I look down into
this chasm and see that it is bottomless, it scares me because it’s dark
and at times
I can’t see my way.
I take a tentative step downward
as I cling tenaciously
to the rocks jutting out,
praying I don’t make
the wrong move that would send me
spiraling down this
black hole…..
I’m going slow making
sure each step
I take is sure footed….I’m
not going very fast,
but at least I’m
safe.
As I journey downward
my eyes are becoming accustomed to the dark,
I see small spots
of bright lights now and then that draw me towards them.
I gravitate towards
them, once I get closer
the light almost
blinds me it’s so bright.
The deeper I venture
into this bottomless pit
the brighter the
lights and colors become.
The dark areas are
where I’m still learning about
love, trust, sharing.
The fear of falling
is being afraid of losing control
and losing myself
once again.
The bright lights
are the moments that I find
love ….
Frani
January 1999
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