Jealousy by FlameAngel
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This is my first fanfic for Sailor Moon (no don't run!) It shouldn't be that bad...^.~
Flame me, blame me, shame me, what ever! Just e-mail me!
Disclaimer:
I don't own Sailor Moon, (wishful thinking) and I never will, since I'm not sure excatly who does, I'll just say, a lot of big companies with expensive lawyers! So don't sue.
Since I'm just holding you back from reading this darn fic I'll stop writing this. ^.^ ENJOY!
~She's everything you want, she's everything you need, she's everything inside of you, that you wish you could be. She means something to you and you don't know what~
-Vertical Horizon
(with slight modifications)
Jealousy
I've only truly been jealous of one thing that Usagi holds. I've never wanted leadership. I've learned to deal without love of a man, and I think I shall never need it. I've learned to deal with my destiny to serve. I've learned to love my destiny to die for her. I've accepted the spotlight well always be on her, our lives will always be centered around her...but what I'm truly jealous of...her happiness...her innocence...her soul's light...the beauty of her spirit. Look at her, when you see her, you can feel the happiness and joy radiating out of her body. Though she has faced so much, seen so many horrors, you can tell, a light of innocence glows within her. Her soul's illuminates, her spirit shines upon the dark world, like a ray of light through a black void of corrupted souls. Her soul is pure, uncorrupted by the horror's of the world, she is utter perfection. Her smile, her laughter...everything. Its not that I'm corrupted, its that I'll never be innocent, its not that I'm not happy, its that I'll never be joyful, its not that my soul doesn't have its own light...its that its not hers.
Short right? Whadya expect from a newbie to fics? An essay or some'in ? This is just an expermentation to see if people actually like my crappy writing and if any one actually does...well I might write more! And if you don't know which senshi is narrating...you have no choice but to E-MAIL ME! :) Please do! If only just to say it sucked or something just
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Until my next fic (yea right...)
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