~Feelings and Poems~

~What is Love?~

11-19-98~

Love is lies, Love is pain~
Love means never wanting to love again~
Love that hurts, just should not be~
Love should go and let me be~
Love isn't what I thought it would be,
certainly not brokens promises,
cheating and lies!~
If hurting less means not to love,
I don't think I ever want to love again~

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~11-19-98~

My heart feels heavy,
My heart feels sad,
What did I ever do,
to be treated so bad?~

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~11-20-98~

~The Lost Soul~
Is the soul the heart of your being?
Is the soul your mind?
What happens to your soul when your hearts been walked on?,
been taken for granted?, been thrown in the air with no one there to catch it when it comes down?
What happens to your soul when your mind is filled with unpleasant visions?,
when your mind is so full, it just hurts your head to be awake?
but you dont want to sleep, because then your dreams are there to torment you,
to remind you, to goud you, so you can't escape from your thoughts
for even a couple hours~
Does your soul become lost?
Not knowing which way to turn?

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