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Some quotes from Tupac:

"I love my east coast fans. I'm from there. I'm eating New York
Pizza, I drive New York jeeps but I'm saying let's keep it real
for a second. If you're half the lover of music that you are,
go back and study. Study how party and bullshit was me."

"Everytime I fall in love with a woman I don't fall in love with
the woman she is, I fall in love with the woman she could be."

"Why isn't it hip-hop when I do it? Everybody else can have a beef 
within the music, talk about differences and it's ok. It's music,
it's hip-hop, it's groundbreaking. When I do it, it's war.


And the interview:

How about Juice? Was that a turning point in acting?
It was a tuning point in terms of acting, black movies, my life, my career, rappers
doing movies and getting credit for it.

Are you doing another one?
Yeah, I'm working on one right now with Tim Rob and Thandie Newton called Gridlock'd.

When is it coming out?
It should be out in January or February. I'm doing the soundtrack also. I feel very
positive about it. It's a great movie, totally different. Hopefully, it will do
something for me. If nothing else at best it'll just prove that I can show up to
the set on time and still have an album that sells five million while I'm doing my
shit. It'll just show that I work hard. Also it will show that I should not be in
jail 'cause in the little bit of time I've been out. I've showed that I can be
rehabilitated out here with everybody else. It's the money that rehabilitates me not
the jail.

What motivates you?
Poverty, needs, wants, pain. No I'm dealing with a more military type of philosophy-
to mix the street life with respected, known and proven military philosophy. So when
I'm rapping and talking that hardcore shit, at least it'll be from a military mindset.

What about your father, do you have any relationship with him?
I thought my father was dead all my life. After I got shot, I looked up there was
this nigga that looked just like me. And he was my father; that's when I found out.
We still didn't take no blood test but the nigga looked just like me and the other
nigga's dead so now I feel that I'm past the father stage. I do want to know him
and I do know him we did talk and he did visit and help me when I was locked down,
but I'm past that. What I want to do is form a society in which we can raise
ourselves; so we can become our own father figures and the big homies can become
their father figures and then you grow up then it's your turn to be a father figure
to another young brother. That's where I want to start. Nine times out of ten though
we would want them to be there, they can't be depended on to be there. Now, some of
the mothers can't be there because they doing their thing[working] I can't blame
them, they gotta do what they gotta do. So I think the youth should raise themselves
since they got lofty ideas about what's theirs and their rights, what they should
deserve. Since you can't whup their asses, these muthafuckers should get out and
work at fifteen. I want to be apart of the generation that builds the groundwork
for us to raise each other.

In the VIBE article, you mentioned an organization that you were starting with Mike
Tyson. What happened with that?
Now I'm doing it with Death Row. I was going to do it myself and I found out when I
was about to be sentenced to jail that there was a spot called "A Place Called Home"
I was about to be sent to jail for an old gun case that I had. The judge was like
"You can tell your side of who you are and the prosecutor gave this big-fat envelope
of everytime I got arrested and all this stuff that made me look like a crazed animal.
We got someone who didn't work for us to write my life's story talking about everybody
in my family and the people that I helped. This lady from the community center wrote
as well. We were planning already to do this big concert with me and my homeboys to
raise money to have a center in North Central were we can have the "at risk" kids
come to a spot that they can call home-where they can get guidance, tutoring, love,
nurturing; we're going to do a spot like that. So instead of it just being a
program with me and Tyson like I planned it, cause it's me sitting in the
penitentiary thinking, is now moved into this program called "A Place Called Home."
that I'm working closely with. There's also a program called "Celebrity Youth League"
with me, Hammer, Suge and all of these sports figures are each going to sponsor a
youth group all year in football, baseball and basketball. We sponsor the team, buy
the uniforms, hire the coach and start out own little league.

How do you relax from all this that you're doing?
There's three ways: shopping, driving down Sunset with the top down on any car and
being with my homeboys. Not necessarily the older homies but the younger one's.
Vibing off of what they're talking about and what's going on, and dropping whatever
I have to drop to them. Then It's not like I'm doing this shit in vain.

