Lucky could feel Liz's hands grasping at his tee shirt at the back, trying to pull it up. Not wanting to stop, he didn't end the kiss, but deepened it. His lips crushed hers, and she responded whole-heartedly.
Liz pulled away slightly and nipped at Lucky's ear. He responded by pulling her into an even deeper kiss than the last. Liz's awareness of the outside world was shot to hell. All she could feel, see or sense was Lucky and his stimulating kisses.
Come and go with me
Wherever I am I want you to be
Walking with your hand in mine
Feel so fine
When I’m close to you
I know what it means to want to be
true
Never felt this way before
Is there more
Are you feeling the same as me,
honestly
Don’t you think it’s unreal
I’m not dealing in fairy tales
If this fails
I don’t know what on earth I will do,
‘cause I’m
Halfway to heaven
Let’s go all the way
I don’t want to give it up
‘Cause I’m already falling in love
When we reach that place
I’m dying to see the smile on your face
I’m so sure you’ll want to stay
That’s okay
I have so many dreams to share
Please be there
Let me share them with you
If you’re looking for happiness, nothing
less
Come with me, baby I’m looking too,
and I’m
Halfway to heaven
Let’s go all the way
I don’t want to give it up
‘Cause I’m already falling in love
Halfway to heaven
Let’s go all the way
I don’t want to give it up
‘Cause I’m already falling in love
I don’t want to give my life in
moderation (baby no)
I’m prepared to give myself up to
temptation
It’s time
I could use a little love and inspiration
(baby now)
Come and share the joy and join the
celebration
It’s time
I’m hoping and praying that soon you’ll
be saying be mine
I don’t want to give it up
‘Cause I’m already falling in love
Halfway to heaven
Let’s go all the way
I don’t want to give it up
‘Cause I’m already falling in love
You’re makin’ all my senses come alive
Liz roamed her hand up and down Lucky's still clad chest as they kissed intently. She ached to feel him all over.
Lucky heard Elizbaeth moan as his hand slipped beneath her sweater and carress her. He broke away from her as he realized waht he had just done.
"I'm so sorry," he stammered, "I can't believe I did that."
"Did you hear me complaining?" Liz said teasingly.
Lucky though was dead serious, "I never should have gotten so carried away Elizabeth. You don't need me doing this. You have enough to worry about without the added worry of me pushing you to do something more."
Liz shook her head and walked up behind him, "You could never rush me. All decisions with you are my own. trust me, I wanted you as much as you wanted me."
Lucky didn't seem to be listening, "i was such an idiot. How could I do that to you?"
Lucky felt a hand on his shoulder, "Listen to me Lucky, you didn't 'do' anything. I wanted to be with you, and I want to now. but all the way."
Lucky whirled around, "What?"
Liz nodded, "i want you Lucky, but do you want me."
Lucky's response was half sobbed, "I want you Elizbaeth, more than you can realize, but htat doesn't matter. We can't do anyhting. You're not ready. You were just raped for God's sake."
Liz shook her head, "Trust me Lucky, I'm ready. Rape or no rape, I want to be with you in every way possible. Any moment may be our last together with all these people after you. I regretted not making love to you and then you 'died'. I don't want any regrets."
Lucky said, "If you don't want any regrets, then we shouldn't sleep together. You may feel like it's the right thing now, but in the morning you'll feel different."
"No Lucky, I want you here, now, and forever. No regrets. I love you and I want to make love to you. I'm ready and more than willing, it all depends on you."
Lucky stroked her face with his hand, "I don't want to rush anything. I love you and there's no need to hurry yourself."
"How many times do I have to tell you? I love you adn want you! What more do you want me to say."
Lucky sighed, "Liz don't think I don't love you. I lvoe you and I want you as well, but I'm just not sure. Is it all worth it?"
Liz smiled and took his hands in hers, "Every moment we enjoy together is worth it. Please Lucky, make love to me."
Lucky smiled gently, "If you're sure...."
Liz nodded, "I am."
Lucky began to kiss her, but then pulled away and swore. "No Liz, I don't have any protection. This can't happen."
"Lucky look at me, please don't leave me now. Protection or no protection, I want to be with you. I don't care if I get pregnant with your baby, in fact I'd love it."
Lucky stared at her, "Are you sure?"
She nodded, adn he kissed her softly, "Let's go upstairs."
Liz frowned for a moment, "Just wait a moment Lucky, there's something I need to tell you."
"Waht?" he asked, wondering what was so important he ahd to know rihgt now.
Liz was hesitant, "You need to know something. In all physical technicality, I am not a virgin to the act of well, to phrase it this way, penetration. But I'm a virgin in the act of making love." she wasn't sure how to tell him this.
Lucky stared at her, "You never? You and Nikolas never..."
Liz shook her head, "No way. How could you ever think I would with someone other than you. To me Lucky, sex is not SEX, it's making love. How could I make love to a man I didn't love? I just wanted you to know this because, well, if I don't know exactly what I am doing, adn your not gaining pleasure......"
Lucky laughed and Liz turned away embarassed. "I'm sorry Liz," he said contritely, "But I don't know how you could think I'd ever not gain pleasur with you. Trust me, this will be amazing."
Liz looked doubtful, "If I do something wrong, or don't do something...."
Lucky smiled, "Elizabeth, don't worry. THis will be the most special night of our lives."
Lucky stood up and pulled her up wiht him, "Shall we go up to the bedroom?"
Liz nodded and kissed him on the lips softly, "Let's make a night to remember."
I love the way ya look tonight
With your hair hangin' down on your shoulders
I love the way ya dance that slow sweet tango
The way ya do everything but talk
And how ya stare at me with those undress me eyes
And your breath on my body makes me warm inside
Chorus
Let's make out - let's do something amazing
Let's do something that's all the way
Cuz I've never touched somebody like the way I touch your body
Now I never want to let your body go...
Let's make a night - to remember
From January - to December
Let's make love - to excite us
A memory - to ignite us
Let's make honey baby - soft and tender
Let's make sugar darlin' - sweet surrender
Let's make a night - to remember - all life long
I love the way ya move tonight
Beads of sweat drippin down your skin
Me lying here - you lyin' there
Our shadows on the wall and our hands everywhere
Chorus
I think about ya all the time
Can't you see you drive me outta my mind
Well I'm never holdin' back again
Ya I never want this night to end
Cuz I've never touched somebody like the way I touch your body
Now I never want to let your body go...
Liz lay in Lucky's bed, her head resting on his shoulder. He stroked her hair absently. She smiled and placed a small kiss on his chest, "That was wonderful. I feel so different now."
Lucky rasied his eyebrows, "Different?"
Liz nodded, "I don't know, more alive inside I guess. Maybe it's just that I'm so happy." she turned to look up at him, "I know this was no big deal for you..."
Lucky laughed and kissed her mouth, "Trust me, it was wonderful for me too."
Liz deepened the kiss and they returned to waht they had been doing earlier, oblivious to a pair of eyes that were focused on the cabin from a distance.
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