POETRY
As dear Johnny would say...death is better than goth poetry,you have been warned..:)

LELA IS BLUE

lela is blue
It smells like salty air from salty lips rubbing against your dry body
It tastes like decaying roadkill you eat as the predator on a burning asphalt
It sounds like a thousand unanswered questions that dance along your eardrums
It feels like ice frozen from your fingertips in the sand of stormy summer days
It looks like the dreams you drempt as a child,unclear and forgotten
lela is a tainted vision of what you should live to be in life



CATBLOW
hello my name is catblow
I have a chinese fro
and a tiny bow
atop my furry head
that drags like a slab of lead
across warm concrete
and little midgets feet
I can spell my name
I don't ask for much
a little fame
for a cat who's the perfect pet
I'm perfectly sane
I like that funky music
you play it for me
I'd like to be normal like you
I'm the biggest foo
you'll love me
I'll pee outside
and scratch you up
instead of the furniture
give me a ride to your house
and i'll replace your ex-husband
yes I can get closer to you
I AM CATBLOW


2am
My clocks not running
the batteries low
and so am i
see,i was dreaming
and i drempt that you didn't love me
like a game of tag
got you now
then you're free
it scared me
and now i'm crying
like the pouring rain outside
down my face and through my hands
that have touched you countless times
and when i finnaly get up enough nerve
to try and find out if my minds like a boat crashing into the coast
never really there
but always racking on something
it's 2am
and you're sleeping
alone
I wanna touch your lips
and smell your clothes
but you're not here
and i'm not there
and theres a reason why


come dazzle god
bite your face
and hump a metal rod
go at your own pace
to make your mark
of gravel scars
you dumbass lark
who looked to far
you forgot
religion shoved down your throats
prime target
your dead body will not float
f*ck the rotting flesh
and chew on bones
go play and fetch
street cones
come dazzle god
bite your face
and hump a metal rod



untitled
I hear the cry of those who are afraid to be who they are
those who seek acceptnce in what they are not
I smell the hatred reaking on my clean skin
i see the glares of those who fear me
I taste the polluted air of what once was
I feel the trees so alive and yet so dead for they are forever unheard


Tacy
Tacy is sexy
she's like an glowing ember
uncatchable soul


I am a rainbow
6 colors on my face
my head is glowing


Deception
the world is such a diffrent place
when you view it from anothers' eyes
when you look upon your own shadowed face
and learn what others are forced to hide
when you live the life in anothers shoes
and endure their own unhapiness
if you had the ability to choose,
could you handle this?
a popular girl with a profound mind and a beautiful face
is found amongst her friends,
but at her home is abuse and fear
which she brings to her own deadly end.
as her body lay in a coffin,black,
Everyone wonderes,why?
She seemed to have such a wonderful life,
only she knew,why she had to die
Kelly wrote this one

Untitled~by rebecca dedicated to her cute boyfriend kirby!!

the shattered glass
lies on the floor
in a million peices
the light glints on the fragmented mirror
and the single drop of blood
in the center
of my shattered life
my only hope is one light
the love
reflected from the light of his eyes


Rows of yo's
like dominoes
one falls down
the other one goes


Sadness
My heart is full of darkness
my heart is full of rain
i once had hope in my life
but now it has been killed
i was full of happiness at one time
but now it is all pain
I feel i could never care about
someone so much again
i feel if i do ever care about
someone again they will die
i feel so lost and alone and i don't
know how long this pain will last,
i know that someday i will have color
in my life
instead of darkness
but not till all my sadness is gone
~Jenni warren~*my buddy


I woke up in god today
bloody morning
felt no reason there to pray
it's something I've misunderstood
and it's scattered my brain
i'm coming down
angel in heaven died and i know how
follow me down
and it scatters like obssessions i have hangin on my soul
daylight will swallow your dark mind
you can still that control
i'm in my own cell
and i ate the key
who are we?
not who we thought we were
it's scattered
it's everything i need
it's everything i hate
it's scattered
too dizzy
and i could swing
but why?
there's no reason
and we all though we were something
yeah we're all just suckers
pathetic little fuckers
heavens crashing down on earth
over you
over me
the angels are high
the rapists have wings
and who knew
that your god had this planned for me
and you
fire's in the sky
it's you and i and i
but the world ends and noone goes on
cuz heavens fallen
hell's finnaly frozen over
but what's the point in all the sadness
death
in all this life
noones noticed anyway
noone listening
~*i did this annoying long thing~*


Pull me
like a dog on a leash
drag me
like a rapist drags his victims
pick me
like the reddiest cherry
or a hitchiker
waitng for the next lonely fuck
to drive by
fuck me
like that whore down the street


Star light
star bright
sure feels right tonight
wish i may
wish i might
i'll fu*k anyone tonight


Power crazy
fucking lazy
heading for a sanctuary
give some reason for your treason
Damn my life
cuz it don't work
stabbing at my wrists with forks
standing at the edge of fate
god what was it i just ate
indegestion
guilt recession
bleeding out a few confessions

Be a friend
be a bitch
fuck my side
don't touch me there
eat a ho
pay me more
have that hit
rehab is for quiters
be yourself
don't act like that
sit up straight
suck my ovaries
get loaded quick
Dares my favirite class
Jimi hendrix died
Jim morrison,Kurt Cobain counted on my fingers
i'd like to be next
could i please?
my arm got ripped off
your mom blew off my head
theres a reason i quit that night
just for me
just for you
for the dog


as the days go by and the nights live
we sit on our asses
we know not what we do for we do it in shame
we sit and watch as the pthers fall one by one

Tacy*~

"I have found all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade away again"-Fuel
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matt shepard died for being who he was..if you don't know the story click here