by Dreamer

 Here I lie, Andre Grandie
 the boy you know, the man you don't.
 You're not so blind, maybe too bright
 for me - the shadow in your light.

 Ever since my time's beginning
 your presence graced me in every way,
 Before I knew myself I knew YOU,
 and loved you from the very first day.

 I can't count how many times
 it died and lived and tortured me
 this wondering just where I was going
 with this feeling that wouldn't leave.

 Endless nights of loneliness
 and longing for the one I love
 wanting to hold you in my arms
 and feel the heaven up above.

 Your golden hair and sweet perfume,
 that scent that made me fall so deep
 for you, Oscar, and only you
 would grace the pictures in my sleep.

 And how you found your way to me,
 I still don't know, I still can't see.
 You and me had just one night,
 and we made love, something so right.

 And nothing more I wished for, darling
 all my fears you blew apart.
 That night I kissed your tender lips and
 you put your arms around my heart.

 My dove, you are so beautiful
 It's heaven when I catch you eye
 all I needed was your love,
 for you, Oscar, you know I'd die.

 And as I draw my very last breath,
 know this before it leaves my heart,
 I never loved another soul, but you
 my rose, my love - Oscar.

Dreamer xox