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Shell Game
By M. Ryan
Part 7
Rumors
Laura
woke up with a sense of panic before realizing it was Saturday and she didn’t
have to get up early. No early tee time today. She lifted her
head to check the clock but couldn’t quite see the numbers. She could feel light breathing on the back
of her neck though, and rolled over onto her back, wincing at the sting of pins
and needles in the arm she had been lying on.
Chris didn’t move; her hands were fisted under her chin and the rest of
her was curled into a tight ball as she slept on her side. Laura yawned then reached over to touch the
pale blonde hair that spiked in disarray.
It was soft like she knew it would be.
In
sleep, Chris’ brow furrowed in concentration as if trying to figure out a
story’s angle. As she often did, Laura
watched the other woman sleep, knowing she wasn’t in any danger of being caught
in her observation. Her eyes followed the line of Chris’
shoulder, down a smooth arm, and then switched to the place where her waist
dipped in. Laura knew how Chris’ scent
would envelop her if she buried her face in the place between her neck and
shoulder, knew how the skin would feel, and knew that it was all as necessary
as breathing. So breathe now before you pass out.
She snorted a little guiltily.
You cannot possibly be turned on
again. Honestly, teenage boys have
nothing on you.
“You
could sleep for a little while longer, you know.” Chris didn’t even open her eyes; she just moved closer and
wrapped one arm around Laura’s waist.
“Ah,
no I couldn’t.”
Chris
sighed and kissed the shoulder that was now serving as her pillow. “What time are you meeting him?”
“Ten,
at the club. Maybe play a round then
we’re gonna go to the station.”
“This
bothers you.”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
Laura
blew at the blonde hair in exasperation.
“Well, it’s Sports Illustrated,
I hate giving interviews, and I’d rather spend my Saturday with you. They’ll ask about Dallas, They’ll ask about
my love life, they’ll ask about Mom and Dad, they’ll ask about my plans for the
future, they’ll ask about…”
“Baby,
he’s a reporter, that’s what they’re supposed to do.”
“I
know.” Laura scowled.
Chris
snickered. “It’s so endearing how you
hate my profession.”
“I
don’t hate the profession and it’s my profession too. I just hate when it’s
practiced on me.” She turned to face
Chris and sealed their bodies together.
“I’d much rather loll around here with you all day. Read the paper, watch a video, grill some
steaks, nuzzle your neck…you know, that kind of stuff.” Laura moved just the tips of her fingers
absorbing the feel of silky skin with the slight motion. “You’re so beautiful,” she whispered.
Chris
didn’t say anything for a moment, and then unglamorously scratched her
nose. “Nah, it’s just a good on-air
face.”
“No…I
mean it is, but it’s much more than that.”
Laura struggled to make her point.
“I never really considered what would attract me to another person, or
what I personally found attractive.
Just that you have the most beautiful skin and the most wonderful
smile. It’s staggering sometimes, how
lovely you are to look at. Sometimes
you’ll turn just so and I’m completely lost.”
She shrugged, thinking her description inadequate, unused to waxing
lyrical.
“Good
to know.” Chris murmured.
“Will
it always be this way?” Laura asked
softly.
“What
do you mean?”
Laura
sighed. “You know, this comfortable and
still cool and different. Will I always
look for you in crowds? Will I always
wish I’d told you one more thing before I had to go or you had to go?”
“Do
you want it to?” Chris looked back into
blue eyes and lifted a finger to smooth the worry lines between Laura’s
eyebrows.
“No.” Laura ran her tongue around her teeth. “This is still pretty new. Will we get disgusted when we really get to know each other? Familiarity breeds contempt and all
that…although the Catholic Church’s belief is that familiarity simply breeds. Forgot
where I read that.”
“Hmm.” Chris swallowed a laugh.
*******************
“So
spill it.”
“What?” Chris concentrated mightily on the stack of
tapes on her desk and after trying to decipher Jody’s handwriting on one of
them, pushed it to the recycle pile.
“What
was dinner all about the other night?
Get any good dirt? What are you doing here on Saturday anyway?”
Chris
squinted up at the taller woman. “Could
you be any more inquisitive?”
“Nosy’s
what you mean.” Tori dropped her purse
next to her desk and sat down, flipping on her computer. “Just wondering what’s going on. You two looked pretty cozy.” As usual on a weekend with the next newscast
some eight hours away, the newsroom was empty and quiet except for the
occasional squawk from the scanners.
“It
was dinner.” By stating the fact Chris
hoped to avoid a denial and a lie. “And
I just came in to look something up and decided to clean my desk a bit.”
