I sink into this quiet frame of mind whenever they come for me. I escape to
another level and my mind excuses itself to another though and I pretend for
the millionth time that it isn't happening, that I'm really not as alone as I feel.
I shut the door on reality. I'd much rather be found inside of the silence, where the darkness falls around me and comforts me better than any friend ever could. If I ever even had a friend.....