May 3, 1999 
- i hate it how i alwayz seem to be makin somebody feel bad..=( i'm so sorreee... 
- i hate breaking up..especially when u feel dat u still care for dat person... 
- i hate how u can't alwayz keep da things u luv w/ u forever. 
- i hate how some peeps think u should reciprocate hate w/ hate and not luv... 
- i hate how even sometimes i don't even do what i think is right or do what comes outta my mouth.. 
- i hate how life is just so confusin..how i don't know where i'm goin.. 
- i hate how i had opportunities..yet i threw them away 
- i hate how it is so easy to take some things for granted.. 
- i hate how luv can be so wonderful one day yet u can hurt so bery much da next day... 
- i hate how sometimes it is so bery hard to believe in myself..luv myself..how i sometimes think myself so ugly, dumb, unlucky, useless...how i just feel like shiet...and how i wish i did not exist.. 
- i hate how my 'rents just never ever seem to understand or even bother to try... 
- i hate how i weally need a hug right now..but there is noone to give one to me..=*( 
- i  hate how i alwayz think and worry too much yet sometimes i don't think at all 
- i hate how i alwayz think of sometin better thing to say but only when it is too late.. 
- i hate how i can be such a biatch sometimes.. 
- i hate how i have so many things in my life I really don't deserve at all.. 
- i hate how i'm just too scared sometimes 
- i hate how i tend to "assume" things too much.. 
- i hate how easy it is to be wrong 
- i hate how sometimes one can feel so bery small... 
- i hate how i miss someone so bery bery bery bery much this very moment..=( 

January 24th, 1999 
- i hate da vacuum cleaner..it's so noisy and annoyin! 
- i wish it was sunneeee =) 
- i hate seein dead birds/squirrels on da sidewalk..yuck =Þ 
- i hate bein late for da bus in da mornin 
- i hate da new buses cuz they make da seats so high and since i'm such a shortie, my 
   legs can't even touch da ground.. 
- i hate crowded buses.. 
- i wish i could drive..(and i also wish i had a car-red or silver) =Þ 
- i wish my parents would let me go out later and more often 
- i wish that my parents would allow anybody to call me.. 
- i wish i wouldn't embarrass myself so much.. 

Dec. 12th, 1998 
( i hate it when my netscape freezes..it used to be my fav browser but now i'm forced to use ms explorer..could this be da cause of Windows98? hmm... 

) i hate those illegal operation thingies i get although i've done nothin illegal! 

; i hate it when i get disconnected....it's just annoyin esp. if i was doin somethin important... 
  
( i hate it when people send me those "if u r my friend, send me this back" emails..um..if u were my friend, u would know....(although i don't mind email esp. when i actually get somethin more personal than a "forward"...) 

) i hate how i can't get my ms outlook workin... 

; i hate it when people lie to me... 

(  i hate spiders...they freak me out so badly! 

) i hate it when people never smile...it's good to smile...=) 

; i hate how time has to go by so fast when ur havin a good time but it goes by so slowly when u want time to go by faster... 

( i hate it when people yell....or swear too much.... 

) i hate it when i lose somethin and i look EVERYWHERE for it only to find it in da most obvious place... 

; i hate it how I can't get pepsi at UBC....and every food place on campus belongs to UBC food services..even da Subway. 

( i hate it how Christmas doesn't seem as special as it used to be when i was a lil kid...and how i'm too old to take a pic w/ Santa now...=( 

) i hate it how i was too stupid as a kid to believe my parents bout how bad it was to sit so close to da television... 

; i hate it how sometimes when i realize somethin, that it's just too late... 

( i hate it when people act way too serious or way too goofy ALL da time. 

) i hate it how da easier somethin looked..da more time and work i actually had to put in it yet people don't realize it sometimes.... 

; i hate it when people think they're too cool to just smile a bit..or talk to me... 

( i hate it how i don't have a cute lil doggie.... 

) i hate it when people base their judgements on just looks... 

; i hate it how i can't stop procrastinatin! 

( i hate it how i'm not able to trust everybody although i want to... 

) i hate it how i don't have da ability to make everybody happy... 

; i hate it how some people r too much in love w/ themselves to love others... 

( i hate it how my parents never seem to be proud of me...and how they never seem to like my friends.... 

) i hate it how my parents rn't willin to give me da freedom i need... 

; i hate it when i have so many things to say but don't know how to express it... 

( i hate it how it seems that i've lost touch w/ many of my friends as da years went by... 

) i hate it how i get headaches ... 

; i hate it when i just feel so sad sometimes and can't smile...=( 

( i hate it how sometimes i just can't STOP smilin'! =) 

) i hate it how sometimes i feel that i'm just not smart enuf, fun enuf, or nice enuf...or just good enuf to be ur friend...(^o^) 

; i hate it how i just don't try hard enuf sometimes... 

( i hate it when everyone's laughin and no one's willin to let me know bout what's so funny... 

) i hate it how i keep on meetin people who r beyond weird and who freak me out or just confuse me so much about how da world really is. 
  
; i hate it how it rains so much instead of snowin... 

( i hate it how i can't swim..and how hard it is to find someone to play some tennis w/... 

) i hate it when people play w/ people's emotions... 

; i hate it when people make a judgements way too quickly... 

( i hate it how everythin in my life is just so NUTS!NUTS!NUTS!....actually..i kinda like it kinda nuts..heehee 

) i hate it how u can't have too much of da goodstuff like ice cream, chocolate, etc.. or it just wouldn't be good anymore (people who took econ know what i mean) 

; i hate how all good things must come to an end... 

( i hate it how no matter what i do..i'm never gonna stop makin mistakes cuz mistakes r a part of life... 

) i hate how somethings r forgotten so easily... 

; i hate how bad things can happen to good people...