“Yeah? How’s your story going…the one on the
investigation?”
“Slow.” Chris pushed a lock of hair away from her
eyes. “I can usually get someone to
talk, but this time they’ve really closed ranks.”
“The
Police?”
“Uh
huh. I’m not sure how anything good can
come out of this. No matter which way
it goes. If they clear the ones involved, some of these neighborhoods like
Cedar Grove and Martindale that’ve had grievances against BFPD will go
insane. If the investigation shows that
the officers set the guy up, fabricated their stories and rigged the crime
scene, the police department will have to be gutted.”
“And
it’s necessary if that’s the case.”
“I
know. But that’ll be pretty ugly
too.” Chris blew out a frustrated
breath.
Tori
brightened and made an attempt to draw Chris out of her mood. “Listen, why don’t we catch that girl over
at Peppermints tonight? I’ve heard her
before; she sounds a little Shawn Colvinish.
You’d like her.”
“No,
I don’t think…” She was interrupted
when Laura pushed open the door to the newsroom ahead of a man dressed in
khakis and a tweed sport jacket over a polo shirt.
“Newsroom. Tori, Chris.” She waved her arm in their direction.
“Well
I can tell that this is a newsroom, but which is Tori and which is Chris?” The man asked with a smile, “Jay Felder, Sports Illustrated.”
“Really?” Tori turned on the charm. “Victoria Chiles. So the boss gets an interview in SI. Cover story?”
“God
I hope not,” Laura muttered.
“That’s
not my call. Since she’s Tori, you must
be Chris.”
“That’s
me.”
“You’d
be the Christine Hanson of the demolished live truck? I read about it in one of the trades.”
Chris
winced. “Some things you never live
down. Did you play golf with her
today?” She jerked her thumb in Laura’s
direction.
“Oh
yeah.”
“Did
she kick your butt?”
“Peter
kicked my butt and she in turn kicked his.
We played that round in less than three and a half hours and we walked.
I don’t remember the last time I finished in under five and I always
ride.”
“Hmm. What’re you guys doing here on Saturday?” Laura looked around. “Who’s supposed to be minding the store?”
“Ellen
just left, I told her I’d cover until Henry came in.” Chris answered, referring to the weekend producer and the
EP. “I just needed to take care of some
stuff.”
“’Kay. C’mon Jay, the sooner we get this over with,
the sooner you’re on that plane.”
“She
really hates this.” Jay observed.
“Has
she been rude?” Chris asked the
question lightly. “We’ve tried the Miss
Manners thing but she just won’t listen.”
“Nooo. It’s just a feeling.” He chuckled and followed the taller
woman. “It was a pleasure Tori, Chris.”
Chris
turned back to her desk, still laughing.
“My
god, you have a crush on her.” Tori
made the statement flatly.
Chris
spun around to face her. “No. I do not have a crush on her.” She stared fiercely at the other woman,
figuring she could hold the pose as long as she needed to. It didn’t have the desired effect.
“No,
you don’t.” Tori snorted. “You’re too far gone for a crush.”
********************
“You
have quite a bit of eye candy here.”
“That’s
not very politically correct and almost insulting.”
“C’mon,
I’ve been in the business. Looks count
for everything. I was the sports anchor
at WEWS.”
“Cleveland.” Laura answered absently. “That’s where I remember you from. I saw your tape when I was in Dallas. I was
the EP. You did a story on…NASCAR in
the north. It was very well written and
your standup was memorable, but probably not a good idea to send a resume tape
to a southern market poking fun at the hicks who follow stock car racing.”
Jay
chuckled. “You have a good memory and
that’s a valid point, but I wanted to work in Dallas at the time.”
“So
why aren’t you still doing the anchor thing?”
“This
is more fun and you don’t have to dress up.”
“And
the travel.”
“Sure.
I’ve met some of the best athletes in the world. Some are what you expect and others…well, I guess an ego is a
prerequisite.”
Laura
unlocked the door to her office and let Jay into the small waiting area that
led to her sanctum. “Kind of like
on-air talent?”
“Exactly. So why didn’t you go that route? Your father had great presence and he was a
strong storyteller.” He sat down in one
of the chairs and pulled a notebook and tape recorder from the inside pocket of
his jacket.
“Care
for anything to drink?” Jay shook his
head and Laura pulled a small glass bottle of coke out of the executive
refrigerator. She popped the cap, wiped
the top and took a swig before answering.
