December 2000
31st
- happy new year........teach u guys a secret lah....i have done this for many years and it works for me....i don't know where i first read/got this from tho.....during countdown....last 3 seconds....make your new year wishes....and that year...it will come true!! I've done it for some time and it does come true gah....within the year lah...i forgot last year..so this year I MUST remember....
- my stomach is killing....
30th
- got compliments on my jacket....hehe..so happy
- green banana karaoke sucks..they don't even have Faye's new songs...even tho everywhere else has....and i drink too much bubble tea....no more of htat for me till a month or 2 later.....just thinking about it i wanna die..
27th
- throughout the whole day..I just complained about why i had to work today....no one else seems to be....i wish i was a student again......
- HOHOHOHOHO..so happy.....I got my jacket...hahahahaha.......yay!! also got a t-shirt...some intimate apparals......SO HAPPY...i haven't went shopping 4 a whole month since i got back lah.......
- planning to go to Cuba in March.....
26th
- I didn't go shopping today....coz I'm just too lazy....and plus is too cold....
- went to a restuarant in Market to eat ...OMG...the Peking duck looks so good..but I couldn't eat...coz portion too big mah.....so have to group a bunch of ppl and go eat there...all the food is really good....
25th
- Merry Christmas.....
- i got a few gifts this x'mas....so happy...coz i nvr get alot of gifts...hehe....
-I'm sick again.....
-every christmas.....i'd always want someone special to share with....a.k.a. boyfriend...but this year..not at all....dunno y....
24th
- Christmas Eve.....quiet...peaceful....happy...hehe..關上燈 明天這麼近 等眼睫毛 如麈埃 向下沉 從白晝 到天黑 撫心細問 甚麼人 曾令過我開心 講我知 夢中的姿態 彷似散步 還是跨過懸崖 忘掉了 到天一光 有多少挫敗 能被你抱著 似幸運兒愉快 想跟你笑著睡 像千千萬人 糊塗地老去 被單蓋著幸福的一對對 暗中攝錄 神情亦像愛侶 會有多麼有趣 想跟你笑著睡 像在夢中參加精彩派對* 讓我可 為每天搜集 快樂的證據
23rd
- Crouching Tiger, Hidden dragon was amazing....i liked it alot......i wanna learn kung fu...,
- saw this AMAZING jacket at Aritzia Yorkdale...$275....but if boxing day has discount...i'll buy..!! it looks amazing...
- Faye Karaoke came out already....yay!! so happy...
-sneaking out of the house was a thrill..hahaha....i didn't get caught at the spot but my mom knows the next day...haha...
22nd
-OMG, this week just dragged on and on.....don't know why....maybe coz i'm looking fwd to the OH BIG 2 DAYS OFF?...
-hahaha...i went to a university school dance...hahaha.. SO MUCH FUN (uh-hum...hear the sarcasm?)...it was alrite when they play top 40 hits even tho i hear them on the radio all the time.....its ok u play house even tho i do not know how to dance to it and how much i hate it ....BUT PLEASE OH PLEASE don't play Leon or Kelly.....FUCK...I really didn't know how to react when that came on......u should see the ppl...they were SOOOOO happy.,......so funny....OMG and they played a slow kelly chen song 2 ( i actually like this song) and this guy asked me to dance...it took so long to get rid of him....
20th
- i'm so touched again! today another customer bought me somethin'....is nothing big...but i was so touched....people are so nice.....I was gonna cry....like yesterday when my other customer gave me money...
- i'm eating so much chocolates....shit...my thighs are getting rolly-bolly....arghhhh...
- i like stephanie Che's ???? alot....and i wanted to put its lyrics on my icq info for so long..but they didn't have it.....and so....i typed it all out....and i even uploaded it on to that hkinmusic page....they BETTER PUT MY NAME up......
- i just wanna sleep sleep and sleep...don't wanna get out of my bed in the mornin'......i just wanna hibernate....
19th
- there's this old lady that come to the branch all the time..she's just so pleasant and sweet...everytime I serve her..she'd give me $2 for drinks and stuff....I always turn her down but she always insist.....today she gave me even more for x'mas....i REALLY didn't wanna take it...but she was like don't be like that..i want u 2 have it..i was so "gum dung"....I wanted to get her something back for x'mas but she was like don't get me anything! i don't wnat you to get me anyhting!....just coming to the branch and seeing you makes me happy she says.....she made my day.....
