Ch...Ch...Changes
(Cut to Dawson filming Mr.Potter, Joey's in
there. She's not looking very happy.)
Mr.Potter: I guess everybody makes mistakes. Some of us are just
better at it than others.
Dawson: But you were able to overcome your mistakes.
Mr.Potter: At first, I thought I would die of shame, literally. I
lost everything that I loved. And as much as I didn't want to
think it, Dawson, deep down, I was a weak man. And, even if I
could turn things around, would my daughters ever forgive me?
Could they ever forget what I did to their mother? How could--
(Joey gets up and walks out. Dawson stares after her, as does
Mr.Potter. Cut to the McPhee house.)
Mr.McPhee: This will be good for your mother, and Andie, and you.
Put our family back together.
Jack: What if, um, what if you stayed? Here with us.
Mr.McPhee: I can't leave my business.
Jack: Then start up a new one. Or move it here. Or take day
trips, I don't care. If you really loved us, you'd stay.
Mr.McPhee: There's no one here to help Andie.
Jack: No, there's Pacey. I mean, I have never seen two people
that have what they have together.
Mr.McPhee: I can only offer what I've offered.
Jack: You haven't offered everything.
Mr.McPhee: Yes, I have.
Jack: You haven't offered her a choice.
Mr.McPhee: A ch--I can't do that! It's best for all of us if we
all leave. Jack! Your mother and your sister need serious medical
attention. And you're certainly not going to get the help you
need here in Capeside.
Jack: (in disbelief) Help? Exactly what kind of help do I need?
Mr.McPhee: If you could talk to someone about your problem...
Jack: Look, just don't even go there.
(He walks out of the room and starts up the steps.)
Mr.McPhee: Look, just hear me out. I understand that you're
c-confused with these gay ideas.
Jack: The only problem I have is the fact that you have a problem
with me being gay. Look this isn't about me anyway, it's about
Andie and what's best for her. God, Dad, let her make the choice.
Let her make the decision. You know how damaging it would be to
take her away now? Away from Pacey?
Mr.McPhee: I hardly think a teen romance is a solution to a
medical problem.
Jack: Her solution will come from the people that love and care
for her, I know that's not your specialty, Dad.
(Cut to Andie playing with her stuffed cat while Pacey sits in a
chair in her room.)
Pacey: This is ridiculous, Andie. For the two of us to be sitting
here, passively waiting for our inevitable doom...
Andie: You could use this time to start studying for your
finals..
Pacey: Forget about my finals. Listen, I've got a much better
idea. You and I, we have no idea what tomorrow brings but tonight
is ours so...
Andie: So what do you want to do?
Pacey: I'd like to get the hell out of here if we could.
Andie: Where are we going?
Pacey: Well, Andie McPhee, I'd like to take you on a date. One
where I can come over and pick you up, take you out to dinner,
maybe a movie, some moonlight, a little romance. Believe me, this
is exactly what you and I need.
Andie: Pacey...it's just...that there's so much that needs to be
done and...I just...you know what? You're right. A night out on
the town, just the two of us, is exactly what we need.
Pacey: Now you're talking. We'll deal with tomorrow tomorrow.
Tonight...tonight will be magical...
Andie: Okay...
Pacey: Okay.
(He kisses her on the forehead. He leaves. Cut back to Dawson
interviewing Mr.Potter.)
Dawson: What drove you to your lowest point?
Mr.Potter: Joey's mom was getting worse...bills were mounting,
why else would someone else make the idiotic decision to risk
everything for the Almighty Buck. I found myself in what seemed
to be at the time an impossible situation so I began trafficking
marijuana.
(Joey storms in and blocks the camera from her dad.)
Joey: Dad, didn't you promise Bessie you'd bring her and
Alexander dinner?
Mr.Potter: Dawson, can we continue this later?
Dawson: Yeah.
(He leaves. Dawson gets up and walks towards Joey, adjusting a
lamp. He looks at her.)
Dawson: What's the matter?
Joey: Look, this whole Dawson Leery, investigative reporter at
large thing....it's intrusive. Why are you making my father
relive such an excruciatingly painful time of his life?