Do you keep in touch with old friends?
On a whole, I don't have any friends. Friends come and go; I've lost my trust factor.
I believe I have people who think they're my friends. And believe that there are
people probably in their heart are friendly towards me or are friends to me. But
they're not my friends because what I learned is that fear is stronger than love.
So soon as somebody scarier comes along, they won't be my friend anymore. I learned
that on the floor at Times Square--so I don't have friends, I have family. You're
either my all the way family or just somebody on the outside.

Are you tight with your family?
Yeah, we took it back to the old school. We got the head of the family, we listen to
the rules and regulations, order and organization. Now we're a living breathing
family when before we were a dying-dysfunctional family. We still got problems but
know we're learning how to deal with it.

What religion are you?
I'm the religion that to me is the realist religion there is. I try to pray to God
every night unless I pass out. I learned this in jail, I talked to every God
(member of the Five Percent Nation) there was in jail. I think that if you take one
of the "O's" out of "Good" it's "God", if you add a "D" to "Evil", it's the "Devil".
I think some cool motherfucker sat down a long time ago and said let's figure out a
way to control motherfuckers. That's what they came up with-the bible. Cause if God
wrote the bible, I'm sure there would have been a revised copy by now. Cause a lot of
shit has changed. I've been looking for this revised copy-I still see that same old
copy that we had from then. I'm not disrespecting anyone's religion, please forgive
me if it comes off that way, I'm just stating my opinion. The bible tells us that all
these did this because they suffered so much that's what makes them special people.
I got shot five times and I got crucified to the media. And I walked through with the
thorns on and I had shit thrown on me and I had the theif at the top; I told that
nigga "I'll be back for you. Trust me, is not supposed to be going down, I'll be
back. I'm not saying I'm Jesus but I'm saying we go through that type of thing
everyday. We don't part the Red Sea but we walk through the hood without getting
shot. We don't turn water to wine but we turn dope fiends and dope heads into
productive citizens of society. We turn words into money. What greater gift can
there be. So I belive God blesses us, I belive God blesses those that hustle.
Those that use their minds and those that overall are righteous. I belive that
everything you do bad comes back to you. So everything that I do that's bad, I'm
going to suffer for it. But in my heart, I belive what I'm doing in my heart is right.
So I feel like I'm going to heaven. I think heaven is just when you sleep, you sleep
with a good conscience-you don't have nightmares. Hell is when you sleep, the last
thing you see is all the fucked up things you did in your life and you just see it
over and over again, cause you don't burn. If that's the case, it's hell on earth
cause bullets burn. There's people that got burned in fires, does that mean they
went to hell already? All that is here. What do you got there that we ain't seen
here? What, we're gonna walk around aimlessly like zombies? That's here! You ain't
been on the streets lately? Heaven now, look! (reffering to his plush apartment)
we're sitting up here in the living room-big screen TV- this is heaven, for the
moment. Hell is jail I seen that one. Trust me, this is what's real. And all that
other shit is to control you. If the churches took half the money that they was
making and gave it back to the community, we'd be alright. If they took half the
buildings that they use to "praise God" and gave it to motherfuckers who need God,
we'd be alright. Have you seen some of these got damn churches lately? There's
one's that take up the whole block in New York. There's homeless people out here.
Why ain't God lettin' them stay there? Why these niggas got gold ceilings and shit?
Why God need gold ceilings to talk to me? Why does God need colored windows to talk
to me? Why God can't come where I'm at where he sent me? If God wanted to talk to
me in a pretty spot like that, why the hell he send me here then. That makes ghetto
kids not belive in God. Why? So that's wrong religion-I belive in God, I belive God
puts us where ever we want to be at. They didn't make sense that God would put us
in the ghetto. That means he wants us to work hard to get up out of here. That means
he's testing us even more. That makes sense that if you're good in your heart, you're
closer to God but if you're evil than your closer to the devil; that makes sense! I
see that everyday all that other spooky shit, don't make sense. I don't even belive,
I'm not dissin' them but I don't belive in the brothers, I've been in jail with 'em
and having conversations with brothers; "I'm God, I'm God." You God, open the gate
for me. You know far the sun is and how far the moon is, how the hell do I pop this
fuckin' gate? And get me free and up outta here. Then I'll be a Five Percenter for
life. 

