June Y2K
p align="left">June 30th
+ I've waited for this day for so long.....much awaited nite that Bad Boy Bill plays at turbo....the excitement in me was equally the same as last time i waited for liquid...anyways....nite started ok...get unhappy here and there coz of someone but who cares....so finally downtown lining up...and guess who i bump into?? my sis....WOAH...haha...she's going in 2...and her friend had to use her ID so her friend stayed w/ me for the line up...kinda funny...so finally inside...didn't have to pay cover which is always good....place was packed already.....at least upstair was.....so waited for 2 hours or so..Bad Boy bill comes out.....and half hour later,i'm downstairs in jungle...can u believe? i came to hear him DJ and i go to jungle???....but it was WAY too crowded and the beats were not that great....Jungle room rocked.....lots of room....and the beats were hype....to make the long story short....i went to K-land that nite....haha..finally.....didn't take much either....less than my usual dose....hm....kinda cool....i saw many disco balls everywhere..haha....even at the exit....like chandeliers...so funny....(those who don't understand....don't worry about it....)
p align="left">My b-day+my birthday....hm..it was boring....had to work but the ppl at the branch was nice and bought me a cake and all..so sweet....and many customers wished me happy b-day....
+ Thanx to those who called and wished me happy b-day.... ^_^ I was really happy to hear all of your voices....
Day B/4 my b-day
+ last nite tho i got alot of sleep....i had many bad dreams....i'm the type that nvr really remember my dreams so when i do remember them, they must be either very scary or amazing....i had 2 nitemares....they were both so real that makes it scary ...like it can actually happen....what were they? i rather not say....
+ i think i have a "pre-holiday" depression or somethin' like that...i always get depressed around holidays...like valentine's day (well...i think alot of single ppl do???),x'mas, new year , b-day etc etc......i'm always like that....like feel suicidal, gets depressed and so on....and of coz today i don't feel any different......
+ let's make a summary of my 21st year in this world....it was a roller coaster ride...up's and down's...the first half of this year was all happy....until like the last half....which was memorable b/c of the pain felt....but then it was thru the pain that I learned of what true friendships are....many lessons were learned....one, nvr trust anyone but yourself; second, no matter how long you've known a person, you'll nvr know them truly; third, treating others good does not mean that they'll treat you well, they'll just take advantage of you being good to them; forth, nvr be honest;fifth, tears do dry up and run out ......also throughout my whole life, i always tell myself not to regret anything i do in my life....but not this year....I regretted alot...especially meeting those that have hurted me...trust me...I'll somehow get you all back
Twenty-Fifth
+
別近我 別太近親我 何必要問我如何 眉目察覺 甚麼不妥 是假裝出諧和
別試我 願意為你坐一坐 無需要理會我 如何
全沒寄托 何妨一一揮霍
是愛過我 那些感覺
自願下墮 那是跟你夢過 無力量負荷 但仍不放下我
縱不放下我 為何又要狠狠傷我
撩我麼 明知這是錯 三番四次推搪哄騙又如何
撩我麼 還傷我毒我 分開剎那將不再怯懦
只想今生不再 煩擾我
愈吻我 愈發現到不妥 如果你太倦了 請坐
臨別這晚 何妨一一猜破 是故意錯 刺激到我
縱不放下我 為何又要狠狠傷我
+ last time at liquid i did CU and couldn't sleep the next day...it happened AGAIN....4 sure..i'm nvr gonna do CU again...
+ it was so relaxing....whirlpool...swimming then sauna.....
Twenty-Forth
+ was so excited...but the rain ruined it and the place not exactly what i expecte....but music is great...and i meant really great....the ppl were great 2....i now remember y i like big parties so much....those that stayed....thanks so much....those that left....i'm sorry for making u guys come...waste of money...sorly.....overall i had fun......dancing in the rain mah....haha...
+half a year ago...met these friends at liquid...now we are still friends....so happy...we meet at liquid...and our last is liquid....gonna miss u soooooooooo soooooooo much!
+ so funny....someone called me a "hardcore" raver...haha...
+ i had so much fun talking with a friend....one that i haven't talked with for so long....our conversation was so true...
+ kimi ga honto ni kirai....ima kara atashi no inochi ni...kieshite!
+ the happiest thing was that we took pics...can't wait 4 them...
+ I can't believe u are still going....hasnt it been 2 years 4 u????...hm....wanted to say hi gah...but too scared 2...maybe next time lah...u dance so "ying" wor....hehe
Twentieth
+ I just finished reading easyfinder...holy cow...some jap girls' hp get like hundreds of thousands of hits....holy....hm....just b/c they put pics of themselves wearing bikinis....maybe i should do that 2???....JUST KIDDING.....i dont' have the body for that...haha...
+ I eat so much....arrrr....I think i'm gaining weigh....anyways....the nature squares from Second cup is SOOOOO good...
+ i luv grocery shopping..haha..i think i mentioned it b/4...but half the time..i buy the stuff and i don't eat or use it....like if its food..i buy it and then it just rots away....i think i just like shopping alot.....hm...i think u all know that?
+ congrats to those who had convo today....sorry couldn't make it!!
Eighteen
+ I refunded my phone lu.....can't afford it and can't wait that long...but damn when i saw it again....i was like *sigh*....
+ went shopping or shall i say window shopping? saw a white parasuco jean (fitted perfectly) jacket....but $165?...hm...think think sin....but i already have a jean jacket....and its white...not exactly my fave colour...
