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I want to dedicate this to my bud Angelic Cat. Peace!!!!!

I see that look you have in your eyes.
This love of mine is no surprise.
The things we shared.
Unlike no one compared.

Our love was never meant to be.
This love we had, you and me.
For I was the slayer, and you were the foe.
Although you could be a handsome Romeo.

This life of mine, I'm destined to live.
This life of mine I'm willing to give.
In your arms, I felt so strong.
In my heart is where you belong.

The time has come, I have to kill you.
The things of the past I can't undo.
I'd quiet content dying by your hand.
We could fade away to another land.

You and I were destined to be.
I love that we both shall see.
We were together in life, and shall be in death.
I will see your face as I draw my last breath.

She's so cute in her own little way.
I hope she has come to stay.
Her hair bright red, and sparkling eyes to match
For she truly is a great catch.

He looks at me in an inquisitive way.
I love him more with each passing day.
His shy looks, and warm smiles.
Sure ain't nothin like Giles.

We fit together so well.
Our friendship is swell.
He has me, I have him.
Our outlook is bright while others are dim.

Dear Diary:

I miss him so much. He knows me so well. He knows all my weaknesses he knows my strengths. When ever I think of him, I can't contemplate killing him. I'd want to die by his hand . If he can't come back to me, I can't live like this, I refuse to. There smut be some way. I feel empty without him. OH GOD what do I do????