DOLCE VITA --- ep21

   

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"eh... its late already... go to sleep.."
my mum was nagging at me again.
"okok.... 10 more minutes..."
Until today, FlyNDance had left for more than 2 mths.
i still logged on at 1am everynight, but onto channel
DOLCE-VITA which was created by myself, with slorr and
FlyNDance being the only 2 nicks inside, for 10
minutes.
Althoh she wont be able to fly and dance in real life
anymore, but i still wish that she could continue to
do so in the virtual world.

Even Tye has given up on me...
"she's gone.... y r u still doing this?.. for
what?!!..."
Yet, even if thats the case, i cant allow her soul to
be left at the corner of loneliness.
cuz she said.... she hate the feeling of being
alone...
     
I still remember there was a heavy downpour on that
day....
When i reached SGH... they told me...
A coffee butterfly flew away from her room at around
1am last night....
after that... i cant remember...
i juz knew that i stood at the bus-stop for a whole
day... and i was all wet because of the rain.. even my
face..

I've been trying hard not to think of her over theses
2 mths.. 
I've been hoping that her face wont appear in my mind
every moment that i breath, but it's like hoping
that....
the sky isnt blue;
the grass isnt green;
the stars do not twinkle at night...
Basically, i was hoping for something impossible to
happen... 
I cant believe that i m of Type 2, even in real life..

Did i cry?..
NO WAY!.. i said it b4, i m not a romantic person, and
this may be due to the deficiency in the hormones that
constitutes emotions...
whenever i had the feeling of pH<7, i'll browse thru
those FWDS:jokes... attention will then be shifted by
those dim-wit, low-class jokes... 
so now everything is back to the way it was b4 i met
her 9 mths ago...
Tye is still flirting around, and i m still the old
decent=dull me.
But i've stopped taking coffee and beer.

*to be continued*