Burnout

I declare that I don't care no more
I'm Burning up and out and growing bored
In my smoked out boring room
My hair is shagging in my eyes
Dragging my feet to hit the street tonight
To Drive along these shit town lights.

I'm not growing up, I'm just burning out
And I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead.

Apathy has rained on me
Now I'm feeling like a soggy dream
So I close to drowning but I don't mind
I've lived in this mental cave
Throw emotions in the grave
Hell,who needs them anyway.

Having A Blast

I'm taking all you with me
Explosives duct taped to my spine
Nothings gonna change my mind.

I won't listen to anyone's last words
There's nothing left for you to say
Soon you'll be dead anyway.

No one is getting out alive
This time I've lost my mind and I don't care
So close your eyes 
And kiss yourself goodbye
And think of all the times you've spent and what they've meant
To me it's nothing.

I'm losing all my happiness
The happiness you pinned from my 
Loniless still comforts me
My anger dwells inside of me
I'm taking it all out on you and all the shit you put me through
Do you ever think back to another time?

Did it bring you so down that you lost you mind?
Do you ever want to lead a long trail of destruction and mow down 
any bullshit that confronts you?
Do you ever build up all the small things in head 
To make one problem that adds up to nothing.

Chump

I don't know you 
But, I think I hate you
You're the reason for my misery
Strange how how you've become my biggest enemy
And I've never seen you're face.

Maybe it's just jealousy
Mixing up with a violent mind
A circumstance that doesn't make much sense
Or maybe I'm just dumb.

You're the cloud hanging out over my head
Hail comes crushing down welting my face
Magic man, egocentric plastic man
Yet you still got one over me.

Longview

Sit around and watch the tube, but nothing's on
Change the channels for an hour two
Twiddle my thumbs just for a bit
I'm sick of all the same old shit
In a house with unlocked doors 
And I'm fucking lazy

Bite my lips and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind
And I smell like shit 

Peel me off this velcro seat and get me moving
I sure as hell can't do it by myself
I'm feeling like a dog in heat
Barred indoors from the summer street
I locked the door to my own cell
And I lost the key.

I got no motivation
Where is my motivation
No time for motivation
Smoking my inspiration.

Sit around and watch the phone, but no one's calling 
Call me pathetic call me what you will
My mother says to get a job
But she don't like the one she's got
When masturbation's lost it's fun
You're fucking breaking.

Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored
I'm going blind
And lovliness has to suffice
Bite my lip and close my eyes
Slipping away to paradise
Some say,"Quit or I'll go blind."
But it's just a myth.

Welcome To Paradise

Dear mother,
Can you hear me whining?
Its been three whole weeks 
Since I leftyour home
This sudden fear has left left me trembling
Cause now it seems that I am out here on my own
And I'm feeling so alone
Pay attention to the cracked streets 
And broken homes
Some call it the slums 
Some call it nice 
I want to take you through a wasteland I like to call my home
Welcome to paradise

A gunshot rings out at the station
Another urchin snaps and left dead on his own
It makes me wonder why I'm still here
For some strange reason it's now 
Feeling like my home
And I'm gonna go

Dear mother, can you here me laughing
It's been six whole months scince
I have left your home
It makes me wonder why I'm still here
For soe strange reason it's now
Feeling my home 
And I'm never gonna go.

Pulling Teeth

I'm all busted up
Broken bones & nasty cuts
Accidents will happen 
But this time I can't get up 
She comes to check on me 
Making sure to check on me
Making sure I'm on my knees
After all she's the one who put me in this state

Is she utra-violent?
Is she disturbed?
I better tell her I love her 
Before she does it again.

Oh god, she's killing me!!!

For now I'll lie around
Hell, that's all I can really do 
She's taken real good care of me
Just keep saying my love is true.

Looking out my window for
Someone that's pasing by 
No one knows I'm locked in here
All I can do is cry.

Basketcase

Do you have the time to listen to me whine
About nothing and everything all at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the the bone 
No doubt about that

Sometimes I give myself the creeps 
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just Paranoid?
I'm just stoned.