“My mother wanted me to play golf, my father wanted me to be a reporter. I went to Texas and majored in Journalism on
a golf scholarship. I wanted to go to
Arizona, but they never looked twice.
To this day I’m not sure why except that I did have a bit of a temper
then. I know I broke, trashed and ruined a small fortune in clubs and putters.”
“How’d
you learn to control it?”
“I
haven’t.” She gave a tight smile. “I just learned to hide it.”
“But
that doesn’t answer my question.”
“I’m
not a strong storyteller, and I am a terrible reporter. My father knew that, but
he wanted me to give the business a try.
And so I did. I’m a decent
producer and I can get the most out of a newsroom. But that seems to be where my journalistic talent stops.” She took another sip from the bottle and
gestured at the huge dark cherry desk.
“I’m not sure this is exactly what he had in mind.”
“What
about your Mother?”
“Mom
knew.
She knew that I’d always want to play for a living and that it was
only a matter of time. She and my Dad
probably had a bet on how long I’d last in news before I bolted.”
“What
would your Dad have bet?”
“Ten
years.” He would have stuck to the deal.
“And
your Mom?”
“Seven. Tops.”
“Who
wins? When are you going to turn pro?”
Laura
tilted her head back, considering the question and the implications. “When I can do it with a clear conscience.”
*********************
“I’m
going to ply you with liquor and guacamole until you tell me everything.
Two...nonsmoking.” Tori leaned against
the hostess podium at Lupe’s while they waited to be seated at a table. Chris crossed her arms and tried to glower.
“I’m
not drinking these days, alcohol promotes fat storage. Can we have a table on the patio?”
“Oh
god Chris, it’s hot outside.”
“There
are fans.” And no one else will be out there.
“Is that okay Rose?”
“Anything
for you Chris.” The hostess waved for
them to follow and Chris and Tori obliged. Wrought iron tables were set up on
the covered patio and they were seated at the edge overlooking the flowerbeds
that faced the street. There was almost
no traffic, so it was much quieter than the interior of the restaurant. They settled in and Chris opened her menu
as much to hide from Tori as to begin the laborious process of choosing a dish. The Chips and Salsa arrived but Chris made
no move to start snacking. Finally she
looked up from the menu. “I am not a
specimen on a microscope slide, you know.”
Tori’s
answer was to cross her arms and shrug before replying. “I’m trying to figure out the best way to
approach this.”
“She’s
gonna want a marguerita.” Chris told the waitress. “On the rocks, no salt.
I’ll have water, no, wait, a Coke.”
“Do
you order for Kaz when y’all go out?”
“We
don’t go out.”
“You’re
a terrible liar Chris. No poker face
whatsoever.” Tori started on the chips,
scooping up the chunky salsa and crunching thoughtfully. “You know I’ll get it
all out of you eventually. You haven’t
vehemently denied anything, it’s been half-hearted at best, so I’m guessing
you’re dying to tell somebody something.” She shrugged again. “Might as well be me since I’m putting the
pieces together anyway.”
Chris
rubbed her chin as she considered the other woman’s argument. She supposed that if the situation had been
reversed she would present her case in much the same manner.
“So
when you went on vacation, did you really stay in Nashville, or did you take a
trip to Cincinnati to watch our GM play a little golf?”
“I
was in Nashville.” Chris felt fairly
comfortable with the half-truth.
“But
did you end up in Cincinnati?”
“I…”
Chris nodded slowly. “…Caught a round
in Cincinnati.” There. It was out.
In more ways than one. “Actually she showed up on my parent’s
doorstep that Saturday night and we drove over for her final round.” She finished the statement in a mumbled tone
just as the waitress arrived with their drinks and to take their order. Dispatched with an order for beef and
Chicken fajitas, she bustled off, leaving the two women alone on the
patio. Chris scrunched her face in
consternation, already regretting the release of the information, and still
wanting to tell her more. “You know of
course, I have to kill you now.”
“Don’t
be overly dramatic.”
“Who
else in the newsroom knows or is talking about it?”
Tori
cleared her throat a little uncomfortably.
“Actually, they’re talking about you…and me.”
“No
shit?” Chris couldn’t help but laugh.
“Oh,
well now I’m crushed.”
“Don’t
be. I guess Rendally’s slip was pretty
much right on the money where newsroom gossip is concerned.” Chris cocked her had. “Does it bother you?”
Tori
waved her hand dismissively. “Nah. There’s going to be gossip no matter what
you do so you might as well hang out with the people you enjoy.”
