My Heart Beats, Just As My Heart Breaks

silence
pulling the covers closer
laying my head on my pillow
can you hear it??
It's my heart, it's beating...
I still have one you know...
and just as my heart beats,
it also breaks...

"you say you'll stop being a bitch to me but you still are one..."
...CRACK...
"sorry, I was just trippin..."
...CRACK...

"you've changed since we first met, I don't feel the same about you anymore"
...CRACK...
"I think it's over"
...CRACK...
"It's over! bye!"

......what? no crack?

there's nothing left
all I can do
is pick up the pieces
but it will never
be whole again
can you hear that???

that's my heart,
...it's breaking....