this place took her in- willingly? her parents say no. but took her in and gently tore the penknife through her skin where the blood exploded like so many beads of caviar on a hungry tongue and left a vapor trail drawing across the sky, collecting together and dripped to the light blue linoleum that she helped her father put down shattered and splashed and fell hand outstretched penknife skittered across the floor like a roach under the kitchen lights cut not deep enough to die but just enough to kill the soul.