"Collections Of Angst"
I once met the cruelest man alive
Her eyes flash fear of what's to come
I watched the world arise from a dream
Building up as my emotions mutate
Scattered minds think a like so they say
are you going to pretend apathy?
You will only be scared by my touch
So maybe I'll just erase myself
Room of anger hitting with broken fist
I'm a fool who can see things through
I raised the plank into my heart
This dilapidated anger burned a hole inside my chest
Within my bruised womb
Seductive blood bath
Friendships aren't real
two perfect ingredients melted into one
The reasons no one ever sees
Fuck you for having this control over me
I can't vomit the pain you've given to me
Inside you want to die for me but you will never have the courage
and I'm mad at the reason I've become this
Apologize for my evil abilities
I will not sing your augury rhymes
I will see their cookie cutter mass produced souls destroyed
The harsh abrasiveness left
Because words are useless anyway
I read your painted walls everyday
Away to neverever land
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(I want to thank all the wonderful poets of spyders. I used actual
words from each of these people to combine a wonderful lil hate
poem. Thanks for everything you guys have given all of us in here.)
THANKS TO:
{Mau Bast, marabou22, alicia, JD RUSE, fallen angel, dorian, greG,
stace, phill e blunt, crystal shattered dreams, blk widow, CRUD,
emily, bleeding angel, Sharina, Lady Lazarus, LXIX, Lostheart,
lauren}
"May 11, 1990"
Comments People Said About This Poem
* Posted by stace on May 15, 1999 - Thanks Lee. This was fantastic. You have such a beautiful way with words and images. I haven't been on angst for ages but I've missed it and I've missed your work.
* Posted by Fallen Girl on May 12, 1999 - beautiful collection and nice use of each line in the poem i enjoyed it very much.
Lacey*
* Posted by greg on May 12, 1999 - the ultimate form of recogntion and flattering.i feel like i have been whacked over the head with a heavy piece of sheet metal. wow! feels like a mosh pit in my soul and everybody is invited!
truly a masterpiece!

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