Dawson: That's the heart of it, Jo. I'm trying to get a complete
picture of a man who's changed his life so completely, so
heroically.
Joey: But don't you understand? I don't want to live in the past.
We've worked so hard to close those doors and move on.
Dawson: Jo, I'm sorry.
Joey: If you're so hellbent on making this assignment about
something real, then why are you doing it on another person? Why
don't you do the obvious? Turn the camera on yourself.
Dawson: I can't.
Joey: Why not?
Dawson: (quietly) Because.
Joey: Why not?
Dawson: Because I'm afraid, okay? I'm afraid that I'm not enough
for you and I never will be and if I do this, you'll realize that
you've grown way beyond me and...I'm just going to lose you
again.
(Cut to Andie getting ready in her room in front of her mirror.
Jack walks in.)
Andie: Hey.
Jack: Hey...
Andie: I talked to dad.
Jack: And why are you smiling?
Andie: Because he said if I wanted to stay he'd try and work it
out.
Jack: Wow. Then it's great news then, huh?
Andie: I guess.
Jack: Andie, y-you can't actually tell me that you're thinking
about leaving?
Andie: I don't know.
Jack: C'mon, I think the decision here's pretty obvious!
Andie: Is it?
Jack: Yeah...
Andie: Listen, most days I feel fine, Jack. I do. But I'm not
fine. In fact, I'm getting worse. And I think that whole Tim
thing is just an indication of that. And the ironic thing is, the
more time I spend here with everybody, and with Pacey, the more I
want to get better. You know? 'Cause I don't want to drag him
down with my problems.
Jack: I don't think Pacey feels burdened by you. I know I don't.
Andie: But I do. I feel burdened with the knowledge of how hard
it must be for you guys to take care of me and that's why I've
decided that if I leave, you should stay.
Jack: No way. You're my family. You go, I go.
Andie: But I mean, what about what you want? I mean, you're
always so selfless, Jack. Will you promise me that you'll think
about yourself this time?
(Jack looks at her. Cut to Jen climbing the steps to Grams with a
suitcase in hand. She heads over to the door and takes a few
breaths, she stops herself from knocking. She sighs and turns
around and heads back to the Leery's.)
Jen: Bye Grams.
(Cut to Dawson using the level thingy.)
Mr.Potter: That's it. You're getting the hang of it. Good work,
son.
Dawson: Thank you. Look, Mr.Potter...I-I'm really sorry if I made
you dredge up some painful memories today.
Mr.Potter: Don't worry. It's not like something I don't think
about every waking moment. But you asked me how I've changed,
truth is, I don't know how much I've changed. But I keep trying,
everyday, to be a better person for my family. To put someone
else's needs before your own because you love them. Means
everything.
(Joey slowly walks in. Mr.Potter glances from Dawson to Joey.)
Mr.Potter: I'm going to take a walk.
(He leaves.)
Dawson: I probably shouldn't have layed it all out there like
that. I'm a little embarressed.
Joey: Dawson, you have it all wrong. I mean, can't you tell by
looking at me? My life is perfect right now. I've got just about
everything I've ever dreamt of. I mean, my dad is back, my family
is together again, business is good, and most of all, I have you
in my life. Add a white picket fence to this scenario and the
fairytale would be complete.
Dawson: I just want to make you proud of me.
Joey: I love you...and I believe in you and I am so proud of you
and I'm not only proud of you, but I'm proud to be with you.
(They kiss.)
Joey: Hey and you could be a great carpenter one day...who knows?
Dawson: Are you mocking me?
(Cut to Jack walking into the room where his dad is sitting at a
desk doing paperwork.)
Jack: I'm staying.
Mr.McPhee: And your sister?
Jack: I don't know her decision. Whatever it is, I'm not going.
Mr.McPhee: You want me to leave you here alone at 17? I don't
think so, Jack. I could be selling the house.
Jack: Dad, I don't care about the house. I can't live with you.
Not with the way things are.
Mr.McPhee: With your mother's illness, Andie's problems, and even
Tim's death....those I can find reasons for. But with you, I feel
like I'm to blame.
