THIS PAGE IS DEDICATED TO THE MOST WONDERFUL WOMAN I EVER KNEW...SHE WAS MY MOTHER....AND I LOVE HER DEARLY.....SHE DIED ON JANUARY 13,1967 ON A FRIDAY...AND WHEN SHE LEFT THIS EARTH SHE TOOK WITH HER A PIECE OF MY HEART THAT CANNOT EVER BE REPLACED....
 

I WAS ONLY FIVE YEARS OLD WHEN MY MOTHER PASSED FROM THIS EARTH....I NEVER AGAIN KNEW WHAT A MOTHERS LOVING ARMS FELT LIKE....THERE ARE NO MOTHERS DAY CARDS TO SEND.....THERE IS NO GRANDMA TO BAKE COOKIES FOR MY CHILDREN....NO LOVING GRANDMA TO SPOIL THEM.....
 
 

I HAD A STEP MOTHER...SHE AND I NEVER GOT ALONG WHEN I WAS A CHILD...WE HAVE MADE SOME PEACE HERE IN THE LAST FEW YEARS AND THAT IS GOOD. BUT, AS A CHILD MY MOTHER WAS WIPED OUT OF EVERYDAY CONVERSATIONS....NO PICTURES WERE ALLOWED ..IN FACT THEY WERE HIDDEN AWAY FROM US IN AN OLD BREAD TIN THAT WE (MY LITTLE BROTHER AND SISTER) WOULD SNEAK INTO WHEN MY DAD AND STEPMOM WENT OUT....AND SIT AND LOOK AT HOW BEAUTIFUL OUR MOTHER WAS....AND STARE MISTY-EYED AT OURSELVES WITH HER IN PHOTOS....

MY MOTHER WAS A BEAUTIFUL SINOWY BLOND...WITH BLUE EYES.....SHE REMINDED ME ALL MY LIFE OF MARILYN MONROE...I THOUGHT HER TO BE QUITE THE GLAMOUROUS TYPE.....FROM ALL MY MEMORIES OF MY MOM....SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL......SHE WAS ONLY 22 YEARS OLD WHEN SHE DIED.....SO YOUNG....

              

IF THERE IS ONE THING THAT I WISH TO DO FOR MY MOMS MEMORY ...IT IS TO MAKE HER DEATH WORTH SOMETHING....SO THAT IT IS NOT ALL ABOUT LOSS....IT IS NOT ALL ABOUT HEARTACHE...IT IS NOT ALL ABOUT BITTERSWEET MEMORIES.....BUT ABOUT REALIZATIONS....AND ACCEPTANCE OF WHAT HAS TAKEN PLACE...NOT COMPLACENCE....I DO NOT FEEL COMPACENT....AT TIMES I FEEL ANGRY....BUT I DO NOT KNOW WHO OR WHERE TO PLACE THIS BLAIME UPON...I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN WITH WHAT I WANT TO DO...MAYBE THIS IS A START....FOR THIS PAIN IN MY CHEST BURSTS FORTH EVEN  NOW AS I SPEAK...
 

THE ONLY THING I CAN FIND TO DO TO DEAL WITH ALL I BEAR IS TO START HERE...AND SO I GIVE YOU MY TRIBUTE TO HER..CONNIE LEE......AND TELL YOU OF HER....FOR WHAT LITTLE I KNOW.....ITS A FIVE YEAR OLDS MEMORY.....ITS ALL I HAVE AND ITS A TREASURE FOR ME.....
 
 
 

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 IF YOU LOST YOUR MOTHER AT ANY AGE..(BUT ESSPECIALLY AT A YOUNG TENDER AGE....AND WOULD LIKE TO TALK...PLEASE DO WRITE TO ME AT MY EMAIL ADDY.....I WOULD LIKE TO FIND GALS WHO HAVE DEALT WITH THE SAME ISSUE....WE ARE SURVIVORS ....LETS UNITE FOR COMMON DISCUSSION...AND BE FRIENDS....
 
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