“I
guess.” She took a sip of her Coke,
then used her napkin to wipe some of the condensed water off the side of the
glass. “I’ll probably kick myself later
for asking, but how did you know?”
“The
other night at the restaurant. I mean,
I knew you were seeing someone, and even though you said it was complicated, it
wasn’t solely complicated because you’re gay, it was complicated because of who
it was. I don’t think you’d date
someone who was married, that’s just not your style, which only leaves someone
at work.” Tori ticked off her points in
a logical, matter of fact manner, and added with a shrug, “Then I saw the way she looked at you. Hell, I’d probably jump the fence if some
girl looked at me like that.”
Chris
blushed. “So it was that easy?”
“Pretty
much.”
“Then
why hasn’t someone else made the connection?”
“I’m
not saying that they haven’t, they just aren’t talking about it.”
“Hmm.” Chris leaned back in the chair and steepled
her fingers thoughtfully. “So what
else?”
“What
happens next? Do you get a joint
checking account, move in together, what?”
“You’ve
got to be kidding.” Chris gave a
disbelieving laugh. “Number one, you’re
jumping the gun a bit, number two, there is no openly gay lifestyle available
for me as long as I’m on air.”
“She
tell you that?”
“It’s
a question of reality.”
“Anchors
live openly gay lifestyles in other markets.
“Yeah,
in Philly or New York, LA or Dallas but not Burkett Falls, middle hole in the
Bible Belt.” In frustration, Chris
grabbed a chip and bit down. “See, They
won’t ever come out and fire me because I’m gay. It’ll be like, you were late this day or that day, you blew a
story or you’re just too hard on equipment.
At some point someone will start making a file and even if there’s no
real evidence of moral turpitude…don’t you love that expression? I’ll be fired for cause and there will be
paper to back it up. I won’t even
remember half the shit that’ll be in there.”
“Would
Kaz do that to you?”
“She
told me once she’d take me off the air.”
“That’s
cold. Geez Chris, why would you want to
be involved with someone like that?
That’s beyond hypocritical.”
“She
also told me that if it happens to file suit and she gave me the goods to fight
it.”
Tori
looked puzzled. “But why? I don’t get it. You love her?”
“Yes.”
“She
love you?”
“Says
she does.”
“Do
you doubt that?”
Chris
blew out a breath impatiently.
“No. I think she does. Or as much as she can.” She tried for a different approach. “You know the story, she was in Dallas and
she popped the main anchor there.”
“Roger
something-or-other.”
“Yeah. Anyway, corporate moved her here to be News
Director with the promise that she’d get to be GM at KDAL after Roger retired
and the GM there was moved up to regional manager.”
Tori
shrugged, “It’s not a bad deal.”
“Except
that Roger croaked and they wanted to move her back as News Director, not GM.”
“Ah.”
Chris
closed her eyes and chose her words.
“At the time I was devastated. I
knew she’d just go back there…maybe there’d be a little contact at first, but
eventually she’d just drift away.”
“That’s
a rational fear.”
“But
she cut a deal and ended up the GM here.
Sometimes I think it would have been better if she’d gone,” Chris mused.
“Why?”
“We
wouldn’t both be under the microscope.”
Tori
shook her head. “That wouldn’t solve
your problem. You’d have to stay here
for the duration of your contract anyway.
Trust me, it’s better that you’re in the same place.”
“Yes
and no. You see, I think it suits her
that there are barriers in place.”
“What
does that mean?”
“As
long as we both have career obstacles, there won’t be any joint checking
account and there won’t be a single household.
In a way she gets to keep her independent life and also keep the risks
to a minimum.” Chris winced at how
disloyal it sounded, but couldn’t seem to stop. “Maybe once in a lifetime you fall in love and you realize that
you’re never going to feel this strongly about another human being. Ever. You’ll do anything for that person. Reasonable or unreasonable. All your good sense seems to go out the
window. It’s almost like you’re
addicted and you live for the next time you’ll be with them. If you’re really lucky it’s two sided. They’re just as bonkers as you are.”
“Are
you lucky?”
“Sometimes
I’m just not sure. I guess some is
better than none. At least that’s how
I’ve rationalized it.”
Tori
shook her head. “But for how long?”
Chris
considered for a moment. “On a good
day? It’s enough, but just barely.”
“And
on a bad day?”
“That’s
the really hard part.”
*******************
On
Monday Chris stood in the field next to the abandoned theater on 70th
Street and bit her lip as she looked around.