Jack: But you aren't.
Mr.McPhee: If I'd just been around more.
Jack: It wouldn't have made a difference. I'm gay for the same
reasons that Tim wasn't. It just happened that way.
Mr.McPhee: But there are people who change, they go back.
Jack: I'm hardly the encyclopedia of the gay experience but, I'd
wager to say that their change is skeptical.
Mr.McPhee: How do you know? Unless you try.
Jack: I don't want to try. Why do you want me to try?
Mr.McPhee: Because I can not understand why anyone would choose
that kind of life.
Jack: I didn't choose it. The only thing I chose was to be happy.
Look, I can't go back for you because slowly but surely I'd be
going to sacrifice my happiness for yours because I want you to
be proud of me. But not under your terms. It just, it won't work.
Mr.McPhee: Jack...
(He stands up and Jack turns around. Mr.McPhee tries to say
something but he can't. He goes back and sits at the desk. Cut to
Andie and Pacey walking at the same place where they first danced
and kissed.)
Andie: Do you know where we are?
Pacey: We're...by the water?
Andie: You don't remember.
Pacey: Of course I remember. This is where we first danced.
Andie: And where we had our first kiss. I remember my knees were
shaking like crazy.
Pacey: My heart...boom boom boom boom boom boom.
Andie: I was deliriously happy.
Pacey: I died and went to heaven that day. That was a long...long
time ago.
Andie: It seems like yesterday.
Pacey: What was I back then?
Andie: A slacker.
Pacey: That's what you thought, wasn't it? You thought I was a
lazy brat.
Andie: You thought I was a spoiled princess.
Pacey: And you didn't let me get away with anything back then...
Andie: Yeah and your favorite pasttime was making me miserable.
Pacey: I hated you...
Andie: I hated you more...
Pacey: Oh, Andie, I really don't think that's possible.
Andie: It's been a wild ride.
Pacey: And it's only just begun.
(Andie nods.)
Pacey: May I have the pleasure of this dance, Miss McPhee?
Andie: Yes, Mr. Witter, you may.
(They start dancing and Andie starts crying.)
Pacey: What's the matter? Why are you crying?
Andie: I'm just so happy to be with you...and, um, I'm sad,
too... I love you so much, Pacey....and I can't hide from the
truth anymore. I'm not getting any better. Also, because I'm
going to leave tomorrow...I have to...
Pacey: I know...
Andie: No goodbyes, okay?
Pacey: No goodbyes...
(They keep dancing, forehead to forehead, Pacey has his eyes
closed almost in fear of what's to come...life without
Andie...Cut to Joey walking outside of her house in her pajamas,
it's morning. Dawson walks up.)
Dawson: Hello. Good morning.
Joey: Dawson? What are you doing here?
Dawson: I've been here all night. Shut your eyes.
Joey: It's 7 in the morning!
Dawson: Shut your eyes!
Joey: I have my pajamas on.
Dawson: You look beautiful. C'mon.
(He leads her down the stairs)
Joey: What are you doing?
Dawson: Walk with me. Keep your eyes shut. Stairs coming up.
Joey: Dawson...
Dawson: I gotcha. There. One...two...three. You're on the ground.
Okay? Okay, stop. Stop. Stop. Okay, now open 'em.
(Joey opens her eyes and she's amazed. There's a white picket
fence in her yard.)
Joey: A white picket fence...
Dawson: Yep.
Joey: When did you do this?
Dawson: Took me all night. It's a little bit crooked down at the
end there but...you know...
(She kisses him.)
Joey: Thank you.
Dawson: I figure it will probably take me the rest of the summer
to finish the thing but..
Joey: What? You hangin out in my front yard all summer? I think I
could handle that...
Dawson: Maybe it's time I started climbing in your window for a
change, huh?
Joey: Change can be good.
(They kiss again. Cut to Jack running through the bus station. He
spots Jen and runs up.)
Jack: You didn't think you were going to get away without a
send-off, did ya?
Jen: Oh, well, you missed the parade. It just left.
Jack: Well, looks like your parents said yes...
