BLIND

Are you ready?
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide You don't know the chances, What if I should die? A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances, I'm so blind

Another place I find to escape the pain inside You don't know the chances, What if I should die? A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances, I'm so blind

Deeper and deeper and deeper as I journey to Live a life that seems to be a lost reality That can never find a way to reach, My inner selfesteem is low, How deep can I go in the ground that I lay? If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind, This time I look to see what's between the lines

I can see, I can see, I'm going blind...
I'm blind


BALL TONGUE

There you are alone With no hope of ever having something to be proud of Something earned without begging Yes, I know you're a person, A person close to me Who do you think you are? What more do you want from me?

Ball Tongue
You got the dykes off, I think they'll mind me Ball Tongue
The rag I'm on, we are justified... Ball Tongue
Congrats you just fucked up my makeup and shit.. Ball Tongue
What have you done for me?
Why are you at home buried in your own self pity? Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me? Yes, I know you're the person, the person that took time with me Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me?
Ball Tongue
You have come to take from your buddy ... Ball Tongue
You have never been so funky... Ball Tongue
The higgle got sick of me... Ball Tongue
Ahh, the dick is fine for the day... Ball Tongue
Your brother took it from me... Ball Tongue
Unidetified enemy... Ball Tongue
Come fucking back to save us and gave up... Ball Tongue
They've come to deliver me...

You were my brother, Where does our friendship end? (repeated) I'm not going to give in..
How can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again (X1)
Ball Tongue
They've driven right by my friends... Ball Tongue
They've taken the take above me... Ball Tongue
Your a psycho monkey... Ball Tongue
They've come to enslave me... Ball Tongue
They've jacken themselves onto me... Ball Tongue
Your fuckin' gangster signs... Ball Tongue
They've come not to save them, but they take... Ball Tongue
Fuckin' death to fuckin' me

You're a psychopath

Ball Tongue
Berome died at the technodrome... Ball Tongue
You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it?
Ball Tongue
It dosen't of the rhythm of the damn monger... Ball Tongue
Can I die? Can I die?
Ball Tongue
And then, the man kept kick'n me... Ball Tongue
Into the morgue, they go... Ball Tongue
He wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head... Ball Tongue
No more, he's rid of you, You're a Dyke...


NEED TO
I, I am confused, fighting myself Wanting to give in, needing your help Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine ...fucked...

Can you see it in me?
Skin cold from touch
Each day confronted with what I have done, You pull me closer, I push you away You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you
Why are you taken?
I love you
I feel so helpless
Why is it you?
Ripping my insides each time I'm with you
why do I try?
why do I really need to?
Why?
Fuck you, bitch
Need to... fuck... slut..


CLOWN
Anger inside builds within my body, Why'd you hit me? What have I done? You tried to hit me

Try and hit me again, if you like Throw your hate at me with all your might Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me What's with you boy? Think hard. A tatooed body to hide who you are Scared to be honest, be yourself A cowardly man

I don't run around trying to be what's not within me Look into my eyes, I am free You're just a wanna-be....

...To come out...

Hit me clown, because I'm not from your town, now hit me clown
Clown you ain't shit. Turn around and get your face split.

I'm just too fucking little
I'm just too fucking little
I'm just too fucking little

I'm just a fucking mental
I'm just a fucking mental
I'm just a fucking mental


DIVINE
I hide only to defy you Take away the only love inside you I see your face through everyone Inside I've just begun You think I'm out to scare you I'm only out to prepare you For when you stop and turn around Your body's going down

You're gonna waste your time, Your life will soon be mine, You're definitely one of a kind, and You're suffering 'cause of me, it's divine

Tell me why you never liked me Tell me why it is you fight me Pull down and wait for the perfect time to take what is rightfully mine You think they're dumb to defy me You said you don't want to defy me You wait, you don't want anyone Oh well...

You know what, Fuck you I'm fed up with you I'm not as good as you Fuck no, I'm better than you

Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game You try to see what you got Me ripping at your brain


FAGET
Him!
Here I am different in this normal world Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly, Please just go away

Him!
I can see inside you fine This blessing in disguise
Him
Why do you treat me this way? Made the hurt stay
I sound like I can never seem to escape All the laughing, all the pain If you were me, what would you do? Nothing, probaly, You'd just throw me away

Here I am different in this normal world Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly, Please just go away

Faget!

I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it It keeps going on day after day, son you fake, and if we don't want none I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday
Who gives a fuck?
Right now I got something to say To all the people that think I'm strange I should be out of here locked up in a cage You don't know what the hell is up now anyway You got this pretty-boy feeling like I'm enslaved To a world that never appreciated shit You can suck my dick and fucking like it

He had my gun but he had to find the money any say He had my gun but he had to find the money anyway He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say He had my gun but he had to find the money anyway He had my gun but he had to find the money any say He had my gun but he had to find the money going away He had my gun but he had to find the money don't wanna say He had my gun but he had to find the money don't anyway

I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world

All my life, who am I?

