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Get your own Free Home PageShe's a nice woman. A kind and caring person but no social life and she finds no satisfaction in sex. In fact, it frightens her. She's built a shield around herself to repress any sexual response. Perhaps it's this inhibited sexuality that drove her to find external discipline with a neighbor.
She keeps a notebook of her failings and gives it to him for review as she removes her clothes. Being nude in front of him is not the least bit erotic for her and he doesn't find it enticing for any purpose other than to prepare her for punishment. He starts with a lengthy hand spanking followed by the paddle, strap and/or cane. In spite of their severity she always returns. If his wife comes into the room the spanking stops temporarily so the penitent can stand and greet the newcomer politely. The humiliation being naked is magnified ten-fold and meekly asking for the punishment to continue with an added witness is mortifying beyond belief. The agony which follows is almost a relief as she masks her shame in the pain.
Years ago she was spanked regularly. Her father used a belt and applied it severely. To this day the mere thought of his displeasure still fills her with fear. So it might be difficult to understand why she feels the need to endure similar punishments again. But it is not ours to judge. She knows what she needs and is willing to give up her adult independence as an act of contrition.
However, lately she's found many references to spanking on her computer including some stories. Vivid descriptions of spankings that lead to wonderful sex. Tales where the heat spreads and sore bottomed women joyfully indulge in fierce intercourse or gentle lovemaking afterwards. Is this fiction or could baring herself for punishment lead to more than pain and psychological cleansing?
She longs for someone who would understand her needs and show her another aspect of spanking. A person who can free her from her self-imposed celibacy with loving and concerned discipline. She dreams of lying in a large bed with the dying embers of a fire in her backside, serene satisfaction in her genitals and her true love sleeping next to her.
Until then, she goes to her neighbor to feel his disapproval with her behavior and suffer considerably until the notebook is closed for that visit.
She will be shamed and then only dimly aware of the man's wife in the room until she rises and the humiliation returns. This other woman will smile but is it because she enjoyed seeing the punishment? Or maybe she's waiting for her turn to accept his discipline? Will it be a playful spanking or will she feel the implements he still has out and available? Either way, they'll celebrate the event in the ways of a man and woman and not alone with nothing but a pillow to cry on.
Life is good but living it can be hell.
Quillis
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