BEYOND MY SOLITUDE
Beyond my solitude is another solitude, and to
him who dwells therein my aloneness is a crowded market-place and my silence
a confusion of sounds.
Too young am I and too restless to seek that
above-solitude. The voices of yonder valley still hold my ears and its
shadows bar my way and I cannot go.
Beyond these hills is a grove of enchantment
and to him who dwells therein my peace is but a whirlwind and my enchantment
an illusion.
Too young am I and too riotous to seek that sacred
grove. The taste of blood is clinging in my mouth, and the bow and the
arrows of my fathers yet linger in my hand and I cannot go.
Beyond this burdened self lives my freer self;
and to him my dreams are a battle fought in twilight and my desires the
rattling of bones.
Too young am I and too outraged to be my freer
self.
And how shall I become my freer self unless I
slay my burdened selves, or unless all men become free?
How shall the eagle in me soar against the sun
until my fledglings leave the nest which I with my own beak have built
for them?