Have You Ever Been In Love?

Have u ever been in love?
Good question.
I have, really I have, but I didn't know i could actually be in love,
because it wasnt meant to be.
You'll know,
the obstcles you might enter.
You must think bout the future then thinking bout the present.
The future handles your fate.
Present time fades into the past.
If you dont think closely.
Feel close to what you feel then what you hear.
Sometimes your mind and your heart will decive you
and all ends fail.
Well, it's true.
Don't you think?
Don't hide from it because it's true.
There are things that will decive your mind & heart.
You should know.
How I feel now.
Why I hate relationships.
Because they hurt.
I'm afraid to be hurt for all the time & love I put in.
The time I'll be wasting.
The protection I give.
The help that I gave.
The love that I've given.
The trust that I honored.
The oral that I wanted.
The love that I had was pure in grace.
But it's hard.
It is so hard not to be afraid.
The experience will leave you richer.
Richer? In life?
Oh, I have had my heart broken even though I never had a relationship.
So I'm fucked both ways of the world of emotional relationships.
The world on how to feel.