June 2001

28th

-i had a very happy birthday......it was fun...and i liked all the presents i got!! Thanks 2 those who came and who bought somethin'!!!!!!!i'm still trying to get used 2 the idea that i'm 23.....i still think i'm 22...shit..

-i took some pics on my b-day w/ my DC.....but u kno what i found out the next day...my comp is not working...virus attack i think..i hv 2 go get it fixed lor......shit....but my dad said that if it can' be fixed..i can get a new one..but my comp not even over 2 years yet.....i think is very wasteful......hope it can be fixed...but i lost everything..shit..all my files...my mp3s...my icq list....arghhhhhhhh........anyways.....here's a big thank you 2 my lil' bro for lending me his laptop !!!! otherwise u won't even c this msg!!! anyways...if u c me online...msg me..coz most likely i don't hv your icq.......!!!!

-trip to NY was very very good......hm...i put details on it later....maybe i'll make a page out of my NY trip.....

27th

-i was expecting more b-day calls at 12...but is ok.....lots of ppl mixed up my b-day...damn icq....then again if it wasn't for icq i doubt many of u will remember....

-starting to get some anxiety....like who i expect 2 call....and stuff...who i wanna get a b-day call from..etc etc...but i know i'm gonna get disappointed...

26th

-i don't have much friends i just realize.....*sigh*....

-i dont like the new girl at work...not too bright.....

-this freakin' customer from new york is buggin' the hell outta me..i swear i'm gonna hunt him down when i'm there....fuckin' bastard...

25th

-i wanna get a scanner...so i can scan my pictures and make a photo album thing....how much is one anyways??

-my manager left to another branch...things are pretty shitty now at work.....hm...gotta start looking for a new job again i guess....hvn't i been saying this for hte longest time now??

-can't wait till thursday...my holiday officially begins at 5PM.....can't wait....

-hm..thursday nite i'm having b-day dinner thing..if u wanna come u can....just call me and let me know....everyone is invited..but i bet most of u won't come....so is ok....that's y i'm not calling this time....i don't wanna make it like i'm forcing u 2 come...so if u c this note b/4 thursday...and wanna c me....call me up and tell me...if not....just call me 2 say happy b-day lah...!

-i'm going to New York on saturday...!!!

-i lost 7 pounds....

24th

-i slept till 9:30 PM tonite...then woke up....walked around went back 2 sleep at 11....

23rd

-suppose to go to a party that's at wild water kingdom...but of coz it didn't happen...rounded up in a smaller place...we were like packed inside one room...2000 ppl....fuckin' hot...not much space 2 dance.....i got really f*cked up...then at 3..had to change places....i had 2 drive....by then i got a major headache...thank god i didn't get into accident....huge line ups at the place....bud in line....got tricked to go to the back of buildling....then run around to front again...then to the back again..bud in....finally inside....NV is pretty nice....anyways...i guess the good thing about tonite....free parking the WHOLE nite....(other ppl had to pay)....bad thing....got too f*cked...

-so now i got free pass to wild water kingdom...who wants 2 go???

-someone called me from HK 2day...so sorry i missed your call!!!! i'll call u sometime....

21st

-hm...i got lazy w/ the updating thing again.....and june is now almost over.....haha...

- nothing big really happened....let's do a recap....if i can remember anything....

-went to waterloo last wkend to party..was really fun i thought...

-really funny joke @DZ....i'm a breaker!haha...inside joke...

-i went 2 luscious sale....finally got my overalls...and let's just say i look really good..haha....and also a pair of jeans....a skirt and shirt made out of this really funky material ($20 each)...the top is really funky leh...

-i did my taxes wrong..i thought i was getting alot..but i got a really measly amt...FUCK....

-my eyes still hurt me alot....

- i really want to get my tattoo....i was gonna get a horizontal navel ring...but found out is not good....so there goes that idea.....

-my mom leaving on the 29th....2 wks w/ the house 2 myself......party at my place!!!!!

-my holidays gonna be first wk of july.....call me out ppl!!!!!!

-lately i feel so lonely..dunno y..seems like i'm losing friends left rite and centre.....not that i got into any fights..but just that so many i don't call anymore (but i nvr call ppl anyways...)and ppl don't call me....i guess eveyrone 2 busy "pak tall".....seems like almost every1 i know is involved in a relationship....but don't get me wrong, i'm not lonely coz i got no bf....actually to tell u the truth i like being single....i don't even yearn for a bf or a relationship anymore..i'm not prepared for one (after the hellish one i had last time.....i'm not ready for one)...i dont' even like anyone....not even interested.....that's so not me but is true.....i sometimes think i've gone love-less....not willing 2 like anyone now....i'm turning 23 in a wk...b/4, i wanna get married in 26....hahaha....yah rite...that'll nvr happen w/ the way i am now....

-has anyone notice i don't call ppl?? i don't talk on the phone...someone said 2 me the other nite "don't be so cool and not call anyone lah..."...i'm not trying to act cool or anything...but is just that i'm scared of that silence......u know that silence when i don't know what 2 say and the other person don't know what 2 say...i'm so scared of that....i mean especially w/ ppl i used 2 be so close 2.....like u kno the person so well b/4 but now u hv nothing 2 say 2 them.....that is what i'm afraid of...and that's y i seldom call ppl....so if u were once close 2 me and now we grew apart...don't think that i've 4gotten u ..is just that i'm actually scared 2 call u

- my birthday next week!!!! what do i want for my b-day ar??..haha..nothing really....just call and wish me a happy birthday and i'm fine..seriously....but if u insist on giving me a gift ar??...u kno i luv everything...anything kogepan/tarepanda, clothes, perfume etc etc...is good.... i wanna do a get 2gether dinner/k thing..but i know most of my frds don't know the other...maybe i shouldn't..i'm scared some of u will be bored......don't want that.....

-alot of ppl said i go thinner..but i don't think so.....but is a good thing gwah...hehe

-the other nite at my frd's bday party..so many ppl say i look different coz i wasn't in my party clothes...so funny...ppl couldn't recognize me and some say i look so much better/skinner/prettier/hotter...

-OMG...guys w/ british accents sound so sexy......i wanna go 2 england..

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