I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams 
She says it's lack of sex that's bringing me down
I went to a whore 
He said my life's a bore
So quit my whining cause it's bringing her down.

Grasping to control
So you bettr hold on.

She

She screams in silence
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind
Waiting for a sign  to smash the silence with the self control.

Are you locked up in a world
That's been plannedout for you?
Are you feeling like a social
tool without use?

Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you.

She's fgured out all her doubts
Were someone else's  point of view 
Waking up this time to smash the silence with te brick of self control

Sassafras Roots

Roaming 'round your house 
Wasting your time
No obligation, just wasting your time
So why are you alone?
When you could be with me
Wasting your time.

I'm a waste like you with nothing else to do.
May I waste your time too?

Warding off regrets
Wasting your time
Smoking cigarettes
Wasting your time
I'm just a parasite
Wasting your time
Applying myselfto
Wasting your time.

When I Come Around

I heard you crying loud
All the way across town
You've been searching,
for that someone and it's me out on the prowl
As you sit around feeling sorry for yourself
Don't get lonelly now
Dry your whining eyes
I'm just roaming for the moment
Sleazin' my back yard so uptight you been thinking about ditching me.

No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around.

I heard it all before 
So don't knock down my door 
I'm a looser and a user 
so I don't need no accuser to slag me down because I know I'm right
So go do what you like
Make sure you do it wise
You may find out that your self doubt means nothing was ever there.
you can't go forcing something if it's just not right.

Coming Clean

Seventeen and strung out on confusion
Trapped inside a roll of disillusion
I found out what it takes to be a man
Mom and Dad will never understand

Secrets collecting dust but never forget
Skeletons come to life in my closet

I found out what it takes to be a man
Mom and Dad will never understand
What's appening to me

Seventeen and coming clean  for the first time
I finally figured out myself for the first time
I found out what it takes to be a man
Mom and Dad will never understand
What's happening to me

Emenius Sleepus

I saw my friend the other day and I don't know
Exactly just what he became
It goes to show
It wasn't long ago
I was just like you
And now I think I'm sick and I wanna go home

How have I been, how have you been
It's been so long
What have you done with all your time
And what went wrong

I knew you back when
And you ... you knew me
And now I think I'm sick and I wanna go home

Anybody ever say no?
Ever tell you that you weren't right?
Where did all the little kid go?
Did you lose it in a hateful fight?
And you know it's true

It wasn't long ago
I was just like you
And now I think I'm sick and I wanna go home

In the End

All brawn and no brains 
And all those nice things
You finally got what you want
Someone to look good with and light your cigarette
Is this what you really want?

I figured out what you're all about
And I don't think I like what I see soooooo ...
I hope I won't be there in the end if you come around.

How long will he last
Before he's a creep in the past
And you're alone once again?
Will you pop up again and be my "special friend" 'till the end?
And when will that be?

I figured out what you're all about
And I don't think I like what I see soooooo ...
I hope I won't be there in the end if you come around.

F.O.D.

Something's on my mind
It's been for quite some time
This time I'm on to you
So where's the other face?
The face I heard before
Your head trip's boring me

Let's nuke the bridge we torched 
2,000 times before
This time we'll blast it all to hell
I've had this burning in my guts now for so long
My belly's aching now to say

Stuck down in a rut of dislogic and smut
A side of you well hid
When it's all said and done it's real and it's been fun
But was it all real fun 

Let's nuke the bridge we torched
2,000 times before
This time we'll blast it all to hell
I've felt this burning in my guts now for so long
My belly's aching now to say

You're just... a fuck, 
I can't explain it 'cause I think you suck.
I'm taking pride
in telling you to fuck off and die.

I've felt this burning in my guts now for so long
My belly's aching now to sing
I'm taking pleasure in the doubts
I've passed to you
So listen up 'cause you might miss it...

You're just... a fuck, 
I can't explain it 'cause I think you suck.
I'm taking pride in telling you to fuck off and die.
Goood niiiiiiiiight....

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