*~`*Rain's Lyric*~`* "Slut in San Diego" ~ 6/20/98 ~ 3 A.M.
Fuck. ha. this has been a strange day!
Today I stayed at our hotel in Mission Bay. My parents and my aunt & uncle went
to Tijuana. I stayed here and swam, and got a sunburn along with it. I came back
from swimming and took a shower.
The adults came back & I went to eat at some restaurant next to the hotel.
Some Mexican guy working there would NOT stop staring at me, so I pretty much ate
my food, and stared at the wall to ignore him. Then I left. Wow.
I went back to the hotel & took a nap while the relatives went to Old Town San Diego,
for dinner and then to a casino.
hmm, I never did eat dinner...
I woke up from my nap & tried to call Laura. No luck. answering machine.
So, I went outside in search of nicotine and something to do.
2 guys were out on the balcony & I asked one for a cig, but he said he didn't have any more.
I was hanging out there again a little later and saw a few people smoking.
I was looking at this guy, and some girl on the phone and considering going down and
asking for a cigarette.
The guy ended up coming up to me!
It was about 8pm and I hung out with him and his friend until 1:30 am. It was pretty cool.
um yeah. They guy, Wes, who I initially met is in the X-games.
He's in the street luge event, and he's 24.
He got me two packs of smokes. hehe. So, yeah, I hung out with him and his friend, Evan,
for hours.
at 1:30 I had to go back up to my room. so a few minutes later, (after I exchanged
phone #'s/addresses) I went to leave.
Well, I gave them both hugs, ya know me being my friendly self, plus Wes was cute...(argh!)
ha!! Wes decided to escort me on the elevator, and me being the naive little girl thought
he was just gonna walk me to my room. WAS I WRONG!!!
We get in the elevator, and he says "It was *really* good to meet you".
Then he comes at me, and we start making out. He had his tongue down my throat and hands
up my shirt in seconds! Damn was he quick! He basically wanted to fuck me & take me back
to his room. *sigh* I hate guys. I really think I have asexual tendencies, or maybe
I'm a lesbian. I doubt that though.
I'm just ExtReMeLY picky with whom I choose to be with.
Anyway, I stopped his groping and said I had to go, I got out of the elevator.
He followed me, started kissing me again with my back up against the elevator door, and
once again I got out of it...and he kept asking me to come down to his room again later.
saying shit like "you know you want to, I know I want you to". Fuck that!!
He walked me to my hotel room door, and kissed me again, and said for me to come back
down & that he'd give me an hour to do so.
Well, it's been past an hour of me TRYING to sleep, but sumburn and 2 males (dad, uncle)
snoring loudly stopping me. So, no I'm not going back. Shit, Wes *is* good looking, but I
SINCERELY just wanted friendship. Damn him. for wanting me. Damn myself!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!!??!!!?????
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