~*~rain's lyric~*~4/3/98
yeah..i'm just really dumb.
i was all excited today because i found out that
i'm on the guest list for the coal chamber/HWP/Sevendust show..
that's cool in itself, but i was thinking that means i get backstage access
and now that i rethink this, i believe i am wrong..
i get in for free, which is cool, but i think that's it,
and i want more.
once again, i'm a selfish bitch.
i'm up really late
but i get to stay home today as it now would be..
my dad is going to be here..
that fucking sucks!!
i want to move out
NOW.
I need money.
oh yeah, I've been seriously thinking about getting dreads fer muh hair.
that mite get in the way of things tho
i need to get a job
and dreadz are a bit abnormal looking
-for the types of jobs available nearby anyway
*sigh*
aww, austin told me that i was beautiful today (yesterday)..i just remembered that
it made me happy, put a smile on my face for awhile. cool guy.
he told me that once before...
heather called me today. we talked for like, an hour. she's really cool. *stars*
i finished reading this book called "everyone is psychic" it was really good.
helped to teach me how to see auras and other shit..altho i don't see them all
the time or anything..but it's getting easier.
"i envy your demise, i hope it's all you wished it would be....
you can always cover it with makeup" -Jack Off Jill-
i don't really feel happy or sad right now, i think i'm just tired.
trying to figure things out, but i'm always doing that.
"we are just talking about nothing like we do every night" -anonymous-
fuck, if this were a year ago i would be outside on my porch smoking a cig, or
i'd be tripping, or stoned off in some other world, trying to get away from it all.
it's weird what comes to your mind at these hours..
i'm not fucking making any sense..i'm half dead.
"she's afraid of the lite in the dark" -tori amos-
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