From Sexless Demons and Scars...
AmErIcAn MaDe
give me some antiseptic to wash this headache away
give me a syringe to inject the pain
give me something pretty i hope i'll never be
i'd rather be creepy and very strange
give me a cake that i can mix and bake in a betty crocker oven
that i will Break
bake it up and we will Stab Stab Stab
come on, don't be afraid
we will make you Stab Stab Stab
my world is evil but American made
give me something easy that i can complicate
something healthy that i can infect
give me a mate in a crippled state
with halloween teeth that i can Break
bake it up and we will Stab Stab Stab
come on, don't be afraid
we will make you Stab Stab Stab
my world is evil but American made
momma's apple pie got a cockroach in it
burn the flag with the fag
american made
american grave
in an american grave
HoRrIbLe
i can't exist anymore till i destroy you
i hate everyone, don't know what to do
ingesting flesh and bone makes me a cannibal
or am i criminal
i feel so horrible
horrible, everything's horrible, horrible
sucking on colorforms, becoming see-through
still hating everyone as i detest you
i do not feel wrong, this makes me durable
or am i criminal
i'm fucking horrible
horrible, now everything's horrible, horrible
fade into yesterday, searching for my youth
try to digest it all
searching for the truth
self-centered devil spawn, this makes me durable
or am i criminal
i'm fucking horrible...
My CaT
my cat, cool cat, good cat, Pussy cat
when i see him walking, makes no sense to me
my cat is everywhere, we watch him on TV
my cat is amazing, he can play the guitar, he may not be an actor
but he's a Pussy SuperStar
my cat is everywhere, sees what he can see
he may not be an actor, he acts atrociously
my cat is amazing, he can play the guitar, he may not be an actor
but he's a pussy SuperStarr!
my cat isn't crazy, he's everything to me
my cat burns the bible and he thinks it's so funny
he isn't very good, he isn't very smart
he may not be picasso but he is a work of art
(hates me as much as i hate you)
...my cat is handsome, he can play the guitar
he can break my arm in seven places
he can eat a whole watermelon
my cat, my cat
SuPeR SaDiSt
super angry, super hated, super evil, super serrated
super guitar, super faded, never sad sad sad
super hated, super sarcastic, super sedated, the Super Sadist
keeps his hands in his mouth that's gold plated
hates himself more and more cause he's made it
super evil, super jaded, never sad sad sad
super hated, super sarcastic, super sedated, the Super Sadist
super high tech, super pay check, super ego
super hate pro, super cautious, super nauseous, never sad sad sad
super all gone, super hold on super ego, super phenomenon
super destroy, super small boy, never sad sad sad
super asshole, super nothing
DeViL WiTh ThE BlAcK DrEsS On
wash off those scabs dear or fingernail pick them clean
pray to all your long lost demons & justify your means
devil has a new shape, devil has a new ride
devil has a problem but he locks it up inside
shit angel
kids sure like the devil these days
well i'm the devil with the black dress on
do you want to hate me angel, cuz i hate you now you're gone
did you believe it cause i said so?
did you believe it was true?
did you believe it cause i said so, angel, i sure lied to you
i'm eternal and infernal, i sure lied to you
shit angel
kids sure like the devil these days and i'm the devil with the black dress on
do you wanna own me angel cuz i own you now you're gone
good girl with the black eyes
believe in future past
everything that i want happens, see how long that lasts
devil has a hot rod, devil high on speed
devil has a black dress so her arms can bleed
kids sure like the devil these days
well, i'm the devil with the black dress on
do you want to know me angel cuz i know you now you're gone
...do you want to hurt me angel cuz i'm hurting now you're gone
gone
gone
GiRl ScOuT
if you want it did you never want for more
the girl scout fell from grace
if you want it did you never want for more
i spit inside her face
if you want it did you never want for more
the lines that cut right through
if you want it did you never want for more
the numbness that was you
what i want what i need to sacrifice all i believe
my little girlscout your mouth is getting sore
will you love me any less if i hurt you any more
if you want it did you never want for more
cleansing every sore
if you want it did you never want for more
sold from door to door
if you want it did you never want for more
finish what you start
if you want it did you never want for more
dehumanize my heart
what i want and what i need to sacrifice all i believe
my little girlscout your mouth is getting sore
will you love me any less if i hurt you any more
i was never your #1 fan
but how can i grow a girl if you never were a man
and i was never nice, and i've gone too far
but you don't have to be nice when you've been
kissed by a star
hurt by a star
fucked by a star
kissed by a star
i am a Star
fuck what i want, fuck what i need
i'll sacrifice all i believe
my little girlscout, your mouth is getting sore
but will you love me any less if i hurt you any more
SwoLLeN
hey chew toy head
you're broken, and disfigured
if i stretch out your face do you feel any bigger
if i piss in your eyes will you see
that you think that you are so much better than me
why are my lips so...why...why are my lips so SWOLLEN
hey chew toy head
you're broken and disfigured
circus sideshow freak grows bigger and bigger
if i piss in your mouth will you taste in me
or do you still think that you are so much bigger than me
why are my lips so...why...why are my lips so SWOLLEN
hey chew toy head
we're spoiled and disfigured
i pissed in my pants and i don't feel any bigger
i let out the freak for all to see
and she won't let you think that you're so much better than me
why are my lips so...why...why are my lips so SWOLLEN shut
shut
shut
PoOr ImPuLsE CoNtRoL
i envy your demise
i hope it's all you dreamed it would be
one bullet in this gun, not sure if it's for you or me
i envy your demise
with all the guilt you hid away
all the lies that i had spun, and all the times i wished you stayed
now all that i'll ever suffer
all that i'll ever be
all that i'll ever ruin
you can always cover me with makeup
i envy your demise
750 degrees
when it burned it smelled like you
but it scorched and looked a lot like me
i envy your demise
