I can't believe wut all has happened & wut all is about to happen. Last time I saw u (bout 2 1/2 weeks ago), u asked me to marry u...this time when I see u (3 dayz), I'm going to become ur wife (5 dayz)...How frickin kewl is that? I met u, liked u, loved u, said yes, n now ima say I DO!!!! Not many people can say wut we will b able to say...it's all too special...least for me ne hoo. You have totally swept me off my feet...-s a big load to carry too-....uh pfffffffffft...RYTE...I am all too excited...-clap clap clap-...-jumps for joy- M'kay? M'kay.
I just want you to know that I am very happy and I'm not going anywhere as long as you still want me. =)~
I canna wait to be with u for good...n now s like approx. 4 months away until I can see u everyday n snuggle wif ma hunnibunz. I no wanna live without you..............n stuff.
Well hun, I Love You n Miss You Berry Berry Muchaz...
MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
Jenn (aka SwEEtBuNz)
2/9/00
Well hunni....since I wrote you that last message...we've been married almost 3 months now. I am happy to have your last name. In less than 2 weeks we will know what will become of the next year. Hopefully in about 5 weeks I will be moving up to be with you. I want that so much. I am so sick of this traveling back & forth. Talkin on the phone just isnt enough for me anymore. I want you right there next to me all the time. When I roll over in the middle of the night I want you right there. I want to get smacked in the head ina middle of a night, by the one person I truly love....LoL. -s gonna start wearin a helmet to bed when we live together-....LMHO.
Ne hoo, I just want you to know that I love you very much & will never let you go. I wish sometimes you would just listen to me.....and hear me also. =-)
I know I've been....ummmmmm....how should i say....'hard to deal with' lately.....aka Bitchy....but I really can't help it....the stress I'm under is unbelievable. There's court & mediation...there's work....there's Bailey....there's finding a job up there....there's finding a place to live up there...there's the whole roommate thing....there's making sure you are doing what you are spose to....there's packing....there's bills....it just doesn't stop. No one thinks about how much crap I'm going thru....just me. I can only do so much by myself. I only have 2 hands & 2 feet & one brain....I can't do much & I'm doing a lot. I just hope it's all worth it in the end & I get what I pay for. Well I spose I'm gonna go have a ciggy cuz I'm stressin now...-sigh-
I Love You More Than You Will Ever Know or Dream Of
5/7/00
Ok...well...here's another update for my hunni and all the nosey people out there...hehehe. I am now living with you Adam. Hasn't been but a couple weeks, but I am here. I still feel like I am just visiting. I feel like I have to get in that car and drive back home, but I don't. Reality hasn't set in yet. I'm sitting here typing this and realizing that you are right upstairs taking a lil nap and the fact of the matter is that you will alwayz be right there. Except of course when you are not...LoL. But you will basically be there for me when I need you er whenever I want. I can't express how I feel (like we've discussed before). My love for you is like no other. As I read somewhere recently (from Faith Hill to Tim McGraw), My life began when I met you. Your friendship gives me strength. It is the greatest I have known. Your love is my inspiration. I Love You. Give or take a few words.
And as Tim's song goes...You're My Best Friend.
I LOVE YOU ADAM....WITH ALL MY HEART N SOUL.
7/7/00