The police tape was gone of course, as were the bloodstains, but knowing
what had happened there made her shiver despite the summer heat. A thunderstorm was brewing and the angry
clouds in the sky matched the mood of the people in this working class
neighborhood. “He had no priors,” She
muttered. “He was at BFCC working on
his associate’s degree in accounting. A
smart kid, so why did he run from the cops?
And why were there so many of them here?”
“Ready
for your standup?” Jody put the camera
down and shook out the tripod, setting it up with a minimum amount of fuss.
“We
got enough light?”
“Oh
yeah, and nice dramatic clouds too.
It’ll be as subtle as a jackhammer.”
“Well,
we are a business of clichés.” Chris
grimaced and brushed a burr off of her slacks.
“It doesn’t make any sense.”
“Ain’t
gonna make no sense.” They turned to
see a man walking up to them in greasy jeans and a stained blue uniform shirt
with a name stitched above the pocket.
“You’re lookin’ in the wrong place.
It just finished up here. The
mess started over there.” The man
jerked his head toward the street.
“Down at the Liquor Bank.”
“Liquor
bank?”
“You
know, it’s a liquor store that cashes checks and does payday loans.” Jody supplied.
“What
did you see?” Chris asked the question
softly, afraid of scaring off her only potential lead.
The
man spat. “Ain’t for me to say. I’m just tellin’ you to start at the Liquor
Bank. Boy had no business bein’ in
there. He paid a high ‘nuff price. I don’t intend to.” He spat again, turned and walked away. Chris would have followed but Jody grabbed
her arm.
“No
don’t.”
“Why?
We didn’t even get his name.”
“But
we know he works at Macy’s Garage over there.”
“His
shirt?”
“Yeah.”
“Sorry,
I couldn’t read it.” She tapped two
fingers against her upper lip.
“What
are you thinking, Chris?”
“Tax
records.”
************************
Corporate
visitors were always a pain but Laura was looking forward to seeing Brian
again. He was their Regional Manager
and was responsible for ten stations.
She wondered if he was having the same kinds of problems adjusting to
the new responsibilities as she was.
She could have lived without the visit by Don Farmer.
Laura
never passed up a chance to get her boots polished at the airport. It was perfect down time and she took the
opportunity to read the paper, flipping through to the sports page first and
missing the daily documentation of the Cowboys and their woes that was such a
staple of the Dallas paper.
“Need
new heels.” The shoeshine man was
laconic in his advice.
“I
know. Just never seem to have the
time.”
He
finished and she paid him, checked her watch and headed to the arrival
gate. She only had to wait a few
minutes before Brian came out of the plastic tunnel and he smiled when he saw
her. “Kaz! How’s my favorite all-time ND?
Been out in the sun…course you have, you look great.”
“You
look a little pasty Brian. You need to
get out the office more.”
“Nah,
it’s the plane. Landing was a little
rough.” Don Farmer and another man that
Laura did not recognize joined them.
Brian took care of the introductions.
“This is Thomas Reed, He’s doing a study on the efficiency of some of
our stations. We’ll get the benefits of
his expertise this week.”
It
was a good excuse, delivered smoothly, but Laura didn’t buy it. You
are such a cynic. I’ll grill you later
Brian. One eyebrow raised in a mock
threat at her former GM before she turned to the other man. “I hope you don’t find much to complain
about.”
“I
can almost always find something.” His
voice was deep with a slight northeastern accent, a nice smile and
dimples. He made Laura uneasy and she
resisted the urge to wipe off her hand after he shook it.
“I’ll
bet.” She turned to Don; “Did you check
anything?”
“I
never check anything, we’re all good to go.”
She
led them down the concourse, past baggage claim and out to the short-term
parking lot. The heat was rising over
the cars even though it was not quit noon.
She got them all into the Accord and rolling out of the airport with a
minimum of fuss. The traffic wasn’t bad
and she was on the interstate quickly.
The
first part of a corporate visit always included pleasantries and catch up. Brian filled Laura in on mutual
acquaintances and gossip; she passed on some rumors about available
talent. Don and Thomas were quiet
during the ride, only laughing occasionally at one of Brian’s jokes. It didn’t bode well for the rest of the visit.
With
June’s help she stashed them in the conference room and when she left they were
busy dialing up the network on their laptops to check their Email. Laura figured on giving them a half-hour
then serve lunch with all the department heads in attendance. She gave a passing glance at her own Email
and looked up when June handed her a stack of checks to sign. “Anything blow up while I was gone?”
“Smooth
sailing…so far.”
“Let’s
try and keep it that way. Call the
managers and remind them about lunch, will you?”
