An Undying Love

by AngelHotty

Disclaimer: I own nothing! It all belongs to Joss Whedon and the WB! Don't sue!

Part1

" Hey, Xander! Just the human I was lookin' for!" someone called to Xander. His real name was Alexander but everyone called him Xander.

" Angelus, what do you want?"Xander asked coldly.

" I'm appalled that you treat me this way!" The two-hundred forty-two year old vampire said trying to sound hurt, but couldn't manage it. Xander was walking home from the Bronze and wasn't in the mood to become someone's meal.

" Oh, I bet you are!" Xander retorted. ' Great just my luck, Buffy offered to walk me home and I turned it down!'he thought.

" Sad because your- I mean my lover isn't here?" Angelus smirked. Angelus knows Xander loves Buffy and always throws it in his face that he got there first.

" I don't think that's what she'll say." Xander lied. He knows that Buffy still loves Angelus, but lied about it anyway.

" What are you talking about?" Angelus asked. He was here to killed Xander and then throw it in Buffy's face. But he still loved Buffy very much and he wanted to make her a vampire too.

" All I'm saying is that Buffy and I are together. And she's way over you." Xander said. If Buffy found out that I told him that she would kill me! She doesn't like me talking to Angelus about her life.

" Ha! You and Buffy? Together? Ha! Yeah, I'm gonna believe that" he said in a scornful voice.

" What don't you believe that?! It's very true!" Xander exclaimed. He really hoped that he did believe that.

" Well, it doesn't matter, I'll just get to what I was gonna say; I want you to bring Buffy to me." he said calmly. But Xander wasn't as calm.

"You want me to bring my Buffy to you? I don't think so!" he yelled.

" Well, you just think about it, if you change your mind then bring her to the alley where we first met. Don't tell her I told you this, all right? Just think about it." Angelus turned and left. He knew that since he told Xander not to tell her he was going to tell her and that just what he wants.

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Part 2

" Buffy! What do you're doing?" Buffy Summers mother called after her.

" I'm going out!" she called back to her. It was the night after Angelus had approached Xander.

" All your homework done?" her mother asked.

" Yep!" This time Buffy wasn't lying. She really finished her homework because she knew her mother would check once she was gone.

" Really?" her mother said skeptically. But Buffy was already out the door.

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Buffy walked slowly through the alley where she first met Angel, before she came she had a sudden urge to come, not paying any attention to where she was going. She hasn't been herself lately, all she wanted is to be alone. She kept thinking about Angelus and how gorgeous he is, how bad she really wanted to be with him and not let him go. Most of all she kept thinking about his wonderful eyes and how they held how he was feeling at the time she was with him(the old him). Like nervousness before every date, joy when she walked in the door, tears when she was hurt, and most of all love, the love they both shared. Or should she say had shared. She knows that it means nothing to him, but it means the world to her. The ring, cross, and leather jacket are her most prized possessions; those were the things given to her by Angel. She loved the way it rolled off her tongue, but she must forget him. Her thoughts were suddenly interrupted when she bumped into somebody.

" Sorry." she mummered. She looked up and found herself looking into the same eyes she once loved. Now all they hold is death, all death. Angel, her Angel has been sucked into those deathly eyes. And it was her fault, all her fault.

" Buffy, how is my sweet?" Angelus asked coolly.

" Fine, but not your sweet. What do you want anyway?"she asked coldly.

" What? Can't I come to my favorite spot without being harassed? Did Xander tell you to come?" he asked.

" No." she said flatly.

" Oh. Well have you talked to Xander lately?" he said slyly. He hoped she would fall for it, even if he was lying.

" What did you do with him! Tell me NOW!" she cried and grabbed him by his throat and squeezed, hard. Buffy knew he was lying you could see how hopeful his eyes looked. All of a sudden she let go, Angelus looked dumbfounded. She walked over to him, pulled him to her, kissed him,and when she let go she laughed and turned away.

As Buffy walked home she wondered what happened; she kissed him, but had he kissed her back? She wanted to believe that he did but she wasn't sure.

Angelus was walking back to his apartment and tried to recall what happened; she kissed him, but he had kissed her back. He was stupid enough to let his emotions take over. ' Do I still have feelings for her? Maybe if I see her again than I'll know.'Angelus thoughts brought him to the decision that he was going to see her.

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" What's this?" asked a bewildered British voice. Giles held up a yellow disk he found on the side of Miss. Calendar's desk. He quickly popped it in the computer and gasped.

" She was trying to help." he said quietly to himself. He rushed off to call Willow.

He found a phone and dialed Willow's number.

" Hello?" asked a different voice.

" Xander, it's me, Giles. Hurry come to the library, now!" With that he hung up.

