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Sunday, November 30, 1997
Dear Diary,
As usual school was a drag. Giles kept pestering me about me mixing my
slaying life with my social life(as if I had one). I wanna tell Xander
so badly that Willow likes him!!! But she's my best friend, so I'll just
have to keep my mouth shut, but hey who knows? Maybe things will work
out between that Oz-guy and her!
Y'know what Diary? Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be a
vampire like Angel. Mmm! Angel, my love! Xander has this grudge against
him, I'll talk to him tomorrow, but I gotta go because I have date with
Angel tonight!!!
Buffy Summers
Sun.Nov.30/97
What is Xander's problem? The truth is that I'm a little jealous of Xander because he gets to be with Buffy when I can't. I always have the same dream or the same nightmare over and over. The dream is that when Buffy is old enough, I plan to ask her to marry me and the nightmare is that Drusilla gains full power, destroys Sunnydale, and kills all the people I love to get revenge. She kills my sweetheart Buffy, and Willow, Giles, Cordelia and Xander...well who cares about Cordy and Xander. My! Look at the time! I'm late for my date with Buffy at the Bronze! Later, Angelus
Saturday, December 6, 1997
Dear Diary,
I didn't write in a long time because I've been busy with...what else?
Slaying stuff. Giles really needs someone. Too bad things didn't work
out with him and Miss Calender! Hmmm...maybe I could try and get them
back together!!!! No, wait, I suck at match-making.Maybe I could ask
Cordelia, even though she doesn't like me much. I've got so much
homework!!! I'll never get it done in time!!! I wonder what Angel is
doing. Y'know, I don't like that Drusilla girl. I should have killed her
when I had the chance that night.Well, that's all for now, I'm not
really the type of girl who can write on for hours in a book. Buh bye
Buffy
Fri.Dec.5/97
What can I write about??? I used to have a thing for Darla, but she's
gone,, then I had a thing for Spike's girl, but now I'm certain, that
the only girl for me is Buffy. Buffy. That's such a unique name. I love
it. Y'know, one day I oughta punch Xander in the face, just for the fun
of it. Ha, ha, ha. Well later. Gotta drink,eat, whatever.
Angel
Wednesday, December 17, 1997
Dear Diary,
Christmas is in 8 days!!!! I can't wait! I'm not finished with my
Christmas shopping yet. I've already gotten Angel's present. A silver
bracelet with his name inscribed on it. It cost a lot, but it's worth it
to see the look on Angel's face. Oh, I can't wait!!!!! I still have to
get Giles' gift, but what should I get him? A book? No, he has too much
of those. I dunno. I'll figure it out later. Willow and I are gonna go
to the mall tomorrow. Bye. Gotta go do stuff.
Buffy Summers
12/17/97
Dear Journal,
I can't wait until Christmas!! I still have to go get Buffy's gift, but
I know what I'm gonna get her. A locket, with our pictures inside it
with an inscription. It'll say something like, 'I Love You Always". I
also can't wait for the mistle toe part! I love to kiss Buffy. Her soft
lips make me melt. Gotta go call Buffy right now...just to hear her
gentle, beautiful voice.
Angelus
January 24/98
HEY! Oops, didn't rite in ya for a long time...slaying throws your whole sched off the track...anyways....I am so confused....I did something real bad, something horrible...Angel lost his soul and it's all my fault!! How could I do that to him? All I do is hurt people...I wish I was never born! He's gone back to Drusilla and Spike....I gotta go talk to Miss Calender now, that witch...oops...anyways, I gotta get my Angel back....
Buffy Summers
Jan. 98 HA HA HA....Buffy, she was just a kid....I have to admit , I did luv her...I guess...who am I kidding!? Ha ha ha, I don't love anyone! Hmmm, Dru keeps on staring at me...what's up with that?? Where's Spike? Hmmm...Dru is pretty, yep I chose the perfect girl...and I destroyed that girl...ha ha ha...uh oh..Drusilla's coming over....later.
Angelus
May 5/98
WOAH!!! Has it been that long? Oops..oh well...Never in the mood to write anyways...well..Angel is still on the whacked side along with that whacked Drusilla and Spike....sniff...There was this one night where I though I had somehow gotten through to him....we kissed in the school at night....but it was strange..I guess he didn't realize he was kissing me...but it felt so good...It hurts so much to think that I've lost him...body..and.....soul.....I just don't know what to do anymore....it's all my fault .....I did this to him...Angel lost his soul because of ME...I've gotta help him...no matter what.
Buffy
May 5/98
If Former Roller-Boy finds about me having a journal..I'd surely be laughed at..but then I could kick his ass...hahaha.....I had a really strange experience...Slayer and I kissed! AH!!! How could that happen? Pfff....hmmm..I feel kinda hungry...but first I'll go play with Dru just to mess with Spike's mind...haha..... Angel