The Greatest Story Ever Told by Amanda
The Greatest Story Ever Told
Part 4 in the Sixteen Candles series
by Amanda
Rating: PG
Short Summary: After three years, Pacey, Joey, and Andie confront Dawson.
Disclaimer: Is it just me, or is this whole "I-don't-own-DC" thing getting
redundant? Come on, I doubt the writers of the show are writing fanfiction
for mere viewers like myself...
Author's Note: Thoughts, flashbacks, and something to show that a word is
being enunciated are in **, so you'll have to figure that one out on your own.
Author's Note #2: (ALL OTHER AUTHORS PLEASE READ): This totally and completely
came from my own imagination, so if there's a part of your story that somehow
got into mine, it's purely coincidental, so please don't send me hate mail!
Someone did it to me and I was completely unaware I had used some of her story
in mine, and she was extremely harsh and rude about it. SO if you feel the
need, please make it non threatening!
Dawson inhaled sharply. That could only be the sound of one voice. Pacey's.
*I can't go on living my own life on such an ugly day-to-day basis as I do.
I have to put Capeside behind me.*
Joey's eyes filled with tears. *After 3 years, I've always dreamed of what
it'd be like when Dawson and everyone would finally reunite. I've scripted it
out, something I never thought I'd do, but now that the time is here, I'm
speechless.*
"Dawson? Is it...really you?" Pacey repeated.
Dawson slowly nodded, as the tears began to well up in his eyes. Here was
the answer to one of his biggest questions, and he had nothing to say.
After removing his jaw from the ground, Pacey only came up with one answer.
"Wow."
Joey finally regained composure and asked Dawson the question she had wanted
to ask him for the last years. "Why, Dawson?"
"Excuse me?" Dawson inquired, startled at Joey's sudden question.
"Why'd you go away?" her lower lip quivered as she forced herself not to cry.
"Because...everything was falling down from it's pedestal and I couldn't do a
thing to stop it. My parent's relationship went haywire and I lost you, Joey,
the only thing I could ever depend on. Then on what was supposed to be the
happiest 24 hours of my life, the day I turned 16, no one remembered. My two
best friends and even my own mother forgot it was my sixteenth birthday. It
was just too much to balance and it looked as though my only option was to run
away."
"But Dawson, you hurt so many people because so many people love you," Joey
tried to convince him.
"That's the thing, Jo. The only way I restrained myself from taking action
sooner is pretending my parents love me and my friends care about me. But
that was a joke. My whole life in Capeside was joke. Moreover, it was a
*lie.* Everything my little world turned out to be was a lie. So I had to
get out, to escape to somewhere where I could be truly loved and appreciated.
Do you even begin to understand how hard it was for me to realize no one gave
a damn about what I did? And what I do *now?* I had to accept that, by far
the most difficult thing I've ever done."
Joey couldn't believe what she was hearing. Dawson Leery, the one person who
never could look reality in the eye, faced it so quickly he felt no other
option than to run away? This was unreal.
"You really don't get the impact of what you did, do you, Dawson?" Joey
questioned. "In some way, you hurt everyone in that town. You hurt your
family and friends because we love you, and everyone else in their own way.
Abby, because she had no one to try to set Jen up with. Nellie, because she
had to find another worker for Screenplay Video. You hurt everyone in their
own significant way, and we couldn't find you. The time we spent attempting
to was wasted. And it broke our hearts."
Andie finally spoke up. "And everyone cared about you, Dawson. We still
do."
"Where'd you go, anyway?" Pacey asked.
"To my grandparent's in Connecticut. I made them promise to never tell my
parents...or anybody where I was. And they cared. They really, sincerely
cared," Dawson answered softly. "I felt a feeling a warmth I hadn't felt for
a long time. And I finally felt that someone cared."
"Daws-" Pacey began to say.
"Pace, it's no use! You'll never be able to make me believe I was loved in
Capeside! I know I wasn't!"
"Prove it," Pacey retorted.
"Okay...Pacey, you were always preoccupied with Andie, my parent's with their
statistical relationship, Jen with partying, and Joey with Jack and art. Then
I spent so much time understanding everyone and helping them sort out their
life, and yet I never received anything of the sort back. And no one seemed
to realize I had problems of my own...that just because I didn't have siblings
and my family wasn't as nearly dysfunctional as some people, I remained
blissfully happy and oblivious to everything around me."
Joey, Pacey, and Andie were stunned. These were the feelings and secrets
that had been bottled up inside of Dawson for all this time? No *wonder* he
had ran away from Capeside. Because that was the source of all the
dysfunction in his life.
"I'm sorry no one ever tried to comprehend, Dawson," Joey apologized.
"I understand, Jo. I've become so quick at understanding things, I'm
thinking of dropping my film obsession so I can understand people full-time."
"Don't joke about this, Dawson," Pacey told him sternly.
"Why not, Pacey? Because ever since that day, February 16, 1999, I've known
that everything I've become, everything I stand for, is a joke."
"This whole issue is one thing you'll never understand, Dawson," Joey sobbed.
It had been too painful to hold everything in.
"I guess we'll...see you around, Dawson," Pacey sighed. "I'm just tired, and
it would not be to my pleasure to continue fighting. "
"Fine, Pacey," Dawson replied.
Joey stayed behind as Pacey and Andie walked on. "Dawson, whatever you think
isn't true. Because Pacey loves you, in a platonic way, your parents love
you, in her own way, Jen loves you. But most of all, *I* love you." Joey
began to walk from him.
Everything kind of began to work like clockwork in Dawson's head, and the
conclusion was to take action. "Joey! Joey, wait!" Dawson ran over to Joey,
and made her face him. Dawson then took her face in his hands, leaned down
and kissed it. Joey responded eagerly.
*But could she be doing this only out of pity?* he wonder to himself.
Yeah right, like I'm going to leave those two there kissing with most things
unresolved.