April 2001April 2001
30th
- the bank was so damn busy today....shit...why can't ppl use bank machines??
- I bought my Gucci bag..hehe....
- i always have the problem about how i think of friendships....what i mean is like i'd think some one and myself are really close friends..but the other side don't feel the same....i guess i should nvr think htat way....coz everytime turns out that ppl don't feel the same towards me as i towards them...
29th
- went to old clothing sale at cne....i bough 4tops, 3 pants and one skirt....the total was under $150....i think...haha..
26th
- went to doctors..have 2 pay $60...and he doens't knwo what's wrong w/ my eyes...that's just GREAT! and he's a DOCTOR....well at least is not the infection of the cornea...which is GOOD! my cornea is just not smooth....very bumpy..
- sometimes it gets me pist that ppl don't listen to me....like i know what i say might not be what they wanna hear....but the things i say is what i think is best for them...especially what i say to friends...like if i didn't care...i wouldn't even say a word coz i don't give a shit...but if i care about u and say what's on my mind and u still went on ahead...it pists me off and kinda makes me think u don't even consider me a friend...i know i shouldn't htink that way...oh well ppl...if u come 2 me 4 advice, accept what i think and should follow it coz is in your favour...coz what i say always have a point...and if u were thinking of going ahead w/ it anyways...don't come 2 me!! i don't wanna be bothered!
-saw this miumiu bag...which was really nice....but i still want that gucci one!! Saw these campers i like 2....hm.....
25th
-can't wait to see doctor tomolo.....hope he tells me i can get off work to heal or somethin'!!!
- went to crazy sushi today...their sushi rolls are pretty good...not like the places only have salmon, california ,futomaki etcetc...their presentations is great....the caterpillar roll is good....hm...avocadoes and eel...and it does look like a caterpillar!!! and the pic in menu actually look like the plate in front of u!!!
-to all those non-smoking restaurant and jacking up cig's taxes....i just wanna say...that's fucked! Msg to the gov't...this is not going to stop ppl from smoking...coz ppl are rebellious in nature...the more u tell them NOT to do one thing...they're gonna do it more....so y don't u try telling me 2 smoke more?? I would do hte opposite..i swear!
-Andy Lau was in the front page of the Today paper....that's hype..Andy Lau wor....
24th
- OK...i have an eye infection....and i'm scared is keratitis (this could lead to blindness...)...i'm really really really really scared now.....my doctor's appointment is thursday..i hope nothing happens between now and then....Y am i so scared?? well...b/c my infection is not just pink eye....is really red but not pink eye..coz it hurts....and also...i'm really sensitive to light....like light hurts my eyes...the monitor now is hurting my eyes....when is cloudy outside (like no one are wearing shades)..i think is bright and when is REALLY bright outside....i can't even open my eyes....so that's how serious (or maybe i'm exaggerating..but if fuckin' kills) it is...anyhow....if u really care...call me and wish me get well soon or somethin'....
- woah...another friend called me 2day....which i have not talk 2 for a year 2......is interesting how i always think ppl know what i'm doing but they don't coz i havne't talk 2 them for that long...but it really doesn't feel that long!!!!
23rd
- GUYZ...i'm TELLING U...that the only way to pick up girls is to get a REALLY REALLY REALLY cute dog....and i mean really cute. Today on the subway...this guy had like 6 little puppies down his shirt...and i meant DOWN his shirt....all of sudden he started scopping them out and putting on the ground. They were the tiniest puppies and htey had bells on them.... they started walking around...they looked like little toy dogs..it was SOOOO adorable...everyone then started looking....all the women/girls were going oooohs and aaahhss,asking questions etc etc....i mean i even went and pet them coz the guy was rite beside me actually...(so cute!!!!i started 2 pet this really small one...and this other one came so he can be petted too...so cute!!!) and when he got off...all of the doggies and there were 6's of them follwed him out....and even after the doors closed all the ppl in the train was still talking.......The dogs were really cute....i mean if they weren't...y would i've mentioned the word "cute" so many times???
