Don't Deflate

it's a shame I've gotta start out like this whining boy
but I feel a little sick and numb these days
whatever wind I had there blowing my main sail
would seem to me has has shifted and gone away

I must say on me this grated
every time I tried I'd get frustrated
had to kick this mood I hated

I'm thinking maybe now I better understand
a couple of my friends that get this way
what a bummer of a ride this downward spiral is
to fall into your sleep dreading each next day

I must say on me this grated
every time I tried I'd get frustrated
had to kick this mood I hated
all along that voice kept saying
try a little harder
don't deflate yet