+ sushi time on queen is not the best japanese restuarant i've been to..u can say it sucks....bad service....food not great...small portion....
Seventeenth
+ my dad left today lu....went to airport....really want to leave toronto too.....2 boring here lah
+ i resisted the urge to go to that place tonite!! thank goodness..haha....
Fifthteenth
+ what a good day!!! sunny sky, no rain...perfect scenery for pictures....saw a lot of ppl...took alot of pics....got flowers...(thx mommy, daddy and daiquiri...!! ceremony itself was boring...but thank goodness i sat beside someone i knew!!!...almost tripped going up to see the president....imagine pk-ing in front of the whole convo hall of ppL?? like i mean 1000+ ppL??????....nono lah....but overall a really happy day....i didn't cry..but my mom did?!?!?! kinda funny coz i think this was just a ceremony (since i done school LONG AGO and has been working for months...)
+ a breif summary of my thoughts of my university years....overall a happy journey...met alot of ppl...saw alot of different things...experienced many happy journeys....first 2 years rocked as curiosity drove me to many places....met alot of ppl, laughed with alot of ppl during classes....laughed AT many more....third and fourth (or so called fourth year since i was there only for 1/2 year) were relaxing....going to 1 class per day...3 days per week....sleeping in ....sleeping in class (even tho i get up at like 1...)..very memorable....those that i've lost during the way....u'll nvr know....
Fourteenth
+took this test....VERY true.....
QuizBox.com / Personality Tests / The Eating Test
Here is the analysis...
You generally are a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is
in town, when you are going on a date with your partner, and when you and
your friends are dancing. For you, your friends mean everything to you. You
hate it when the summer is over.
You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one
together. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a
dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you.
You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than
you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on
good terms with your parents, even though they piss you off once in a while.
People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals.
+bought another top today...
+still dunno what 2 wear 4 convo...
+so sad.....2 of my friends leaving for japan.....arrrr...lucky them.....hope they have fun and remember me.....when they go shopping..haha
Thirteenth
+ i got my really short shorts today..hahahha.....just in time for summer mah...
+ also got a tube top....they go w/ my shorts....hm...i'm just missing that cowboy hat now.....haha..
+ shit...i'm gainng weigh....nooooo!!!
The Tenth
+ my dad is back....and i got my gift....md...finally...and now i can actually use it..going back and forth from work!
The Ninth
+ i got sick ...so i took day off....but last nite i went to DZ...hahaha...
+ and then today..i went out....hahaha.....late lunch...then shopping..then dinner.....then drink....wah....like my life b/4 work.....so happy...so relaxing..
The Third
+ read this short article by Siu han...totally agree with it: 再也無覓處
有些東西，一旦消逝了，便再也無處尋覓。 ？ 消逝了的友誼和愛情，也都是這樣的。 你曾經和一位朋友很要好，後來，大家的人 生不同了，見面的次數愈來愈少，甚至不再 往還了。一 天，你忽然想起，你們曾經有一段日子是差不多天天也 在一起的呢！今天，即 使再見面，也不會像以前那樣無 所不談了。原來，人在每一個階段，也有不同的朋友。 友情悄悄消散了，也就再找不回來。 愛情何嘗不是這樣？曾經很愛一個人，有一 天，不再愛了，各自的生活。然後，你 找不到任何愛過 他的痕跡。你是根本從來沒有愛過他的吧？大家不是曾 經愛得死去 活來的嗎？曾經付出的深情，再也無覓處。
+
早已忘了想你的滋味是甚麼
因為每分每秒都被你佔據在心中
你的一舉一動牽扯在我生活的隙縫
誰能告訴我離開你的我會有多自由
也曾想過躲進別人溫暖的懷中
可是這麼一來就一點意義也沒有
我的高尚情操一直不斷提醒著我
離開你的我不論過多久還是會寂寞
別對我小心翼翼 別讓我看輕你
跟著我勇敢的走下去
別勸我回心轉意 這不是廉價的愛情
看著我對我說真愛我
The Second
+ so tired....but went out anyways...I'm killing myself....oh well..I had my fun....
+ our group action.....friends 4ever....
+ looking back.....remembering....moshi hoshii mono ga aru nara, yatte miyou!!
+忘記了世界這分鐘 跌進了這愛的裂縫 燃亮燭光 只管相擁 來佔據了這晚星空 捉緊一剎那的認同 如夢的將來 儘管一點不懂 完全明白是放縱 但是只得這刻可相信 未來又怕會 終於都撲空 你叫我最快樂 你也叫我最心痛 愛在迷惘中 你叫我最渴望 卻也叫我猜不中 誰可以這樣折衷 曾與你愛過卻匆匆 過去已有太多類同 誰在心中 怎猜得準 能跌進這晚愛火中 彷彿一切已經共同 仍是不敢祈求 熱戀多一分鐘 要說永遠愛吧 卻怕仍然未相信 永未能看通 要說這晚算吧 卻覺愛已經失控 寧願再繼續抱擁 OH.....相擁......心痛......
The First
+ already June lah.....so fast.......u know what that means...don't u?? haha.....my b-day ar!!!!!!! ?????!!
+ I eat so much now..I think I mentioned it b/4....
+ convo is coming up.....i know for sure i'm gonna cry my eyes out...
+ hey..just heard on news....big raves are allowed again!!yay!!! I missed jungle so much ar....
