Forever Isn't So Long Afterall

3 am
lying in bed
the green of the alarm clock digits
standing out to me
through the darkness

awakened by the tears
the tears that have been
falling for hrs

why fades a love?
do feelings change,
just as the day changes?

my eyes stare intently
at nothing
fixed on the darkness
the darkness of my room
the darkness my life has become

the breaths becoming slower...
...slower...the breaths...
what if I stopped breathing?

love comes and goes,
so why not life?
...your roof, it drags me down...
...tears me down...
and yet I still love him....