*~`*rain's lyric*~`* 5-3-98
I've found the cure for all problems - chupa chups!
it's a lollipop =) and it comes in all different nifty flavours & stuff.
It of course won't really solve all problems, but can sweeten them up a bit..
It's in the stars, things are changing, some for the better, and some for worse.
I can already see this month is going to be a big one, as well as the next few months to come.
some reasons I'm happy:
One of my friends just got his own webspace @halo8.com & I get to have websites & e-mail on it!
and FREE =) I am so psyched about that!!
School is almost out for the summer...wicked!
I'm going to Michigan next weekend.
Going to PA for Memorial Day weekend..
In June I'm going to San Diego, CA!!! I love that fucking place!! I fucking can't wait.
I'm going to New York in July, or August at latest, and looking forward to that too.
Then in December I'm off to Arizona AGAIN, woohoo!!
Then the next month I'm a free woman...fucking scary but wonderful shit.
okay...I'm sure there's other reasons...summer's almost here, & that's enough to make me shine!
I was thinking back to last summer & thought of this really beautiful guy (and wicked cool I
might add!!)that I met at a resort in Indiana..we were supposed to keep in touch, but
didn't see eachother again to exchange addresses & whatnot. :(
I have his necklace that he gave me as a constant reminder tho, I wear it all the time.
I also have a note he wrote me...damn memories..
anyway, I decided to do a people search on Yahoo! and I think I found his address & phone #!!
I haven't called yet, but I hope it's him...and I hope he wants to hear from me..I miss him..
how pathetic is that *g*
some reasons I'm sad:
My life isn't turning out the way everyone thought it would. What am I supposed to do with myself?
I can't live up to people's standards.
People can't live up to my standards.
I lack the freedom I desire, deprived of the air to breathe.
There's nothing to make me whole.
done.
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