
Remembering how his heart was just so carefree, while he looks at the sky
See the stars twinkling and dancing on the lake, his head drops of this sad sigh
Only a matter of time when he notice that he's not alone in this huge galaxy
Seeing his dreams was to find happiness, and I think he has found it, if you ask me?





If you ask me, I say he scared of what his life has become after the years
Wallowing in his past of all the pain he faced, and all of his worse fears
Swallowing his past memories is hard, he tries so hard not to cry anymore
But like the waves coming in, his past crashing into his mind feeling sad more
Wet feet in soaked sand, and goosebumps of hurtful thoughts deep down inside
Rather wrap himself in a cubbyhole and cry, then live his life with the pain beside
Clouds forming shapes that reminds me of memories, and he cracks a smile
Happens everytime he notice a figure that brings him down for a long while
Helpless howl to the moon, is just a sad poem he lives in, his words he write
Try to comprehend the meaning, but all I see is this man feels lonely tonight
Easily he thinks that no one care, he pushed his friends aside for the longest of time
Is he going insane when it comes to the pain, this thought goes through his mind
Everlasting ache so he sits by the lake, and wonders if this happen for a reason
Winds change, sky change, the moon change, but to him its still a painful season


He cries to himself and no one sees his tears fall . . . .
He thinks he'll get better with the pain, thats all . . . .
So he comes here and he sees that his heart is at ease
Doesn't improve much but when he leaves, there's peace
So remember his pain in his heart when you read his words
Doesn't make up for his lost time, cuz inside, this all hurts
He cries outloud to himself, and thats not all . . . . .
He thinks that he'll get better, but guess what?

The tears still fall . . . . . .