May the Sun shine on your back all the days of your lives...

Preface

I watched as my perceived universe grew from an appreciative association to a completely interactive, fluid, magical universe and back again to a more appreciative perception of who and what humankind is:

unfinished to the max!

Read fantasy writers to see what we imagine we could become. Quite a few choices!!! Read specifically The Chronicles of Thomas Covenant by Stephen R. Donaldson. When you get to the section about the Elohim, realize that that is what humanity will be, eons in the future.

What exactly does humanity want to be when it WAKES up to the reality that magic is not only possible, but the way physical reality actually works? We dumb it down enough to understand it and USE it, just like Hollywood!

I chose a J.R.R. Tolkein/Isaac Asimov/Stephen R. Donaldson/Stephen Sondheim Musical fantasy during my "awakening", but the universe appreciated the effort and showed me a better understanding. Yep! Little 'ol Dave communed with the All! I felt the Tau of Life! Guess what? It's contagious! It's gonna get you eventually!

Got three occurrences of physically "impossible" changes in nature, and certainly LOTS more inner perceptions that were even more magical, yet undefinable, too bad, so sad, told myself to forget the how, it's truly very changeable. The how reveals itself when needed.

It's different for each of us, we're our own cryptogram, so to speak...

our own puzzle.

Figure yourself out and you'll be very happy, I assure you! You know, know thyself!

Yeah, I'm bad, there's just too many good clichés to resist using them. But we like clichés, don't we? Makes life more understandable, right? We like puzzles too, so when you realize the only bad in life comes from hoisting yourself on your own petard, (THAT'S KARMA...we don't PAY for our mistakes 'next' life! Our mistakes reveal themselves THIS life!), you realize that humanity doesn't WANT to grow up.

Loving your neighbor is just TOO MUCH BOTHER!!!

We've interpreted sharing into getting what you can for yourself.

We've interpreted Love into deciding for others what's okay and not okay between consenting adult individuals.

WE STILL think we're the "rulers" of this ball of nonsentient matter and it's inhabitants.

Ha!

We can't even control ourselves!

Think the rest of nature doesn't have volition and inner rights in this system???

We could be so greatly connected and yet we are so mediocrely aware of a connection that truly provides what we experience...

Because we just don't believe in ourselves. Good thing others do! And oh yes, without a doubt, I believe we'll figure it out to the extent we can each time around! We'll realize that "our dreams are our only boundaries" (PURLIE), and that

even our dreams are Infinite, just like Creation.

I've seen a "fantasy" universe made REAL, and Kenny and I have seen actual Miracles happen, how could we possibly doubt?

Too bad you just had to be here! I FELT all the time that there were cameras rolling, but then I finally realized when "coming back" that it was just the feeling of connection that is usually muted, and not physical cameras. I wish there HAD been cameras...the medical profession would believe me, but alas for them, they just don't believe in mysticism.

And yes, I'm "normal" again,

but changed...

The only permanent state is the state of change.

IMHONEST OPINION

Dave Starkovich,1998

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