A good friend of mine in RL wrote these... Her name is Jenifer (call her Rag Doll if you will)... Thanks Jen :)


You and I...
Break rules.
We break them because
It's what we always do.
We break hearts, and spirits,
And souls.
We break homes,
And comfortable livings.
We break bones and strength,
And trust.
We break light and darkness.
We break us.
But we build these things in each other.
We build a happiness, a love.
And a trust,
That defies all things.
We build a hope and a passion
That will hold us together.
We build our freedom
From the lives we are forced to live.
We break, and we build.
And we will do this until we are both complete.

~Rag Doll (Jenifer Moss)


1-23-99 -- This was written to Rag Doll’s Taka, to tell him that with all the horrible things they may be doing by being a couple, it is still right because they love each other. And in the end, nothing will be wrong about their love.



Mary doped my mom up

Mary doped my mom up
To tell her I was sleeping with an older man.
I told her I wouldn't do it again.
Why she won't believe me I can't understand.
I'm a good little girl
I am
I am.

~Rag Doll (Jenifer Moss)


1-??-99 -- True story… please… no one ask



This gentle breeze
Taking the place of your kisses.
I can not feel you today,
For you are within my heart,
And last night you ripped my heart from my chest.
I rest in the shadow of a single tree,
In an open field.
Hidden in the tall grasses
That lick at my body as the wind blows.
I have never felt so alone.
All passion and liveliness is drained from me.
It is a wonder I can even raise my pen,
Let alone scratch out words of my pain.
How could you love?
How could you leave me to my night that way?
I've been alone for far too long
For you to leave me alone longer.
And with such harsh words!
"Why bother with it?"
"It" ???
Am I "It" ???
The thing that can not trust...
Can not believe or have faith...
..."It" ???
How love?
I must know!
What gave you the power to speak so coldly to one you love?!

~Rag Doll (Jenifer Moss)


1-2?-99 -- This was written to Taka after an argument, that had ended in Rag Doll trying to calm things down and him thinking it to be pointless. The words he used were "Why bother with it?" She left in tears.



Some one once asked "How can you love him?”
And the answer was "completely."
There are no tricks...
There is only magic.
There are no secret doors... chest.
There are only hidden ones.
Love is not a permenate living...
Love is a home.
It is not a breath of fresh air...
But a fresh breath of life.
Don't ask when or why!
Love is not a question.
It is an answer.

~Rag Doll (Jenifer Moss)

1-28-97 -- To explain to the world that She doesn’t care about age, or obstacles. She only cares about love. (To Taka and Dannu)




Four Quarters Tears

A quarter silence,
A quarter fear,
Two quarters patients
And four quarters tears.
What more can I be, chest.
When you can't spend your days with me.
Alone and crying,
And silently dying.
Desperately trying
To find a new hope.
Desperately trying
To grab hold of this short rope.
Buy some more time,
to pay off forgotten debts,
Promisses made,
That can no longer be kept.
Pieces of you,
And pieces of me,
Pulling us through,
To set ourselves free.
But what can we do,
When pieces of me,
Are a quarter silence,
A quarter fear,
Two quarters patients,
And four quarters tears.

~Rag Doll (Jenifer Moss)


1-31-99 -- (To Taka)







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