you never said that you'd try
when i had to lose control
lose control to really cry
now all that i'll ever abuse
all that i'll ever see
all that i'll ever ruin
you can always cover me with make up
all that i'll ever limit
all that i'll ever try
all that i'll ever trust
you can always cover it with makeup
LoLLiRoT
you are insatiable, latex smile peels off your skull
everyone knows you need a piece of Lollirot
lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot
hard rock queens in ripped up jeans, everyone thinks they're
so obscene
bend them over you get a taste of lollirot
lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot
evil boy, still the best, peanut butter smeared on his chest
get real close you'll get a taste of lollirot
lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot
we are all candy covered on the outside
peel away the shell and we're rotting from the inside
we are all angry, angry on the outside
peel out your eyes
take my advice, blinded by fear, sugar and spice
we are all candy covered on the outside
peel away the shell and we're rotting from the inside
you are insatiable, latex smile peels off your skull
everyone knows you need a piece of Lollirot
lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot
evil boy, still the best, peanut butter smeared on his chest
get real close you'll get a taste of lollirot
lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot
CoVeT
hold on to your everybody
the people that you know are the ones you hate
the ones you hate
break me, you covetous creature
then piece me back together like a star
come on now
the bigger that you get the more you wait
show me how
the less you know the better off you are
COVET
love it
love to break
want this, my love
your mistake
show me, you treacherous teacher
you own everything in your sight
in your sight now
posess that special feature
that everything you say and do is right
come on now, come on now
and everyone does just what you say
teach me how
teach me how to get everyone the fuck out of your way
COVET
love it
learn to break
want this, my love
your mistake
i learned just how to beat you
cause everything you say just disappears
so glad i got to meet you
i covet everything you ever feared
hold on now, hold on now
you taught me how to hate and how to hurt
teach me how
teach me how to spit in their faces with your dick in the dirt dear
COVET
love it
learn to rape
want this, my love
your mistake
WoRkInG WiTh MeAt
we are desensitized
television did not break me
been broke since i was born
i'm breaking up with you
we are desensitized
shove comfort up my nose
i feel disfunctional
but numb enough for two
we are desensitized
i've lost my only friend
left here alone again
they left me here alone
we are the meat you work with
this is your sense of failure
if you work me way too long the failure stains your hands
we are the meat you've eaten
cut us with your sharpest knife
you've been away so long
the maggots eat away
we are desensitized
television does not hate me
had hate for way too long
i hate you very much
we are desensitized
shove comfort up my nose
i feel disfunctional
but numb enough for two
we are the meat you work with
this is your sense of failure
if you work me way too long the failure stains your hands
we are the meat you've eaten
cut us with your sharpest knife
you've been away so long
the maggots eat away
we are all new wave faggots
digesting old drug habits
we've been away so long the maggots eat away
CuMdUmPsTeR
call me cumdumpster
call me a cunt
call me clever is that still okay?
did you watch the t.v.
or hear it on the radio?
becoming after-school specials
are we still ok? ok
you call, i'll answer
make me understand
why i have to hate you
that's quite ok
cumdumpster...cunt
call me clever is that still ok
did you tap the pay phone
or read it in a magazine?
becomming after-school specials
are we still okay?
you call, i'll answer
make me understand
why i have to hate you
that's quite ok
cumdumpster...cunt
call me clever is that still ok
do you still need me
now that I'm a monster?
paranoid, media frenzies tell me i'm ok
you call, i'll answer
make me understand
how i have to hate you
that's quite ok
you call, i'll answer
you ask and i'll lie
as i grow to hate you that's quite ok
quite ok
EvErYtHiNg'S BrOwN
hello i'm here to invite you to the things you cannot feel
and if you push me too far you might believe i'm real
teeth scrape beneath the sweater
to when you hate and steal
or do you think it better to obsess and not reveal
i know your secret, it scrapes you way down
everything was clean, now everything's brown
don't try to hide it, when you cannot feel
what you are is something that i won't reveal
hello i'm here to invite you to the things you cannot feel
and when you fall apart, you'll pretend i'm not real
you can't erase what you are so don't even try
and how can i be truthful when everything i am is a lie
i know your secret, it scrapes you way down
everything came clean, now everything's brown
don't try to hide it, when you dig to feel
when it falls apart i hope i won't reveal
hello
remember
hello
i'm real
i'm real when you think I'm not real
AnGeLs FuCk
i woke up mourning
i woke up dead today
i'd aged a thousand years
or more
i flinch when you are nice
you kill me with a single word
when angels fuck and devils kiss
i'm sure
i'll bask in your forever
you just waste my time
i wanna drag you down
down with me
i wanted to help
to help destroy the world
i wanted to be
to be that special girl
everybody's got a little something to hide
but me
everybody's got a little someone to crush...but me
i'm living in human teenage mediocrity
everybody's got a little someone to trust..but me
i dreamed that i was you
i dreamed your ego died
said who loves you more than i do
i know you lied
i'll bask in your forever
fucking waste of time
when angels fuck and devils screw
i wanted to heal me and then destroy the world
piss in your heart and be that
and be that special girl!
everybody's got a little something to hide
but me
everybody's got a little someone to crush...but me
i'm living in teenage negative mediocrity
everybody's got a little someone to trust..but me
but you
hate you
love me, love me
hate you
want me
fuck you
fuck me
like you want me
fuck you, fuck me
fuck you, fuck me
I will never make it better, it will always hurt you FUCKING ASSHOLE!
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