Jen: Not quite. I called my mom and she casually informed me that
now was not a good time for me to reenter her life and my dad
said he's still getting over my last stay with them. I told them
I was different and that I wouldn't a worry this time. They asked
if it was just a ploy to get more money every month.
Jack: Jen, I'm sorry..
Jen: I just figure screw it, alright? I don't need them as my
destination. If I'm going to leave Capeside then what's holding
me back?
Jack: You don't have another place to go?
Jen: Oh, I've got every place to go there's just nobody there.
(Jack pulls her out of line.)
Jack: Look, I often wonder how my mom would act if she was aware
of what was happening to me, if she was capable of comprehending
it. I don't think she'd have a problem with it because my mom
loves me for the best reason possible...no reason at all. Because
that's the way our parents should love us Jen. Unconditionally.
Sadly, most parents don't. But as much as it hurts...it's worse
for them. It is worse to be incapable of loving then to not be
loved.
(Jack takes her bags.)
Jen: Wh-no, Jack...
Jack: Well, I...I'm taking you back to my place. It's pretty
empty and I could use a roommate...what do ya say?
Jen: Yeah...yeah...
(Jack hugs her and the bus pulls away. Cut to Dawson walking into
the Icehouse.)
Dawson: (yelling) Mr.Potter! Here's your tools.
(He sets them on two stools and he hears some talking in the
back. He goes and looks through the door. He sees Mr.Potter and
Pete. Pete is pulling out a vase and he pulls out the flower
decorations and underneath he pulls out a bag of cocaine. Dawson
shuts the door behind him and walks back outside where he runs
into Joey. She sets her tray down and walks up to him.)
Joey: Hey..
(They kiss.)
Joey: What's wrong?
Dawson: (starts to say something but stops) Nothing...nothing's
wrong...
Joey: Okay...
(She hugs him and Dawson's face drops. Cut to Mr.McPhee loading
up the car. Andie's hugging Jack.)
Jack: I'll see you soon..
Andie: Mm-hm...
(Mr.McPhee holds out his hand to Jack. Jack shakes it.)
Mr.McPhee: I'm not the best father, I know that. But I do want
you to be happy.
Jack: Thank you.
(Pacey comes running from the other side of the house.)
Pacey: Andie! Andie! (to Jack) Hey.
(He puts his arms around Andie.)
Andie: We said no goodbyes.
Pacey: I don't want to say goodbye. I just want to look at ya...I
wish I had some eloquent parting words for you but...all I could
think of was this. Thank you. Thank you for everything you've
given to me. Thank you for forcing me be the man you made me.
Just thank you. I am so grateful to you, Andie.
Andie: Oh, I don't want to let you go, Pacey.
Pacey: Just remember your promise, okay? You and me together
again, happy, healthy, more in love than ever.
Andie: I'll remember.
Pacey: You'll get better, McPhee. Then you hurry back to me.
Andie: Pacey...kiss me...
(They kiss.)
Andie: My knees are shaking...
Pacey: My heart...boom-boom, boom-boom.
(They hug. Andie slowly breaks free and walks towards the car.
The car pulls out and the view is through the back window of Jack
and Pacey left behind in the driveway.)
OVERVOICE Dawson: We're taught to believe that in the movies the
character goes through an arc and changes, but what if that's not
true? By the end of Casablanca, Bogart's the same lonely, tough
guy that he always was.
(Shot of Pacey by a fountain.)
Dawson: (cont.) His decisions didn't change him. Nor did his
actions.
(Shot of Jen and Jack sitting on his bed watching TV and eating
ice cream.)
Dawson: (cont.) It just showed what was already there. A man who
wanted to change, but feared he couldn't.
(Shot of Mr.Potter sitting, looking depressed at the Icehouse
bar. Cut to the TV in Dawson's room. Dawson is talking from the
video.)
Dawson: (cont.) If Bogart really wanted to change, he wouldn't
have sent his love away but held onto her for dear
life...because...I think love is change.
(Zoom out on Dawson actually in his room and he looks at Joey,
who's asleep.)
Dawson: Or at least I hope so.
(Cut to ending credits.)