*My Poems*
Another peom. Enjoy.
Forget It
Xander's response to Willow's poem "Confusion"
I hate being forced to decide,
I never know what to do,
I don't want to hurt anyone,
And I'm as confused as you.
If I would have lost you then,
I wouldn't be able to make it,
I can't imagine things without you,
I would've just up and quit.
In a way I'm angry at myself,
It took almost losing you to make me see,
How much I needed you,
And how good you always treated me.
I was just sitting there watching you,
I was too surprised when the realization hit,
I wish it were possibly to change the past,
I would have never mentioned it.
It's strange how people always say
"Good things come to those who wait",
That's not true, it's like that song says,
"All is lost if you hesitate."
But I didn't realize that in time,
I finally caught on, but it was too late,
Was it just my rotten luck that I'm so dense,
Or was it just a cruel trick of fate?
It was a mistake for me to tell you,
But it was making me insane,
I should have just kept my mouth shut though,
And saved you from the pain.
I hope you will just forget what I said,
Escape the confusion that it will cause,
It's too late for us to be anything but friends,
I have Cordy and you have Oz.
I can't stand to think that I hurt you,
I never want to see you hurt,
I want you to be my best friend again,
I want things back to the way they were.
Hope you liked it!
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