welcome back to school gothypoo's you know you like it here.It's time for the soda tossers to come out from their job's at McDonlalds and return to the hallways of a school near you.I felt that i should write about how i feel about school starting.**sob**Am I the only one worried i mean really?really now folks::stray tomato thrown from crowd::this sacres me.I can't even joke about killing one of my friends.Should I really have to be talked to when i say something like,"i'm so mad i could rip out your heart and eat it" noone should take that seriuosly.Or should have to.I'm so worried but why I mean these assholes are never seriuos but then why do i cringe when I get a bad look.I'm the type of person that shouldn't be worried about it beacuse whoever went on the killing spree would be my friend right?At least that's what hear.It's kinda like when i hear,"I heard you were going to ill this girl today are you?"I don't remember wanting to kill anyone.Not a thought in my mind.This summer opened alot up for me.I went to see my girlfriend.I realized something,people are blind even me.I started to think about matt shepard,those kids at columbine,my friends and how worried i was for their lives.When you go to a school daily and threats are made to you,notes shoved in your locker telling you how you're going to hell you have to wonder why the jocks and the preps are scared.The basic theory most people seem to have nailed into their heads is that the goths are to blame.I think the goths are the ones to be afraid.People are ignorant.I should be used to it right?I mean why is there that part of you that still wants to believe that everyone is good?i try to think that but then I realize that as I'm doing this I'm making myself grounds for the next Matt shepard.
Funny thing,me and christina(freakychic420) were on a bus going nowhere really when we say some people on the bus from Gay pride.WE started talking to them and people just looked at us funny.No big deal,then me having to open my big mouth decided it would be funny to ask these yo guys if they were gay.and i made a pretty list of the insults that followed,
1.did u give head to a smurf?( i had blue lipstick on)
2.ever hear of jenny craig?( to christina who is not fat)
3.it's the people like you that make sun valley a bad town
4.would you do my mom?
I though they were retarded comments but despite that they hurt.I really wondered how people thought of the gay and bisexual community.I can't undesrtand how people come to think we're bad.
another good story
me and Christian were out again ay Hot topic talking to a friend of ours who works there.Well while i was talking to this friend she told me that her little sister was an old clasmate of mine.One who was a total bitch.And i told our friend that who immmediatly called her sister and bitcjed her out.Then her sister wanted to talk to me.*gasp*she was asking me how everything was how my summer was being all sickingly sweet and realizing that i haven't talked to her for 3 years except for when she called me a goth slut.I told her she was mean and gave her sister (our friend)back the phone.THis old classmate of mine decided to tell her mother what had happened.which got our buddy at Hot topic in trouble and us in shit at school since we go with her sister..The point was that on one of the about 5 times thier mother called back to Hot topic,her mother said,"if anything happens to your sister because of those kids i'm holding you responsible,i know how they are."this woman doesn't even know us.all she knows is that we dress gothic and like freak ravers.I guess that's enough to base an entire opinion of a person on.
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