- getting close to x'mas....how does everyone feel?? i just can' wait for days off.....and stop hearing thos ex'mas caroles!...haha....
-i wanna see the grinch who stole Christmas....coz i love Dr. Seuss books.....did anyone know that?? i luv reading picture books...dunno y....i do....there was this other author that i liked...Stan Silverstein....(or somethin' close to that...) anyone knows his books? they were my favorite....hey ..i wouldn't mind getting those books for x'mas.......
-i have to pick vacation days for next year already.....geez...how am i suppose to know when i want off?? hey..anyone wanna save $$ and go to Cuba with me????
18th
-so happy today....what a contrast from yesterday.....i got off work early!!! my manager gave us all 3 hous to do last minute x'mas shopping....and we get to pick the day...when i saw..i didn't think and picked today! i just didn't wanna work.....i was so excited...haha...everyone can tell....
-is so different when you get off work early and the sun still out.....and i got alot of things accomplished....my trim, banking, shopping.....etcetc..
- pac mall $20 for 6 fan ban cd's...woah...haha..for awhile i was so bored w/ my cd in the car....well for sure now...i won't be bored for awhile..
-OMG...the gap fleece sweatshirt....they have purple and this bright flourscent yellow....WOAH....gotta get it on boxing day....UNLESS SOMEONE IS NICE ENUF TO BUY ME FOR X'MAS..........GAP KIDS....XXXL WILL FIT FINE....
17th
-feeling kinda blue....don't know y...
15th
- I decided to reopen my december diary page.......
- the reason is....to advertise myself...haha..guys..I want a new job...if u know any openings...tell me!!! PLEASE~!! I'm dying at work everyday....ppl has some attitude problem.....
- today so mad at work....a customer complained...and my manager wanted me to apologize for something I didnt even do....fuck....of course i threw a temper fit...i mean if i did it..FINE..I'll "sei sei hei" apologize..but i won't do it if i didn't.and plus..i don't even like this job that much to do that....
- shit....next week is x'mas already..I just realized it today...I didn't know it was THIS close....oops....maybe i should start my shopping?....and the closer to x'mas means closer to new year...that means SHIT...my CSC EXAM....SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT....
- no more partying/going out 4 me....
- 如吃掉芥辣都不刺鼻 洋蔥不再釋放傷感氣味 也許我今晚應該約你 看一齣 悲慘戲 明明暗地裡是愛到要死 偏要扮成二人是知己 落淚都需要避忌 連情緒崩潰亦怕騷擾你 如何掉眼淚 欲哭找不到根據 這愛情沒你准許 笑我沒有這資格 別為你心碎 如何掉眼淚 自知身份都不對 要缺堤 沒缺口 讓 苦戀鯁於心裡 沖積結聚 完場時仍然讓這秘密 埋藏在眼睛裡 玫瑰盛放讓花粉撲鼻 陽光多猛雙眼都不要避 最好有風叫沙礫四散 刺激多些分泌 仍然繼續暗地愛到要死 一再扮成二人是知己 落淚都需要避忌 連情緒崩潰亦怕騷擾你 Wow ~ 想因你痛快的流淚 願眼淚 盡被你搾取 不想這一世 如同這死水 Wow ~ Wow ~ 沒藉口哭得心碎 只想眼淚 回流時 連同著這秘密 埋藏在血管裡 ...I like this song alot..I wish it has k soon...here...in slow toronto
- I wanna buy sandy's new CD...
-so many customers brought us chocolate at work...so nice....gonna get so fat..
-i've been late to work the WHOLE WEEK..hahahaha...
- somethin' is wrong with my icq...
14th
-sometimes is so hard to pretend that you're happy when you're really feeling sad inside...
- before no matter what i did...i wouldn't regret it....i would always think of the brighter side of things...however lately i've started to regret alot of things I did........
-I've also noticed that I don't tell alot of ppl things now...before I would tell everything to alot of ppl..how am i feeling..what i'm doing and so on....but lately...I've closed up..not telling alot of things to ppl...keeping secrets.....don't be mad if i don't tell you things....its to protect myself....