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" Buffy?" asked a stranger from the shadows. Buffy whirled on her heeled to face the stranger.

" Angel?" Buffy asked confused. She quickly put her guard up, she stood in fighting position.

" I need to talk to you." he replied sheepishly.

" What????!!!" she asked more confused than ever.

" That kiss.....it....it felt right. I know you think I as crazy as Dru, but I'm not kidding. I..I want you to live with me." he stammered and looked down. Buffy couldn't believe what she was hearing; a vicious vampire wants me to live with him?

" I....I" she couldn't say what she wanted. She, more than anything, wanted to be with him, to become a vampire and always be with him, it didn't make sense.

" What's in it for you? I mean does Dru want me as a snack or something? Since you're acting like a sick puppy following her around doing what ever she says, that's what I'd expect." she answered. He looked completely hurt.

" You're the only thing that I'm in it for. Buffy I still love you, more than anything in the world. Dru doesn't have what you have." he studied her face for a reaction.

" What do I have that that the insane little girl doesn't have?" she questioned.

" Me."

" Why should I believe you?"

" You think I would say this just to bring you to Dru? I love you, and I would never use that just to get you to Dru." he said seriously. She gave in. She wanted to be with him more than anyone could ever imagine.

"Make me what you are." she said finally. A look of happiness washed over his handsome face.

" What do you think you're doing talking to the Slayer like that?" cried an angry voice. Both were startled to see Druscilla standing behind them.

" So this was a trick! How could you do this!" Buffy yelled and ran away.

" Buffy! Wait! Please!" he called after her. He turned back to Dru but she was gone. ' I have to get to Buffy before she does!' he thought to himself. Then he vanished.

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"Giles what's the big deal?" Xander asked when he and Willow walked in the library.

" I found the ritual for returning Angel's soul." he said bluntly.

" What???!! T..That can't be!" Xander spat out. Willow just stared at Giles finally she said, " What do we have to do?". Giles told them what to do and they got started.

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" Buffy, wait!" Angel called to her. Buffy whirled and face him.

" What do you want!? I don't have my guard up so just take me now!" she yelled at him as tears streamed down her face.

" What I said back there was true. I love you, Dru nor anybody had anything to do with me saying that, you got to believe me!" he told her. She did believe him.

" Really?" she asked.

" Really. Can we go now?" he asked holding out his hand. Buffy nodded.

All of a sudden Druscilla jumped out of the bushes. She jumped on top of Angel forcing him to the ground, but Buffy grabbed Dru by the hair and dragged her off of him. Now the fight was between Buffy and Dru.

" You witch! You stole my Angel!" Dru cried.

" No-no, honey he came to me." she quipped. Dru lunged but Buffy was quicker, she dodged and threw a punch knocking her off balance. Dru soon regained her feet and threw all she had at Buffy.

" Is that all you have?" Buffy asked ducking a punch. Buffy got a couple shots in there and Dru wasn't very happy she( very quickly) grabbed Buffy by the neck and slammed her head against a gravestone. Buffy was now unconscious.

" Now that witchie won't do me anymore harm" Dru smiled and clapped her hands, she turned around and found Angel glaring at her with deadly eyes. Angel was furious, and decided to finish the fight for Buffy. In a matter of minutes Dru was fleeing the seen. Angel rushed over to Buffy and cradled her in his arms. Almost immediately Buffy woke up, a surprised look o her face as she found herself in Angel's arms.

" Buffy are you ok?" he asked concerned.

" I'm fine." she said as she stood up.

" So, when are you going to make me a night owl?" she asked with a smile.

" Now, if you like."

" Well I like. So Let's get it over with." she said as she brushed away her hair from her neck. Angel strode over and leaned over, after a little hesitation bit down slowly.

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" Well, we did it!" Giles said as they finished the ritual.

" I hope Buffy will be happy." Willow said.

" Why wouldn't she?" Xander asked.

" Because she had just finally gotten over him." Willow answered.

"Oh."

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" Buffy? Buffy, are you ok?" Angel asked.

" Yes, I'm fine. Angel are you ok?" Buffy asked.

" Yeah, why?"

" You're laying on the ground." she replied.

" What just happened anyway?" he asked.

" You just turned me into a vampire. Why, what's wrong?"

" I...I turned you into a v..v.vampire?" he asked skeptically.

" Yeah, you did. Oh, my god! You're not Angelus anymore are you?" she said eyes wide.

" No." he said shaking his head slowly.

" You have your soul?"

" Yep, but wait, you're a vampire but you're still good, how can that be?" he asked confused.

" My soul won out the demon, I guess." she said as a slow smile spread over her face. She rushed over to him and sank into his arms. He titled her head up for a long and passionate kiss.

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