On February third I met the most radiant person in the world- my Katie angel. His inner self far exceeded any prior thoughts I had. Although I loved him before I met him, I fell hopelessly once I did. There is nothing I don't like about Katie; everything about him is attractive to me.

I find it a shame that the people he comes in contact with on a daily basis, strangers or not, will never know exactly how beautiful he is because of their bias to society's concept of what is "acceptable" for men to look like. They will never know what it feels like to be touched as deeply as I have been touched. All because they can't look past his make-up and nail polish. That is their loss, however, and my very favorable gain.

I love you so much Katie, and it kills me to think that I will have to be apart from you indefinetly in a few short days. Being with you feels as though it has been no other way. I wish you could see what I do. Your beauty surrounds you like a halo. You are so vibrantly everything I have ever wanted, and you have made me feel so alive and loved.

I can't even try to express in writing how I feel about you, or how you have made me feel, or how I feel when I think of you.

I will never look at love the same way again....

I love you Katie

if iT STaYEd i'D neVER lEavE iT if THaT tuRneD arouND
I'd grIEvE thE SpeCIAl diRTy thINgS thAT wE uSEd to TALk abouT
i MEan That LOvINg yoU is StraNGe anD adoRED by ME thRoUghOUt
oh NO,it'S yoU AgAIn
SomEDAY soon yOU'lL fiND tHAt soMEoNE
waItInG foR thE ChanCE tO BEaT yOu
DrOOLinG oN ThE seT to FEEl yOU
bLesSinG yOU wiTH evERY kiSS
tyING yOURselF to ME
sTITcH uP my EMptiNEss
'cAUsE you'Re thE DEaTH of ME
sO preCIouS, LoviNG thE THRilL
suCH thE PAtiENt oNE whO neEDS me
tHE SpoiLEd one WHo wiNS
sO shOCKiNG whErE's yoUR SensE
dON'T yOU kNOW i HAte YoU so
uNSaTIsfiEd, yOU liTTle GirL
TyINg yoURsElf To Me
sTITcH uP my EMPtInesS
'cauSE yoU'Re tHE dEAth of Me
sO precIouS lovING thE THriLl
rOLLinG dice aNd seEmiNG quEEr
bAstaRD lOVe a SIck afFaiR
LeT's SEE whaT neW diSEAse yOU'lL feTCh
i MeaN THat FUcKInG yOU is StranGe anD adORed by ME thRouGHOut
oh nO, iT's YoU aGaiN
BleSSinG yoU wiTH eVerY kIsS
so pRECioUs
yoU kNow THis HAte OF minE explODED
i'M sO dERAnged
yoU knOW i WilL neVEr be THe sAme