I'm just a faget
Faget !
I'm a faget
Faget !
I'm not a faget
What am I?
Faget !
You mother fucking queers


SHOOTS AND LADDERS

Ring around the rosies Pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head Into my childhood they're spoonfed Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real Look at the pages that cause all this evil

One, two, buckle my shoe, Three, four, shut the door , Five, six, pick up sticks , Seven, eight, lay them straight...

London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down
London bridge is falling down, my fair lady...

Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a bone, This old man came rolling home

Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow...
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow
...Baa baa black sheep have you any wool...
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow,
...Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full...
Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow
...Baa baa black sheep have you any wool...
Mary had a little lamb
...Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full...

Ring around the rosies, Pocket full of posies , Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Nick nack paddy wack, give a dog a bone!


PREDICTABLE
I can, in every way, Mistake the pain I feel inside, It comes to me . Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind, Who are you to say , That I can't speak what's on my mind? It runs away , It's so predictable...

I can, in every way, feel the stress that tangles up inside, Too blind to see, Emptiness and sorrow of their lives, You run away, To the cover of their pointless ties, You ask me , It's so predictable...

I'm gonna try
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

Another day , Silence overwhelms my mind , Who is to say , If I have the time, Oh why, Should I pray , For all the hate to go away , Another day , I can never break free , You wait for me , I call out to you , Another day , I'll live forever

Should I?

I'm gonna try
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

Fuck!
I'm gonna try, Should I? ...Fuck...
I'm gonna die, Should I?
I'm gonna try, Should I? ...Fuck...

I'm gonna try...


FAKE
I can't stand the sight of you, I can't stand what you put me through, Your life's a lie, that you hide, Is it that terrible being you inside?, I can't stand, oh the thought of you, I can't stand all the things you do, What do you try to justify?, You were just too scared to be you inside

Let it all go

Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be...
I can't stand what you put me through, I can't stand even the thought of you , Your secret lies that you hide , Is it that terrible being you inside?

Let it all go

Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be

You try so hard to be wanted , False emotions tells you fronted , I think being a person relies on one thing, Be yourself, let you come through , You're too afraid to really be ...Be yourself, let you come through...
Someone who isn't false, who dosen't care to be ...Be yourself, let you come through...
Fake, you'll regret it, you'll regret it

Let it all go


LIES
I would like to search inside, For all of the things that you will hide, What's the problem? Can't you seem to , Search through these problems that haunt and taunt you, I smile, while you're afraid , Your run, while you're so in pain

Do you ever see from outside your fears, Thinking about your life , Thinking about your inner fears

I would like to search inside, For all of the things that you will hide, What's the problem? Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you

Do you ever see from outside your fears, Thinking about your life, Thinking about your inner fears

I want you to see the life you have disguised, The world of things that hurt you,Kept all these useless lies, I want you to fear, fill you on up inside, Once I took you in, I'll throw you out next time, I tried, you win , My life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain, Go

Do you ever see from outside your fears,
Thinking about your life , Thinking about your inner fears


HELMET IN THE BUSH
I keep asking, what's your lie? It is disturbing , This isn't mine...Why... Days keep passing, A lot of time ...Me... I don't feel right , Please God let me sleep tonight

Everyday confronted circumvents giving in, I just wanna know why

Don't give it up
Don't hit my stick

I keep asking, Well, again, please try , It is haunting , This takes my mind ...Why... Days keep passing , Line after line ...Me... I don't feel right , Please God let me sleep tonight, die tonight, die tonight, die tonight

Everyday confronted circumvents giving in, I just wanna know why

Don't give it up
Don't hit my stick

Please God
Please God
Please God help me
Please God free me
Please God save me
From my painful situation

Please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God , Oh, please God don't let me chip in tonight, please God, Oh, please God don't let me slip in tonight, don't let me die, Please God don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die


DADDY
Mother please forgive me
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
Now that I am done, remember I will always love you
I'm your... son
Little child, looking so pretty , Come out and play, I'll be your daddy, Innocent child, looking so sweet , Rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat

You've raped
I feel dirty
It hurt
As a child
Tied down
That's a good boy
And fucked
Your own child
I scream
No one hears me
It hurt
I'm not a liar
My God
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
Your own child

It's alright

I didn't touch you there, Mama said she didnt care... I didn't touch you there That's why mama stopped and stared

I fucking hate you Mother fucker!
Mother Fucker, I fucking hate you, Fuck You!
You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life !
I wanted to die !
I'm sick of it, mother fucker . . . oh oh!
Why'd you fuckin' do it to me?
I Hate You !
I Fuck'n Hate You !
Why?
I Hate You!