-clothes look so ugly these days in the stores.....
13th
- maybe because of the weather..i dunno..but the past 2 days..i REALLY don't feel like working...i was just slacking....or maybe because I'm so used to being on holidays??
-today I really felt like going back to school....maybe is time....
-so many ppl leaving during x'mas....what am i gonna do?
11th
-ARGHHHHHH.....snowstorm....i hate driving in this weather...so scary..i can't see...
10th
-kyo wa yappari ureshii....yume no kareshi....heya ni...atashi tachi no sekaiju ni...honto ni shiawase ne... =D....laughing..talking..singing...
9th
- have i mentioned i hate MHQ?? but i really don't know y I still go there...
-hulla wasn't that fun...it was boring...got good then bad.....coz of these ugly guys....they kept on staring at me...giving me chills and just totally freak me out.....then after got better coz i got compliments on my bear hat..hehe..
- jungle is so good...
- my friend ruined my car interior.....F*CK! so pist off...
7th
- listening to x'mas carols for almost 8 hours is not exactly what i call fun......and especially if this is when you're at work...is even more fustrating......a whole damn month of this still......HELP ME GOD!
- it seems like i've been back for a month...but is only my 2nd week......i miss hk....so much so much
- i miss the bridge near the KCR station around where i live in hk...so many hawkers.....they have everything on sale..haha....even bubble tea....i miss the shiu mai's....so good.....
- wah.....sang japanese songs at twister....so funny..they even have LMF ...haha...the MTV is so good.....I luv Ah Wah! I luv Sam! I luv Paul!! hohohoho.....my voice is so bad now.....when i sing high notes it cracks...shit....
- head over heels....everytime is like that....what to do? but I can't help it.....singing is pretty good wor....
- kogepan is sooooo cute.....i luv him.....very "dai sai"..haha.....i went to do a quiz on him on the official website(japanese of course) and i got 4/6...pretty good considering I don't know much about him..haha....just reading from here and there....did u know he gets drunk drinking milk??haha......
5th
- holy cow..so windy today...almost got blown away...
-i really hate some customers sometimes.....is like stop your fuckin' bitchin' at me...do u think i actually CARE???? my gosh.....save your attitude for someone who actually cares about what you think.....and the one thing i don't understand is...if u don't have a fuckin' account w/ us..do u think i really care if you complain?? you're not even a dumb customer...HELLO.....dumb-ass...
- i nvr knew to courier a dumb package (envelope) cost so much...oh well..it can be late...haha...and damn...FEDEX is hard to find....
- I wanna see the Grinch who stole x'mas, rugrats, miss congeniality...etc etc..so many movies...
- shit...my thighs are so huge now...ARGHHHH....does standing makes your legs fatter??
-I always change my info on my icq...and i put lyrics/quotes and stuff on it.....i just noticed alot of ppl steal my info! ...how unoriginal of them.....and how original of me...haha.....
- trying to abstrain from spening money is so difficult.....help...
- kimi ga motto motto suki.....dou sureba ii...
- my x'mas list is up...take a look here
3rd
- can you believe?? the last month of the year already? This year flew by I thought....lots of good memories I tell you...
- every nite since I've been back i've been waking up every nite at 3 somethin' and then i can't fall back asleep...so charm......and i just stare at the ceiling till the mornin'.....and then at noon the next day at work....i feel so tired.....
- oh...after being in HK and listening to the music the dj plays there....and then listening to Drag'N'Fly here....what a difference....hehe..hulla next week...yay....
- is so cold....and it hasn't even gone under 0 degrees yet....shit...
-i was forced to go to x'mas party for the bank..it was so boring....the food was bad....spend $30 for nothin'....oh well..i won 2 prizes....a mug and a stir fry set....yay....hear the excitement in my voice????
-i've been back only for a week...but it feels like i've been back for 2weeks.....oh i miss watching Yeung Ga Nui Cheung....miss shopping everyday....the relaxation....the MTR(have i mention i luv riding the MTR in HK?)....my friends.....=(
-found out another sad news tonite....another friend is gonna leave me soon.....one is just leaving after another.....can't stand it....
-i have to go on a diet now.....y? i gained weight.....like my tummy....and b/c i don't have $$ to eat out now..haha...