“Sorry
I’m going to miss it.” June said with a
smile.
“Wish
I was.” Laura sighed.
*************************************
“What
is it you’re looking for?”
Chris
smiled at the woman across the counter at the Burkett County Tax Assessors
Office. “I’m looking for the property
owner at 3143 West 70th.”
“Is
that a private residence?”
“No,
Business.”
“Won’t
take a minute then. If you want copies
that’ll be ten dollars.”
“Okay.”
Chris answered. The information was
free, but they needed the documentation if there was anything of note. She ran her hand along the edge of the
counter as they waited. The woman
returned after just a few minutes with two Xerox copies.
“One’s
a little clearer than the other, but you can have them both.”
“Thank
you so much.” It took a second for
Chris to find the ownership line and a second longer to digest the
information. John P. Donnelly? Jack? “It’s not pay dirt but it’s
interesting.” Chris smiled at Jody in
satisfaction.
****************************
Laura had to admit that Keith was better
prepared for Corporate than she was. He
gave her an outline of his concerns and needs before they sat down to lunch and
she took a moment to go over them with him.
Is it just that the grass is always greener? I didn’t realize how easy that job was when
I had it. Just promoted to your level of
incompetence I guess. “Okay, I’ll back you up, but nothing they say
is gospel you know. They’ll leave here
promising all kinds of goodies and consideration…We’ll put in a capital request
and get turned down flat.”
“I
know. I’m learning to not be quite so
naïve. But if I tell ‘em that we need a
new set to go along with the new graphics package, then they’ll be almost
relieved when I say I’ll settle for a new audio board. Don’t you think?”
“Well,
it’s sound logic. Don’t know if it’ll work.”
She led the way into the conference room and made the
introductions. The luncheon was stiff
and uncomfortable and no one said much of anything. Looking across the table, Laura could tell that Mark was sulking
and it had nothing to do with the numbers they had gone over earlier. Normally, the GSM could count on the support
of the Regional Manager, since they shared a background in sales. But Mark was without allies in Brian and Don,
and his resentment was evident. No
doubt he would be the one supplying Thomas Reed with real and imagined
inefficiencies.
Once
lunch was over Brian went off to talk with Mark and the Sales staff and Don
took off to the newsroom with Keith.
Laura was left to take Thomas around the building and try to give him
some background information on the station.
He took copious notes, without humor, and asked enough questions to
rival a five-year-old child.
“The
chain of command in the newsroom?
“News
Director, Managing Editor—we’re trying to fill that position, Executive
Producer, Producers, Assignment Editor then reporters, anchors and
photogs. Forty five in all, we could
use some more.” Laura answered as she
opened the door to the newsroom and the bedlam spilled out. Sounds
the same way I did when I was checking the place out.
After
two hours it was a relief to bring him back to the conference room for him to
sort out his notes and check his Email.
She was hoping for just a smidgen of downtime when Keith and Don came
back into her office. “Tight Newsroom
Kaz. Wish all of ours were like this.
“Keith
works hard.”
“What
I think we’ll do is watch the Five and the Six here in your office, then get
some dinner at the hotel. We can talk a
little there.”
“Who
else?”
“Elly
and Mark, I think.” He tossed his
jacket over a chair and loosened his tie.
Laura
gave an inward groan. Another late night and another meal. Don’t these
guys eat at home?
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A little
dinner, some shoptalk, how bad can it be?
Laura tried to be optimistic, she really did, but by the time they were
halfway through with dinner, the GSM was on her last nerve, his constant
criticism under the guise of just pointing a few things out, was making Laura
angry and defensive. Brian didn’t say
much and Laura couldn’t really get an accurate read of how he was interpreting
Mark’s observations. Keith and Thomas
Reed ate silently, neither contributing.
“If
you bottom out the rate card, you’ve essentially said that what you have is not
valuable. Then when the economy
improves, how do you re-establish that value?
I know it got us close to budget for the quarter, but how do we boost
those rates for the fourth quarter and Christmas buys?”
“That’s
true Mark, but it was on a very limited basis.
Like a sale, to get rid of last year’s fashions. We weren’t going to extend it.” Laura figured Brian wasn’t going to
contribute and it was probably a little test anyway. “As it was, we got a lot of business we wouldn’t have gotten
anyway, and it carried through. We
don’t have a ratings problem, so you can’t say that the product isn’t
valuable.”
“The
perception of the advertiser is the reality, Kaz.”