What type of woman would it take to settle you down?
A very, very strong woman. One who's more in love with me because I could be more in
love with her than she is. Everytime I fall in love with a woman I don't fall in love
with the woman she is, I fall in love with the woman she could be. I haven't found a
woman yet, that has met up to my standards. And I'm sure I don't fit up to everyone's
standards. But I haven't found one yet, but I found one that I think has the potential
to be the rawest woman in the world. I feel like it's natural for a man especially
being black to feel like he's the king and he's looking for his queen. That's where
I'm at right now. You can't be a king until you've made yourself; Until you've done
something. And I've accomplished my goals that made me a man. Now I feel like I'm a
man, now I set out goals to make me a king. Not a king of anyone else but me. Nobody
else is under my rule but me. I made my self into a king, now I need a queen to be
happy so I can be a teacher and a father, I can't be that until I find a queen-So
I'm stuck in limbo.

A lot of your east coast fans feel like your new alleigance to the west coast is a
disloyalty to the east.
That's so much nonsense, Poppycock! (laughs) It's not a new allegiance to the west
coast, I've been on the west coast all this time. Some people, not all, some people
on the east coast are on their dicks so hard, they never heard me say that I'm living
on the west coast. It's just by me keeping it real, I always said where I come from.
I always gave New York their props. On Me Against The World, I took a whole song to
give it up. So now on teh next alvum, whin I wanna give it up, for my home, where I'm
at, everybody got a problem. Why don't they have a problem with Biggie saying Brooklyn
in th e house every fucking show he do. They just did a Sprite commercial with the
"Bridge" and KRS, why isn't it hip-hop when I do it? Everybody else can have a beef
within the music, talk about differences and it's ok. It's music, it's hip-hop, it's
groundbreaking. When I do it, it's war. That's all I'm doin g. All I'm doing is
saying that I'm tired of you talking about where you're from; If that's what we're
gonna do now. We was doing it like hip-hop was one nation. I have proof to say what
I was doing-I've done more for the east coast than the east coast did. I put more
guns in east coast niggas hands than east coast niggas did when they came out here.
I put them niggas on to more weed gates and weed spots and safe havens and safe
spots than the east coast did. I put more rappers on than they did. I gave Biggie
his first shows! I was that bridge that niggas used to walk on to get over here.
I explained it, I the one that told you. I'm why all these niggas are running
around with a gangbanger on their payroll now.

Is there still a beef going on with you and Biggie? 
There was never a beef, only a difference of opinion. My homeboy Suge gave me the
best advice that I could ever get from anybody. When people ask him if he's beefing
with Bad Boy and with Puffy, he's says it' s like me going to the playground to pick
on little kids. That's like me being mad at my little brother cause he's getting cash
now. I'm not mad at that, I'm just mad at my little brother when he don't respect me.
And when you don't respect me, I'm a spank that ass. I don't give a fuck how rich you
got on the block I'm your big brother. I'm a break your big ass down. That's my only
point. I feel as though he wrong, he got out of hand. He got seduced by the power-
not because he's an evil person, but because money is evil; if it's not handled
right. If you lose your composure you could do anything. Fear got stronger than
love and niggas did things that they weren't really supposed to do. They know in
their hearts, that's why their in hell now. They can't sleep. That's why they're
telling all the reporters and all the people "Why they doing this? They fucking
up hip-hop, blah, blah, blah" cause they in hell. They can't make money, they
can't go anywhere, they can't look at themselves cause they know the prodigal
son has returned. I'm alive; the ghost is walking around. And I'm around talking,
in jail I didn't talk. Now, everybody who thinks that I disrespected, I love my
east coast fans. I'm from there. I'm eating New York Pizza, I drive New York jeeps
but I'm saying let's keep it real for a second. If you're half the lover of music
that you are, go back and study. Study how Party And Bullshit was me before I met
Biggie. You don't hear my style in his raps. Study how after I met Biggie, Ready
To Die comes out and his whole style changes study. Study why I would be mad when
half of the major New York rappers or their managers, or their agents or their
somebody was there when I got shot-and nobody couldn't give me no information.
Just study that. Study how when Wu-Tang got their chain snatched at six-six-duece,
I not only found who did it but gave them the message that if they wanted to see
the niggas that did it, they could see them. Man to Man, just you and them-no guns,
no nothing if you feel like that. That's all I ask for. If you're going to act like
a gangster or a "G" or a king of New York, I'm a expect that. And when you don't
come through, then I'm going to want to crush your empire. And that's what it's time
for. 



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