how should I start.....
I don't even know.
I can't think clearly,
but maybe I'll start it slow.
but I will follow through,
my thoughts need a release.
although we all try to forget
that nothing lasts forever.
I have to let you know,
so it will all fit together.
sometimes I wake at night,
and see your face,
I think about what I could have done.
what I should have done.
should I run away from it all?
but there is nowhere left to go.....
hhhhmmmmmmmmmm..........
all I can do,
is pre-occupy my thoughts.
just to keep busy,
and take it easy,
cause these thoughts won't leave;
the sound of your voice,
the touch of your skin,
and your smile,
the memories of you.
I tried to get them out,
but there is nothing I can do.
wasting all my time
on the things that get me down.
I am so very sorry,
for what it is I have done.
if it could be different now........
but everything's ok,
cause the clock will not stop.
life will slide by,
with you or not.
there is no time to haggle around,
for life is far too short.
cause you know that everything's ok.
it will all get better.
I still believe in you.
relationships get destroyed,
but friendship lasts forever.
that is all I ask of you,
and I wish that it last until the end of time.
people have read this poem as of May 18 1998.
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