Laura
kept her frustration under wraps. What
bothered Mark was that she tinkered with his precious rate card; in his way of
thinking, she was a news director and didn’t have any right. Understanding that didn’t make anything
easier, nor did boredom with the topic.
“But
we were one of only three stations who even came close to hitting our
numbers. Let’s wait and see on fourth
quarter. You have good books to sell
from, and that is not something you’ve had in the past.”
“That’s
true, Mark.” Brian effectively ended
the conversation and turned to Elly.
“You’re the one who seems to know everything that’s going on in the
market…”
“I
have lots of talkative TV friends.”
“…What
do you hear from across the street?”
Elly
took a sip of water. “Channel 4 is
pretty quiet. They did get a new
weather graphics system that they’ll launch in November. It’ll make them look more like the Weather
Channel. I’m guessing they paid about
50k for that. They have some deep
pockets over there. No talent changes,
but their weekend weather guy was arrested for writing bad checks. They pulled him off the air for a bit, then
stuck him on the morning show. Channel
12 is same-old, same-old. Since you’re
moving us up in line for the news graphics package, we should have a whole new
look for November, then it depends on how much support I get for outside
media.” She raised her eyebrows in
question.
“As
much as you have budgeted.” Don Farmer
answered.
“Oh
well then. At least you’re not taking
it back.”
“Any
other rumors?” Don laid his napkin down
beside his plate.
“Nothing
significant.” Elly said it slowly,
“Why?”
He
nodded at Brian as if for permission.
“We heard an interesting one.
Tell me about your two anchors…Christine Hanson and Victoria Chiles?”
“What
about them?” Laura asked.
“He
wants to know if they’re gay.” Elly
said it matter-of-factly. Don looked
momentarily deflated. “Don’t you?” Elly asked innocently.
The
Director of News Operations chuffed in an irritated manner. “This came out of your own newsroom.”
“Who?” Keith was angry now.
“It
was on condition of anonymity. We
figured it was a disgruntled employee, but there might be some validity to
it. Obviously there is, or you wouldn’t
have even known that I was going to ask.”
“Oh
for Christ’s sake!” Laura snapped.
“Tori has a boyfriend…they’re moving in together next week. There’s no way that she and Chris are
sleeping together. It was probably that
little weasel Terrence, who wanted to go to our sister station in Birmingham
and is convinced that I sabotaged his chances.”
“Did
you?” Brian asked.
“Fuck
no. He can do that all by
himself.” Laura forced a calm she
didn’t feel.
“Neverthless…”
Don interjected.
“Nevertheless,
it’s irrelevant. It’s newsroom
gossip. Okay, they’re two anchors that
actually get along…granted, that’s bizarre, but you said so yourself, the
newsroom is very tight. Perhaps Mr. Reed has found something to complain about,
but for the most part Keith and I have given you what you wanted…A smooth
running news organization in a highly profitable station. Tori and Chris are major reasons why. If you’d rather take the word of someone who
is not dedicated to being a part of that, who has ignored the chain of command
and gone crying to corporate when things didn’t go his way, then there is
nothing that I can say to convince you otherwise.” Laura finished her tirade and felt sick to her stomach. Everything
was true. I never lied.
For
all intents and purposes dinner was over after that. The check came and Laura took care of it. Mark, Elly and Keith left for the parking
area and she walked Don, Brian and Thomas to the bank of elevators.
“We’ll
see you tomorrow, Kaz” Don said as the doors slid open.
“Buy
you a drink Kaz?” Brian smiled after
the two men got on the elevator and he waved them ahead. “Just you and me?”
“I’d
like that.”
The
bar was almost empty and they sat at a table in the corner. Brian ordered a vodka martini and Laura
chose to stay with Coke, even if it meant that she’d have trouble
sleeping. He asked about the Amateur
and the Open and laughed over her humiliation at exposing her white feet when
she stood in the water at 17. He was
still her boss though, and friend or not, she couldn’t forget that. “What bothers you most about it? Being GM, I mean.”
“Umm. Dealing with Sales.” She rubbed an eyebrow. “I think Mark would sell his mother if he
could get a good rate.”
Brian
Laughed. “He is a good GSM, Kaz, if a
little unimaginative. You need to
listen to him more.”
Laura
leaned forward and propped her chin on her hand. “I could listen to him if he didn’t resent me so much. He wanted to be GM, and I’m in his way.”
“He’ll
get his station.”
“Will
he?” Laura’s eyes never wavered. “Are we for Sale?”
“No.” Brian never wavered. “Station’s too valuable.”
