Have
u ever been in love?
Good
question.
I
have, really I have, but I didn't know i could actually be in love,
because
it wasnt meant to be.
You'll
know,
the
obstcles you might enter.
You
must think bout the future then thinking bout the present.
The
future handles your fate.
Present
time fades into the past.
If
you dont think closely.
Feel
close to what you feel then what you hear.
Sometimes
your mind and your heart will decive you
and
all ends fail.
Well,
it's true.
Don't
you think?
Don't
hide from it because it's true.
There
are things that will decive your mind & heart.
You
should know.
How
I feel now.
Why
I hate relationships.
Because
they hurt.
I'm
afraid to be hurt for all the time & love I put in.
The
time I'll be wasting.
The
protection I give.
The
help that I gave.
The
love that I've given.
The
trust that I honored.
The
oral that I wanted.
The
love that I had was pure in grace.
But
it's hard.
It
is so hard not to be afraid.
The
experience will leave you richer.
Richer?
In life?
Oh,
I have had my heart broken even though I never had a relationship.
So
I'm fucked both ways of the world of emotional relationships.
The
world on how to feel.