Envy of your faith

A poem by Miki-sama

How could I trust you?
You took many things from me
I was blind not to see it before
You only served your best interests
You dare call yourself a friend
You stabbed me in the back
Took what was most important from me
And left me sprawled on the floor
You told me to believe
In your foolish miracles
Miracles have never existed
Yet you follow them
Rely on the false hope they give you
And cling to them in hopes that they will occur
I envy you
At least you have faith in something
But thanks to you I have nothing
Left alone with emotions
Of anger and hatred
Because you abused me
You abused our friendship
And you threw it away
Like a child with a toy
Is that what I was to you
Something to be discarded with time
And left alone
Neglected
With no reassuring thoughts
I guess that’s the way most of society is
Find your best interests with someone
And ignore the person
Ignore their thoughts
Ignore their feelings
And strip them
Leaving them naked and alone
With an empty mind yet full of sorrow
That’s the way I am now
You told me to believe in your petty miracles
Only to betray me
And leave me cold to the world
I guess I should thank you
For I no longer feel anything
And not everyone can do what you did so well…

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