“I
know how it works. We’ll be the last to
know.”
“It’s
not like that.”
Laura
looked at her boss and smiled sadly. “I
wanted to stay with the company because there was a substantial reward for me
to do so. Enough so that I could
finance a few years playing golf…if I sucked and never earned a dime. But I read the financial reports and I’m not
sure that money’ll be there. It’s kinda
like a shell game. We see the money
‘cause TV makes money, lots of money, but then it disappears and you can’t keep
up with where it’s gone. Into VP’s
salaries and expense accounts, to pay off interest on loans or into furnishing
the nice corporate headquarters. Whatever.
The point is we have a 50% profit margin and the money just
vanishes. If we’re sold, I make off
like a bandit. I’ll get a cut even if
they fire my ass. But my managers,
Elly, Keith, Lisa, Richard, Phyliss and even Mark are left high and dry. None of them are vested.” She took a sip of her Coke. “So, understand that I don’t want to have to
be the one to tell them that there ain’t no pea under that shell.”
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“Well,
this is a change.” Laura said as she
took off her watch and laid it on the bookshelf. The apartment was over-air-conditioned and chilly, but she
couldn’t think of any time she’d been so relieved to be home. “Did you eat?”
Chris
was stretched out on the sofa reading a Newsweek
magazine, her jacket was draped over a chair and her shoes were in the
middle of the floor. “Yep, I had a
burger and a big ol’ shake from Sonic.
Looks like you’ve been through the ringer. Siddown on the floor and I’ll give you a neck rub.”
Laura
didn’t need any prompting and settled down on the floor, next to the sofa and
between the smaller woman’s legs.
“Yeah, right there. That would
be the last nerve that they were getting on.” She said as Chris started on the
base of her neck with a circular motion.
“Bad
day?”
“Predictable
day. And more tomorrow.”
“Anything
you can tell me?”
Laura
closed her eyes. “It’s all about gossip
and rumors. Did you know that you and
Tori are sleeping together?”
Chris
concentrated on working out a knot.
“Yeah, I did.”
“Really?” Laura was surprised and turned around to
look at her.
“Tori
told me.” She shrugged. “That didn’t sound right. Tori said that was the hot topic in the
newsroom, I mean. She wasn’t freaked
about it or anything. How did that come
up?”
“Don
mentioned it. Wanted to know what was
going on. I said there was no way you
were sleeping with Tori.”
Chris
knew Laura was being evasive, but she just let it slide. “Well, I could be sleeping with Tori. She’s really hot.”
“You
could, but I think Josh would object.
Unless he wanted a two-fer.”
“Guys
always want a two-fer.”
Laura
scratched her knee absently. “I
probably overreacted. I was just
pissed. I’m always pissed these days.” She looked over her shoulder. “I’d object too, you know.”
“Yeah? I don’t think you have to worry about
that.” She draped her arms around
Laura’s neck and rested her chin on top of the dark head. On a good day it’s enough.
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“Nooo,
not you too Elly.” Laura half-mockingly
clapped her hand to her forehead when she saw the Promotion Manager standing in
her doorway.
“Relax. No questions, I just have some
answers.” She tapped the back of the
chair but didn’t sit. Laura recognized
it as a sign of a quick visit or that Elly had something interesting to say and
couldn’t sit still. Her hair wasn’t
wild, but it was a little too tame as though she’d run a comb through it before
coming into the office. “About that
matter we discussed earlier last week, I have found an established pattern over
one month that involves a total of eight clients. Six are represented by the same agency, plus the beginnings of a
paper trail.”
“Is
it rock solid?”
“Oh
yeah. The question is, do you want this
out in the open while Corporate is here?
It might flush him out faster.”
Laura
shook her head slowly. “No. Not while they’re here. We’re not quite ready. Make sure you have
copies of everything.”
“Okay.” Elly nodded. “Point two: No more
surprises like last night.”
“You
were surprised?” Laura leaned back in
her chair and had to bite the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing.
“It
was an odd twist,” Elly allowed. “I
don’t want to be in that crossfire again.”
“What
else.”
Elly
was almost twitching at his point. “Mr.
Reed looked very familiar, so I Googled him.”
“You
did what?”
“Google. It’s a search engine on the Internet. Very nice, very clean, no ads, really
efficient. Thomas Reed would appreciate
the efficient part.” She grinned
wryly, “Seems Mr. Reed is the Vice
President of Property Acquisition for Madison Broadcasting. Kaz, The sharks are coming.”
He lied. “Oh shit.”
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To Be Continued
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