- haven't been to alice fazooli's for the longest time....so i finally went there tonite...it was disappointing..not as good as b/4(like 2 years ago?)..however i think their bbq chicken pizza is still delish! Even though their iced tea was REALLY watered down....i mean Jack Astor's iced tea is not that waterdown...is actually good and they're both the same owners!
- always one person missing from my little high school reunions....i hope all 5 of us do meet once b/4 ppl start to leave....or i'm really afraid that all 5 of us won't be able to meet each other as a group until....one of us gets married???? or 10 years later??
- lots of hi-skool memories....we were so mean sometimes...and stupid 2...haha..
22nd
- woke up to my mom's screaming abouts....she gets so hysterical over the littleiest (is that how u spell it?) thing....oh well...as u know..tha'ts my mom....shit..i need to move out or go back to hk....
- i hate spiders...actually i hate bugs..the other nite..this 2 inch long "thing" crawled out..scared the living daylites out of me....
- i really feel my first impression of ppl is really true....i've mentioned it b/4....
- hm...for the past 3 months that I've been too busy partying and not updating, i've become close to a bunch of great ppl...i nvr thought i'd be close to them b/c of what had happen b/4...so it was a surprise to me...a good one i might add. Though sometimes I'd be scared they would soon leave me...b/c of a certain someone...but anyways...the past few months were a blast! some good laffs and memories...after-ps, parties, etcetc
- Out of the bunch I came to know my "little bro" the quickest...ha...it all started with a conversation about...i don't even remember what now...but i remember it was quite deep...haha...and somethin' just clicked. Anyways...I enjoy the deep and serious conversations we have sometimes (tho i think we're having less and less of them now....y???)..and i truly think u're very unique person. Believe in yourself and don't let things get to you so easily. You're the first person that I've met that luv Vivienne Westwood as much as me...haha...and all the other things we've in common. You're always gonna be my little bro.....even though u're WAYYYYY taller than me...hahaha....and remember...BREAKS SUCKS!
21th
- i broke my record again...i slept for 19hours......!! from 9pm to 4pm..haha..
- this wkend i really didn't wnana go party..finally one wkend i stopped since the beginning of february!!!! I think this is because I went 2 too many last wk......so only karaoke this wkend..which is good...
- i joined asianavenue...y? i dunno coz my friend told me 2....my id is kawaii_bishojo...come find me or add me....I dunno wha'ts the point of it but who cares....
20th
-had the longest meeting with a manager after work.....but i doubt anything will change....
- my mom almost burned down the house ....
- didn't realize it but is been like a year and a month since i've seen some of my friends....it didn't feel like a year....it was so wierd....
19th
- hm..I haven't updated since I don't know when.....oh well....so here we go again....
- nothing much happened during these couple of months so all u 8 pors and 8 gungs not missing much..hahahaha.....i think all u ppl that read my page are naturally 8 ppl...so don't try 2 deny it....anyways....everywkends been party wkends....to a point where i'm kinda bored.....and i waste 2 much $$$$ on it .....but hell..JUNGLE RULES
- my hair is straight now if u haven't seen me.....i miss my curly hair tho....
-no luv life..no guy....tho i met a japanese guy....wahahahahaha...if u ever need some "how to pick up a guy" advice...come 2 me...
- i failed my CSC ....i only missed 4-5 questions and i could've passed.....but i didn't study at all....
- i think i'm going back 2 skool in september....i hate work...don't even talk 2 me about work or i'll bitch at u....
-i've grown distant to alot of ppl....hm...dont blame me...u know i'm those lazy ppl that don't call others....so when u read this...call me lah....seriously....
- that's all for now...can't think of anything at this moment.....
- is so funny reading back on old diary pages and what i've wrote before...is it me or did i sound more intelligent before?? like my vocabs?? anyways...sometimes i think back and i think i havne't changed much or things haven't changed much but ALOT of things have changed....and i mean alot....
